Is wicked always trying to find meaning on every life events?

Buddy, it has been a while since I last wrote you. A lot has happened since then. I know you are well aware of things in my life. Question is: Am I always trying to find meaning on things that I observed happening around me?

Yes I start the 10Th which is the birthday of my nice who I have not seemed and talk to her in years. It is also the birthday of this person in Europe. I feel now that I need to protect her identity when before I was free to say her name here.

Wow, looking back at the last two years and all the events that brought here where I stand now. You do work in mysterious way. Talking to Jose I noticed how once I thought this friend in Europe she was my soul mate and female version of myself. Then he said today, that the real she still in there. It is what I thought and this other person in Mexico thinks, the year being idle not putting that powerful brain to use, did that to her. It goes a little deeper as well. It has to do with one of her comments she made with regards friends and family in DF. I know she will come to know when she is ready nor she needs me to make her aware of it. Wicked learned her lesson. None learns through my experiences but their own.

Then I noticed the D/D/F is gone from this profile in the Internet. I would like to think I have something to do with it. But wicked knows better not to take credit for some one's else growth.

For the European, I will release your 2 comments and made them public for you to read them again if you want a year from my return from Europe. It is foolish to think you both DC and Europe keep up with Wicked's craziness and come here to read once in a while. But if there is any consolation, wicked does not regret my passing by both of your lives.

Buddy, I look forward to this new beginning in my life. I thank you for all the love and teachings you gave me. I am not the same person who once thought that woman in Mexico City was my soul mate and female replica of myself. But I love who I have become. I like this one better than years before. I have you to thank for it.