Does the idea of having followers appeal to you at all?

Buddy, I have to be honest with you. The idea of followers never crossed my mind. The idea to share knoweledge and my love have been in my mind all along.

The subject you are bringin to me has different meaning for some people. I can tell you for sure in the case of my father, having followers meant power and control. In my case, I was going for the espiritual side. If my friends still put out with me even though I am practically overflowing them with emails and filling their head with my thoughts of every experience I go through and my chatting with you, I can say they are some how following me as I am following them as well.

I just want to share my knowledge and love. I want the same consideration as well toward me. Neverthless, you got me in a moment in which I only wish I could be with that person once again. But the thought of ruing a perfect love and me not being able to make someone happy like I have proved in the past, makes it difficult to accept we would be together. Then again how beautiful and nobel is the heart of this person is the main reason I can not get away for too long or far from that presences in my life. Finally, if we still in the lifes of one another and the feeling is so strong, I know that are crossing each other life path was not for a brief moment. So my love would be platonic and unconditional. I am content from my little corner of the world that I called my beloved SOBE.

thoughts become things

One day you are challenging me with avenges and the next day you are sharing with me all your secrets. Buddy, I have to give you credit that you know how to keep our relationship very exciting. Just like the one I have we people who are in my live for the long run. We share the passion of going after challenges. We share with the word how does experiences make us feel. They just get part of my chatting with you. I always tell them that they are getting what it was meant for them.

But something I keep telling them, like you made me realize even thought I already knew it yesterday. That the equation you gave me and what all scientis have been after for the beginning of time 'Thoughts become things' It is the fundamental law for which you keep the balance and harmony of all. Friend in Barcelona realized that one time I was telling her that I do not like it when she has negative thoughts while kidding around talking to me. She saw my point of view clear and promise to do a better job in reporgramming her thoughts when I used the following analogy - Because you thought one time that you will live in the United States, then we had wonderful years living close to each but never saw each other that mush because we were traveling around challenging ourselves - Because you thought on time that you will live in Europe and married this handsome catalunian, now you lived in Barcelona, 15 hours away from me by plane and married to this incredible guy that I call El Tio.

Yes I challenged you. Yesterday, I got my proof that this equation is true. Today you reafirming the lesson by talking to me. Should I tell friends the Universe is talking or they get the message by themselve now?

Some test you put me through

No only I drove this good friend crazy on one of his bussiest day at the office. But I have not been this insecure and fleaky in ages. One could say that were dealing with the stereotype of my beloved SOBE.

Bus like they say in the Kabbala, everything that happens to you is good. I think your Grand Mother would have agreed on this one with me too. Since I was bale to change my perssection of thing from negative to positive, when I was able to identify the lesson.

The most beautiful thing on all this and the most importnat lesson in my life is you. On each step and opportunity you were able to show me that you have always have love as the primary emotion when dealing with my crazines. That tolereance and ability to stand still as a strong pilar for one to get a hold of it during difficlt times.

It is very important to acknowledge what you are doing because no every one is able to act the same way. You are confronted as negative situation or the negative that is all around this person with you positive energy. On a day that was one of the most bussiest and important for you.

I truel hope your day when fine. I take confort in that you read this and find that all you did was out of unconditional love and with the idea to floot the Universe with your positive energy. Remember that all that comes our way is good. That this was not me trying to validate feelings but my buddy try to show me the beautiful soul that you are. Then again, I have always thought that any person who is capable to through this much of positive energy out there has to be prepared for when the boomeran comes back. This is one of the most important laws that my buddy has given us. The law of action and reaction.

Oh, and Romulo, that Starbucks is proof I exist

Hey buddy, I think you know that I do not need such proof. Funny how in the last 24 hours I have forward an email in which I tell my Carioca friend that you are talking to him, a gig open in in Denver just when 8 days ago I challenged you to make things interesting for the two of us and then this refirmation that you exists.

I know that I have the power to create. But this analytics mind you gave me, at times is not helping much. The illution of time is accepted, space I got plenty and matter ok nice illution would be a new digital camcored from Sony but I will not push things.

My love is real and you have show me that it is as well in the other end. I have not doubts that the one that would make trouble this time would be me. Crazy how a few people have had the opportunity to encourage in me an involuntary change just for the illution to be a compatible companio for them. At the end of the day we know from experience that does not work. It brings suffering, pain and desorientation. And all this is me creating this illution because I have never seem such much love and devotion in a couple that have been together for 8 years.

Now that we got clear that you exists and is not used for me to try to be more than a dear friend to someone that have proof to be a beautiful human being. Since you created starbuck, why does it takes too much time to be online when I just want plain black coffee?

