The Universe 26 Jun 2007 - Wicked thinks you are right

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Up to you
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You will never solve your problems by getting other people to change. The way to move beyond whatever is holding you back is to make positive changes within yourself.
The problem is not the particular situation you are in. The problem is the way you interpret and relate to that situation.
The problem is not the way you are treated by others. The problem is the way you allow the actions of others to affect you.
The problem is not what has happened in the past. The problem is that you're letting it continue to hold you back.
Take complete responsibility for a problem, and suddenly you are ninety percent of the distance toward solving it. For when you truly take responsibility, you gain real and powerful control.
Fully accept that it is up to you to get where you choose to go. And you'll find everything necessary to make it so.
Ralph Marston.

Buddy, you could not be more right on this one. I am totaly reponsible and I am doing something about it.

The Universe Jun 25th, 2007 - Wicked believes in you buddy

Sometimes, Romulo, when a tiny series of the most unpredictable events occur that otherwise make no sense at all... it's just my way of winking, and hinting that something big is about to happen.
The Universe


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Since I don't have eyelids, Romulo, you know?

Buddy, the way I was able to keep positive when things do not seem to be going my way is to think of this law in physics that I believe applies to everything. There is a reason why the plannets do not go off of their orbits and hit one another. In the world where time and space is relative, a bad experience must be in equal proportion in magnitute to a good experience in order for us to define one in terms of the other.

So the Universe keeps itself in balance in order for harmony to rule. Yes is true that things have not been going exactly in a way that one can say it is favorable to me. But that is a proof that a great good thing is on its way to me because balance must be kept in order for the Universe to keep the harmony.

In any way, remember I put things in your hand. I just asked putting good energy out there and not telling you how to delivery things to me. That would be me, limmiting you buddy and I will never do such thing to you or a good friend for that matter.

I believe great things are coming my way because of that friendly call I got from Boston. I thank you for that buddy. I was feeling so lonely and lost that to hear that friendly voice was like candle helping me make my way from NY to LA just with the headlight of the car. You know and the people that I care knows what I mean with that remark.

Thanks for all, for the good and the not so good times, great lessons have been learned from them.

The Universe June 22, 2007 - Wicked believe in you buddy

Sometimes, it's easy to forget that you always have options, Romulo.
That your power has remained intact.
And that everything, up until now, has just been practice for the really, really good stuff.
Tallyho, The Universe

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You always have options, Romulo.

Buddy, it is amazing how I was able to pull myself from feeling scare about the uncertainty of the near future by watching movies and listing to cd that I have collect in the last couple of years.

The power tha we posses because we all come from you is unlimited. Out of nothing, we can create our reality. We do not need to know the how. We just need to keep those thoughts positives and let you do your part to arrange and make all possible for us.

What I am using to keep me focus in that is what I saw in The Secrect. To travel from NY to California at night we do not need to have the whole way iluminated for us. We can make the trip at night by just using the ilumination that the head light of the car provides us of the next 200 feet. Just the next 200 feet iluminated for us by the headlights makes possible for us to travel 3000 miles in matters of a few hours not more than a few days - depending how determine we our in arriving there.

I have been able to encaurage others with this and that makes me so happy and know that I did the right thing putting everything in your hand. I thanks you for taking care of all and get me through this time of trial.

Thanks buddy.

June 20, 2007 - The Universe talks about courage - Wicked believe ask is it courage or attention?

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Courage
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Where does courage come from? What brings courage to life?
Courage is the commitment to do what you know is right.
Courage arises when your integrity will not allow any other choice.
Courage comes from following a purpose that goes beyond your own petty concerns. Because of that, courage gives far-reaching power and consequence to your actions.
In the short term, courage can often appear foolish. In the long run, courage has the power to move the whole world in a positive direction.
Courage asks much of you, yet it is not complicated and is always within your reach. Courage is truth put into action.
In every moment, courage is there for you to choose. In every moment, courage is the choice that will fulfill the best of who you are.
Ralph Marston

Buddy, I read your message I can not help to think about when Wicked was sigging that song about good deeds. I guess we all reach at time in which we doubt our motive and believe it was attention what we went after. After all we fought our whole life for that little bit of love that it was offered to us. Therefore, it is easy to believe it mioght be that what we are after.

It was courage to do things right and bring value to client what made go independent. I went through a lot these last 2 years. But all is relative in the place where time and space is also relative.

It feels good to read your message today. It is giving me hope but I have to be honest and confese that at times I thought it was the need for attention what was making me sabotage myself when offers were coming my way.

It is not easy to have courage when I am taking with me a good friend like Jose. But how you describe the feeling of standing behind for what you believe, that is how I felt when I refuse to sell my soul to the devil.

Right now, I am leaving everything in your hand. Miracles has happened before in my life. I am pretty sure that one could easily happene in the next 8 days. Therefore, I thank you in advance for your assistance and love.

Wicked

June 20, 2007 Wicked is gratefull

Buddy, I have to be honest and admit that I was weak. I doubted my powers of creation and was difficult to monitor my thoughts. You knew how lonely and lost I felt. Main reason why it was so difficult to keep my mind for going in the wrong path.

Just when I decided and told you that I am leaving everything in your hand, just like I did that night in Houston or in Mexico. You sent this wonderful sign telling me that you got my message and that you are working on a solution.

Thanks buddy - for listing to me, for that phone call and for taking care of the situation. It is all in your hand. You know the best solution and bringing to me just like you did those other times.

The Universe Jun 14th 2007, Buddy I agree with you - Lets keep it going that way

There's nothing you've ever done, Romulo, that I haven't significantly done for you. Not buttoning up your shirt, not brushing your teeth, not finishing your sentences. Not your first job, not your last job, not the friends you've made in between. Not the money you've earned, not the money you've spent, not the home you now live in.
Your part was the simple part. You thought of what you wanted done and you willed yourself to move, which was all I needed to orchestrate more miracles than Bill Gates has dollars: flexing your muscles, spinning your sentences, infusing you with inspiration, and weaving circumstances and players together so that you could come alive in the vision you held onto and moved with.
I say we keep it that way.
Keep moving - The Universe
Romulo, for your special little friends, under the age of 2...

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I'm even helping you read this, Romulo, holding you up in your chair and all, and next, as you start visualizing, I'm going to be reading your mind... That is next, right

Buddy, as I looking how my life is unfolding before my eyes. How companies as small as the one in Colorado and as big as IBM has tagged me as not good for them and they are right we are not compatible at all. As I pray and explain myself why I am waiting for the coming of another Whirlpool. I learned not to wish for things but to thank you in advance for all I have coming my way.

I have never been more ready for such as chain in my life which I used to consider myself too old for it. The first time I crossed border as came to live in this country I was 17 years old. Then in the morning of my life I went around the world taking assigments that I would not take now but I needed and felt I wanted to prooved something. Now with Barcelona openning up, I as ready as I was to make that first move in my life to this country.

All comes at a good time, once you gave me Whirlpool and now I see what my people had been doing and I have never been so proud for them as well as myself. They have built a incredible application and I can see a little bit of me all over. All of these I owe to you buddy. Because I thought of them once and you brought gave them to me.

So wicked would always be gratefull and humble for such a giff that my life had been so far. I know of all the things I had asked are around the cornners since I truely believe that you have given them to me before I asked for it.

So I asked you to keep my people going in that little town by Lake Michigan that is so deep in my heart. They are good people who had given me the most rewarding experience in my career.

The Universe Jun 12th, 2007 - Wicked is ready and looks at the future from a positive point of vie

Nice job helping raise the sun this morning, Romulo! The colors over Fiji were especially impressive. The warming of the Adriatic was right on time. A few Egyptians up early enough even wondered if Ra wasn't back at the helm.
The hungry child in Mongolia said to say, "Hi!" The sad monk in Tibet, "Thanks for the laugh!" The realtor in Minnesota asked, "Are you sure about the farmer's market?" The dancer in Rome, "Don't tell a soul..." And the sage in Djibouti says, "You have exactly what it takes to partners that will work with meas partners!"
Tell me, Romulo, any recollection of all your other-worldly to-ings and fro-ings, yet? Or should we still pretend you're just mortal?
If you only knew... The Universe

Oh, and Romulo, Ra called you a show-off...

Buddy, I come from you; therefore, I was bestoven upon me the same powers of creation that you posess.

I would never play games with you nor I need to show with you RA. You are the source where I come from and you are my ultimate target in life. Reading your message today filled my heart with joy. You know how to lift my spirit.

Do not really know if I was looking for that chance in Spain. I remember thinking that living in a nice little piso, that is how they call apartments there, by the Barceloneta where the Christopher Colombos statu is would be very nice. I can do like I do in my beloved SOBE. Walk every where and being near every where. Always having the Ocean within walking distance. There is a picture of the area that I am talking about among the many pictures we took last time I was there in December.

Like I said, I do remember putting out there the though while visiting for Emma's and mine birthday. Do not really think I was being serious nor wanted to persui that ideas after my trip in December.

Nevertheless, I am guilty of what your accusing me in this note. I understimate my power and what the energy that thoughs carries with them. Yes a part of me is happy for this opportunity and I can not wait until I get a little piso in that area of Barcelona.

Now what worries me is what to do with Sitges. It is obvious that we can not go back. Nor I want to put myself through such abuse again. There is a new Romulo that came out of that experience. I am grateful for it because without it I would not be here where I find myself.

Even last night, I was thinking how grateful I shoudl be for that experience. Today, I got a note from the British or Spanish firm who is lookimng for someone like me. I remember looking at the caller id and think who would be calling me from abroad. Now days I can count with one hand who would be calling me or emailing me from any where.

That experience last December brought me one step closer to my final reunion with you. I said I can not go back because I learned those cloths do not fit me nor they fit the person who live in Sitges. therefore why try?

Buddy, I am humble for you honoring me this way. I thank you for all that you have brought into my life and for this new chance in the old mother country. I am ready to go to the city once thought it was home because of the people living there. Now it would be home because I will come back to it on weekends after spending the week in some city in Europe or Asia and Asia Minior.

Here is the picture

The Daily Motivator - Life's treasures 070609 - Wicked does not know what to say

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Life's treasures
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The good things in your life are infinitely more enjoyable when you avoid becoming dependent on them. If you see yourself as desperately needing something, the fear of losing it prevents you from getting full benefit from it.
Many of life's frustrations come from being unable to fully enjoy the good things that are already right in front of you. The desire to hold on tightly to the things you have can make those things virtually worthless.
Security is not attained by hiding away from life. The most enduring form of security is found in knowing that you can deal successfully and positively with whatever may happen.
Life's treasures become useless when they remain locked inside a vault of your own making. What good is it to have anything of value if you must live in fear of losing it?
Instead, take the treasure that is your life out into the world and enjoy it. Focus on the possibilities and not on the fears.
The more you think you need, the more those needs will hold you back. The more you choose to give and to live, the more good things you'll find coming your way.
Ralph Marston

Ok, buddy, here I am again. I know it has been long. I have wanted to write to you for the longgest time. You have been busy writing to me all this time that I felt it was not fair you doing all the talking and I was listen not responding to you at all. What would people would think? This through away that old idea that we pray and try to communicate with you with not answer or hope that you got our message. In our case the roles were reverse. Every day, your messages were clearer and clearer. I was just reading and paying attention to the other ways you choose to communicate with me and do what I do best, I think. I just do that.

It is not a mistery what have been going on in my life to you at least. To the people closest to me either. At least to the ones that care about me and take personaly what happens to me at all.

I do not think this was a test. I think like I think of every thing else. This was a way for me of knowing how far can go and how long can endure.

I hope you do not think that at any time I procastinated, felt sorry for myself or look at the future worthless. I think that despite all of it, I was optimistic and I always able to laugh at things. I think I even make my closest friend laugh at time despite that they felt things on their own skin.

The message today says all. What really brought me to acknowledge the lesson which I was looking for it all this time was the fact that I came back to the same place 2 years ago. I was not surprise that the guy remember me. After all, I was kind and thankfull to him for how consider he was of me during that time in Seattle. I was knid of resentfull to him for the way he was with me on that last email. Then I figure he was just listening to other ideas which was not really descibing me. At the time, I said to myself if he only knew what that other person wanted to pull to him and I stand my ground and I said that was not the way I conducted business.

At least I got the chance to tell him that today. It seems things has been working out for him since he open a new office in Norther California. I had to admit that whenever I got one of his target emails, I have never replied and went back to that time when he was so rute and that whole situation after Microsoft.

But that was as bad as it went. Never wish him bad. Probably thought that only people that act that way gets ahead of business when I heard of him opening a new office. But today I heard that he never got paid by that other guy. I do not know if that is the truth or he was pulling that on me so his associate can hesitate on my qualifications. Some how the way things end up, I believe he might not have gotten paid.

Now I remember how he was the only one to call me that first weekend it took me 24 hours to get back to Miami. I was stuck in Houston. Funny how this city seems so unknown to me and Paris seems so familiar. Thirteen years there and when I got the chance to go back, I remember I called myself the venezuelan from Houston.

So we are not full circle and some how I feel old habbits or for lack of better word adictions coming back.

I might be coming back in circle for the time before Seattle but I do not feel the time after Seattle coming back. This is a new beginning. I needed to come to full circle so I can experience for myself anf then take the right approach or like my friend Jose says find a balnce on my new perspective.

Do not know if he would ever know that we came close so many times after that weekedn last Oct in Boston. On of them was even it was it used to be his home town or it is part time home town now. I loved the mountains there and it could be colder that any place I have been ski before but I will not live there. Not even Barcelona which was a choice of my own after the Netherland was push to me in deciving way.

But the answer is not. I will not go bad to that. I moved on and that person could never even consider that a stop while waiting for the bus. It was never seem like that on his side. But like the rest, I wish him well. Maybe we will run into each other again like I did to day with this guy. I have to admit that some how I sort of knew it was the same guy of Microsoft. I even admit playing fool at the beginning. I was not even surprise he remember. I acted that way because it seems like a big think to his associate. Now to think of it of course is a big thing. How many consultant does this guy go through in order to be running a successfull staffing bussiness. Then again this individuo he introduce me too is not easy to forget in a bad way. Maybe I will play the fool with this other one and pretended I do not remember. then again that would be my ego which is not the same situation that happens today. Since I try to keep my ego in check and I play not games, I will be like he asked me to be if we were to run into each other that last weekend in Oct in Boston. Any ways, I know from experience that runing into me is more or a traumatic experience for the other person than me. I guess is that present he commented about it almost 2 years ago before I learned of his now 10 years relationship with Dallas. Which brings me to one question, what was Kevin or Tony checking my profile for? I barely survive that one. It was wird. - Lets leave that one for another night - ok buddy.

But the lesson is now clear and I thank you. Like I thank you for the people you have brought to my life who were with me all this time and did not just pretend to be a friend.

Wicked is humble and will never wanted to put you through this situation. I will write more often. Nevertheless, you know that you are always in my thoughts and I always communicating to you.