Yeah, Romulo, like a fish takes to water.

Buddy, you are so funny. I have heard the same phrase but in Spanish. This is the first time I hear it in English.

Do I want fame and all that money? Funny ten years ago I wanted all that to proof people that were given me a little bit of love that I worth it. Now days, I can see the trace of that old Romulo. Friend Emma was abel to see that. She says that my competitive nature push me to do such thing, to try to become the center of atention, to make someone see that I worth a little love when that person has been in love for the past eight years with someone else.

Now days, I just want to do what makes me happy and what brings value to others. I have discovered that is my true nature. Yesterday, while talking to Emma, the thought that Romulo of 6 years ago was coming back scared me. Glad my friend was able to tell me that not, I was not that one any more.

Now I would not mind the fame and the money as long as I do the things that makes me happy and brings value to others. Fame and money would the result from what I love doing and the value I bring but will not be he objective that push me to do those things. I guess that is what I need to have clear. They are bias product of doing what I love.

Thanks buddy - now I feel much better - if I can only fix that other part of me that is so competitive and persues things even when it is wrong to do so. Then I can say I have become the person that I dreamed to become some day.