Friday, June 30, 2006

Does the idea of having followers appeal to you at all?

Buddy, I have to be honest with you. The idea of followers never crossed my mind. The idea to share knoweledge and my love have been in my mind all along.

The subject you are bringin to me has different meaning for some people. I can tell you for sure in the case of my father, having followers meant power and control. In my case, I was going for the espiritual side. If my friends still put out with me even though I am practically overflowing them with emails and filling their head with my thoughts of every experience I go through and my chatting with you, I can say they are some how following me as I am following them as well.

I just want to share my knowledge and love. I want the same consideration as well toward me. Neverthless, you got me in a moment in which I only wish I could be with that person once again. But the thought of ruing a perfect love and me not being able to make someone happy like I have proved in the past, makes it difficult to accept we would be together. Then again how beautiful and nobel is the heart of this person is the main reason I can not get away for too long or far from that presences in my life. Finally, if we still in the lifes of one another and the feeling is so strong, I know that are crossing each other life path was not for a brief moment. So my love would be platonic and unconditional. I am content from my little corner of the world that I called my beloved SOBE.

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