Do not go to crazy about that one buddy, this is me challenging you back and showing you that yes I know I have the power to create my date and all that you have through at me have been valueable experince that are contributing to my grow. Maybe in another life you might consider turn around a look the other way so I can fullfill what is like to be... and have...

But in the life experience I am content from my beloved SOBE and everything that comes my way is good.

ETL/Informatica need in the Denver, CO area!!!!

For months, I have been letting know every one when you are speaking to us. I have acknowledge without putting to much efford in increase my levels of awreness whenever I notice one set of foot prints in the sand. This happens only in the lowest point and darkest days of my life. I know that there is only one set of foot print on those time rather than the customary 2 set, which when you are walking with me side by side, because of those moments of trial it is you who leaves these prints and mine are absent because you are carrying me.

I love a good challenge and I know since I am made in your image, you love me when I challenge you. I know that I should continue this road I have chosen. I know that not matter what I will reach my destination. I know that I am made of the same material as you and that I can not inflict pain or bring suffer to someone else. I will keep that in mind in this jurney. I will keep in mind that I will continue to through out there good energy without any expextations. The only motivations for this is to try to saturate the Universe with it in the efford to make it a better place for all of us.

You continue challenging me, you know how I look foward for that. I will continue letting know my people when you speak. But I want you to really look closely at the one that was going to be affected by this challenging option. Because I am learning by each day that passes to appreciate his good nature. I see now why the reason of our crossing path. Maybe his Grand Mon wanted that way.

I also beg you for that dear friend who is made of pure love. I know you are looking after him. Maybe something similar to what you did in Mexico city with me would be enough for him to see that all is possible and everything that happens is for our benefit. But I love him to death and he has given me his love with not conditions.

At the end, I know that we have the power to create. Just like you wanted us to be like you. This is the secret of our own divinity and you are showing me onece again of it. So keep the challenges coming because you have never seem me give up nor I want to let my friend seem me doing it. So they take upon then the task to create their reality the best way they see it.

Intermediate steps

Well buddy, you are speaking load and clear. I agree with you. I have received so much in this experience that I called Romulo that I am alway be gratefull for such blessing. I know that the first thing one has to do in order to tab into the abundance in the Universe is to be gratefull for all the thing that has come my way. I hope you are able to show that to my friend so he can realize that at time we need you to take care of the things for which we have not control or is too big for us to handle.

I am gratefull because I true friend has done what he always done whenever I am irrational toward him, he has welcome me into his life and shown me once more what a beautiful person he is. I do thank you for outting him in my pass. I think that is something his grandman would love for us to me.

Feed back from Consulting Firm in Boston

I got a feed back from the consulting firm workimg with this client in the financial sector located in Boston. They like me. It seems that they either forgot what happened in Toronto close to 2 years ago or like every company, they do not communicate very well acrros team and department.

They are working on how to structure the team. I hope they do not make the same mistake they made in Toronto and this guy that interview me followed my advice to go to my website to check on methodology and road map.

So Eddie, Boston is getting close to be a reality. Are you sure you are ready for Romulo 4 days a week for several months. You know the surgeon general has been close to issue warnings about having to much of me at times. But I am looking forward to spending more time with you.

Boston seems to be the leading in the race

It was six years ago about the same time now that I worked last in Boston. I did not get to appreciate the city for how beautiful it is. Back then to me was another city where I was required to travel and work. I remember that same year it was the only time I went to PTown. I did not go to the beach and prefered to stay in the guess house reading my book. I figure the beaches can not better than the ones in my beloved SOBE so why bothered. I also remember how my friend was telling me about the beautiful people each time we went to out to eat but to me it was like walking down Lincoln Road. I did spend a lot of my time in antique stores and galleries. I even remember that I bought a peace and haven it shipped home. Those were different time and I was so a totaly different preson from who I am today.

Now I have seem the city through different eyes and discovered how beautiful is. I will never forget that snowing Saturday or that perfect Eastern weekend. The city shown me its beauty and warm then. I am grateful for those experiences and I will always tresure them. Now I am looking forward for this challenge. I remember back then we used to have a lot delays because of air trafic that part of the country. But I used to all the incovienence of traveling 100% of my time for my job. I love what I do and I get a thrill each time I am challenged and each time I get a CIO, CFO or just El Jefe shown me their appreciation for my countribution.

This is time I have my dear friend Eddie there. I aski him if he is ready to have Romulo for at least 4 days a week for the next 6 months and he says that he is fine with it. One of the things that I love about my friend is that he is constanly challenging me. I hopping he is keeping his promise on that. I will stay any weekend that he has one of his famous outy to the cape or PTown. I like to see what I would do this time around in July 4th. But as long as I am with this friend I know I will be with someone who just know how to give love and still get chaking when the Universe balance itself to keep the harmony and send back the send message and energy he puts out there.

Eddie, you know like Emma, making you crazy at times is part of my charm and one of the reasons you love me. All that I have for all of you is my love. I do not ask for any thing else. My love for you is enough.

You do not need to mourn the wicked. He is gladd you have crossed path with him and he is a better person now because all of you.

Work to be done

First I got that nice note from my dear friend then you are talking loud and clear in motivational nd quote. Friend Eddie does not think it would be too much to have me hagging around his city 4 days a week for at least six month. This client did not even wink when I gave them my inclusive rate. You know it is not about the money but at least those times are over when the middle people were taking things too far.

Summer in Boston sound like a nice idea. Knowing Eddie, he is always planning a trip to PTown. It is about time I give the latinos of my home town a rest and stir things up to the people that comes every winter to enjoy the weather and well the latin flavor.

Babe, thanks for such a lovely note. Only thing possibible for me to do was to add music and some effects. But your message was loud and clear. It made me think that even though you are my youngest friend. You feed my soul like none else. Thanks for letting me be a part pof your reality. I know you will do great because you started it with the right attitude. I wish you all the good things in life. Love you.

Now you are making things interesting for me

Ok buddy, I do not know where you are going with this but you know me, I take on challenges every day given the opportunity.

I was preparing myself for Arkansa. I even thought I might get the chance to meet my buddy Billy. But now you are throughing at me Boston as the strongest lead so far. I have to give you credit, it is after all an easy commute from my beloved SOBE, it is a big client in the finalcial sector and it promises to be in down town which is great since I hate to drive any where. You know me, I only count with what I have in my hands. CIG or GIC, who knows what the right order of letters, is the system intergrator. They might remember me from Canada and how brutaly honest I was with them which they did not appreciate btw.

But if you want to make it interested since you through Germany and Boston so far. Why don't you through Denver or Dallas. I think if I survived a winter in Michigan, I can survive a summer in the Big D where and egg can be cooked over easy in the side walk. You know me, I welcome the challenge so make it interested at the very least.

I just hope my friend Eddi is ready for Romulo 4 days a weeks for at least 6 months. We all know that too much of me is not good for any boddy. Even to my dear friend Emma who I called and did not answer cell. She better be at home resting and letting that foot heal.

Remember this is me and you so lets make it worth it of each other.

Make the attempt

Your message is loud and clear. No questioning in my part that you are talking to us. Now if for us is so satisfcatory to creat like for instance life when we bring a child into this world or building something that we think would last a lot longger after we are gone. It is hard for us to admit we are created in your image and therefore given the power to create everything we want in this experience we call life. Tell me if you like us, have problems at time accepting responsability of your doing? Becasue it is that the cause we blame someone else for our creation.

I remember the excuse you gave me for the nasty emails or for being just mean and inconsider to me. I did not tell you then but I am telling you now that I thought of them as excuses and your inability to be responsible for your own doing. One of them that I would never forget was the traveling too much excuse. For a person that travels more than you do, did you ever stop and think how that excuse would look like to me? All of that is in the past but that was one of the primary factors that let me to believe we could never be more than what we are now. Still you are my lesson which every day I have to review each time I see that familiar picture late and night. Or when I thought cross my mind and think how are things in your end now days.

your divinity is showing

Buddy, I am not going to lie to you. I have been accused of exhibitionist and even vain at time. Then when people gets to know me much better, they discover how shy and introverte I am. It is one of the biggest contraction that one would find in me.

People has said to me that I have a presents. People turn around and look when I entered a room. I have also made aware just recently that when someone give me a second look it is not because there is something stock on my teeth like I thought it would be.

That is why I have developed the tunnel vision which seems to make matters worst because I do not see a friend or someone I know; therefore, I am consider pretentions. But the main reason I have developed that sort of vision is because the looks when I enter a room or when I am walking on the street were not telling me that I am someone appealing and nice to look at it. They were making me more selfconcious of my imperfections.

Funny how this has taken all my life and it was only a few years ago that I have develoed my body to the point of been asked to model. But the reality it was insecurity what motivated me to work at it and now it is the realization of the control and power I have to over my body as well as my reality.

A friend once told me after I told him that the main reason for someone to be shy and not to approach any one, is because him or her would be just worry about themselve in stead of letting the person they approaching take center stage and this way take the heat from them, he said it was easier to say than to do it.

I guess I have more than one ways to show my divinity by prooving I can conquer this as I have been able to conquer so many things before. Maybe when the looks fate a little more. I think then it would be easy. But then again, it is easy for people to make judgement on me by just looking at picture. I have been one of them at time. Ultimately my divinity shows when I when I show that I care, when I mourn with a friend when I cry for non being able to content the power of the experience. It is then that I have felt like a God.

Bad Vibes

I could not help but think in the situations in which I have told you the same message that the Kabbalah is bringing us this week. I can see you are back home and for your normal patter I hope you did the right thing this weekend and spend it with the one you love.

The times I told you you were looking for self gratification in stead of respecting and accepting others they way they are, comes together with the importance to watch the word you said. Funny how I have not yet deleted the mails or notes were you have forgoten the importance of this. But the good thing is that was at the beginning, the last time we exchanged notes or even what happen in Ohio, you were careful with the word you were using. I like to think that my crossing through your life brought that on you. So that man who made a big deal for computer not turning on that Saturday afternoon is gone.

Glad to see you made home alright, I keep my eyes on people that I care therefore I know where every one is at one time. Even thought, at times I feel I have to subscribe to some megazine to follow them around.

Awarness beyound thoughts

People, the Universe is talking again. I always say that when I find correlation in both the motivational and quote of the day. Remember, they come from separate sources. You can say it is just luck but the laws of statistics do not support that statement.

It is the thoughts of the current time that we are programmed to have negative thoughts or view of the world like glass that is half empty instead of half full. Most people blame this to the organization we have created that we think brins peace and stability to what we called society.

We have to remember that every organization has as a goal to dominate or rule the masses so that in way they can survive forever. Take for instance religion, how much power the Catholic chuch had in the past and how much they tried to control our thinking and discovering. It did what it did in order to survive for centeuries.

As I am writing this, I am remembering what a friend told me once about his personal intimate relationship with partner. He said they have this agreements for which they are able to keep the relationship going even though they are phisically locate in different cities. I told him them what I still believe that the supreme law is love and that is the only agreement we should obey. Just a few weeks ago, no more than 3 weeks he told me as as result of me telling him what was going on on my personal relation like people bring start label their relationship (boyfriend, lover, significant other, etc) as means to bring some sort of orer and confort to the relationship. Because we society has always associate expectation of thoughts that comes bundel up with these labels. I told the same friend the same thing I told him then in a telephone call when he was in DFW. I do not believe in labels because of the thoughts and expectation people tend to assciate them with. The supre law is love and unconditional love was what I was given with not expectation in return.

A way to reprogram ourselve is by remember that the ultimate law for which the Universe keep balance and remains in harmoney is Love which is what we are really made out of it.

The odd thing about inspirations

No buddy, you are not thinking of some one else. I am very much aware that in order to be inspired like the way you described we had to first experience with our soul what the inspiration is all about it.

I do not regret things but look at the benefits of the lesson. It is then that I become inspired by it. The times when I used to have regrets and blame some invisible force for the things that were happening to me are gone. Now I look forward for each opportunity I get to proof myself and build my reality the way I want it to be.

With this I am telling you, that I am here being the experience that I was meant to be in my ethernal quest to reach the source and discover once again what I am made of. Nice to know you are there to keep me going and fuel my inspirations.

Stop making them suffer

I have decided to listen to this dear friend of mine who adviced me several time to create a blog in stead of driving every buddy crazy with my thoughts and conversation with my buddy, you know who...

So I will add the address of my blog to every message I forward to my list. None is require to come and read them. This is me talking to the Universe. This is me doing so retrospective analysis and looking within me for answers.

So to the one that still in the West Coast or went to the big D for this day that is very important to his partner, and I hope he did what is right for him and his partner. I will be here chatting with the my buddy. I can not promise be easy on any one because this is me chatting with him/her.

Only thing I promise is to always through out there positive energy with the only expectation that I am just doing it to make it better for me and all of us. I know it would get you as I am pretty sure it would get to me multiple many times.

So to my dear friend with this wonderful idea. I know you were more concern with me sharing my intimate thoughts with the Universe. But I am not affraid of any thing nor I care what other might think. I know that some how this was being making people confuse or force them to read my thoughts and try to make sense of it. That what not the case, my life is an open book and I will keep it as it is now as long as I can. Nor affraid to be judeg and believe me what goes from me to you all is love. I am gratefull for the Universe to put you in my path. I glad you enjoy the MP3. This was a present from my heart and recognition of your kindness to all of us as well as prooving you that the Universe works its way to balnace itself and keep the harmony. You can not expect to be giving all the time and not expect to get any thing in return. Because we are all of what we put out there. You are gratefull and think this is a wonderful present from me because I think you are wonderful. Just do not stop challenging me please, you know how I love that coming from you and every one I hold dear to me.