Buddy, I am not going to lie to you. The news hit me hard. Eventhought, I have prepared myself for such thing and I have a view of the whole event which is exactly what it says in Coversation with God. It made me sad to hear he will not be coming back every other Friday.
I wrote down the phone number my friend from Boston gave me so I can call an inquire. But I said to myself as the hours were passing and 10 PM was apporaching what is the used. He the one who gave me his love and taught me how to be more acceptance of people is gone. As the hours passed, I was feeling scare of being alone. I needed someone to hold me and let me cry or just feel the confort of a human body holding me. Then around 6:00 PM, Babe called me to see how I was doing. Around 8:30 PM, I went to do some groceries. Then by 10:30 PM my other guy from SOBE called to check on me.
I have got tell you. You have put good people in my path. Just like you put him, my friend in Boston called my people in SOBE and let them know of the news and that I will probably be moved by. I thank you for put them in my path like you did with him.
Now after no being able to sleep just like that first time he called me to say good bye. I am wating for a better time to call my friend Emma. Some how I felt like I needed to speak to her and that is why I was able to go on all night without being scare but always thinking of him and hopping I would see him one more time and that he departed the way he wanted with the dignity that a beautiful soul such as him deserves.
Thanks for cheer me up - All I want you is for you to take care of my friend and let him know that I missing him. But I know he is in a better place.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment