Not going to let the sun rise tomorrow, Romulo.
Nope, I love you way too much. Just gonna let the earth keep revolving around it.
And I'm not going to be making any dreams come true either.
You've never needed my help before.
So proud of you, The Universe
Lost In Space
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones!
Romulo, you've been manipulating time, forging coincidences, squeezing circumstances, and performing miracles, all with the thoughts you choose and the dreams you move with, ever since the time you could crawl.
Buddy, it is easy to get so involve and forget how things truely are or how I got where I found myself. I am finding out that there is a lot resembles to the field in technology where I have taken my career. When opportunities knock at my door I can not help but let the opportunity past me by when and I asked if I consider myself technical or functional. I get a feeling each time when I ask that question that is not at all good. I feel I am again in a place similar to the one I found myself when Siebel and I said good byes to each other. Back then, I learned one of the most important lesson of my life. I learned what I truely enjoy doing and what motivates me to keep going. The decision I took them and where I have been since then, it has been like riding the love dragon of the Never Ending Story.
Just 2 weeks ago when I was on my way to my final interview in downtown. It was supposed to be a true thing paying a base of 130K, plus anual 10% bonus and startup bonus of 10K. But I could not halp having in my mind rolling over and over, like sequence of a movie, how incredible riding th elove dragon has been. How much I learned about myself and the projects and people who I have worked. But something happen in that finnal interview, that I have noticed it has been happening since then each time another 130K+ comes knocking at my door which in the last 2 weeks has been 3 times. I was honest with me and who I was dealing on the other end. I have shown them how much I want to help them build their Siebel Analytics practice and how much I can contribute to make it a world class practice. The one in Miami said we were not going the same way after expending a wonderful time chatting. I did not felt reject not I felt angry. It was a feeling of acceptance that overcome me and realize that we have different ideas and opinoins.
Now yesterday was similar but different in a way that I just came to realize with your email and the endless hours I have been expending researching about the new version of Oracle BI EE and where it is going with the new talks of Pervarsive Technology and SOA.
We got lost in Space and yet each of us in own way, some time sharing with others, are trying to get back to the path that gets us more in touch with our own divinity.
Guess what so it is in the technical field. Talks of Pervasive and SOA are not much more that talking of acceptace that we all have own vision of things. That the only way we can systems to work and deliver all that is promised is when we all embrace this concept and work within a frame work call Service Oriente Applications (SOA)
In each field and in each area, all of us that embrase in this wonderful and amazing adventure, are looking for our way home.
You are right. I would not have it any other way. Do not maket the sun rise tomorrow nor I need you to make my dreams come true. The basis for my relationsihp to end was that. That I do not seat down for the sun to rise and then go to work like each day everyone does. That I do not seat down for things happen to me so I do not expect you to make happen.
It was then when things started changing in my life. All these years I have used the same analogy you bring to excuse how different Kevin and I were, reason for bein incompatible. But the acceptance of that just came the afternoon my friends gave me the key that open every door in the Universe.
Lost in Space my version wit the love drago is here for all of you. Remember at the end, when fantacia was been destroy and the little princes ask him for a new name. That is where you are now Angelica. http://200612.analyticsdoneright.com/index_files/Lost_in_Space.pps
I took a picture of me by mistake and when it came out my Brazilian friend said that it was a picture of my Aurora. I kept the picture to remind me what they said in the four agreements and a true realization in my life. You can be going true hell but feel you are un heaven as long as you follow the agreements.
Now in the grand schema of things I see why there are 2 Angelicas and a beautiful Aurora in my life. Thanks for listning to me when I went to give you the message from my friend in Mexico City last Aug. Auora is just like I asked you for (with the beauty of her Mon, the brains of his father and the heart of two wonderful beings)
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