Wednesday, February 28, 2007

The Universe - Feb 28, 2007

In case you haven't caught on, Romulo...
You are not where you now think you are.
You are not what you now think you are. You are not even who you now think you are. Because even to think, in spite of its fantastic power to manifest, is to limit.
Ouch, my brain - The Universe

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That's OK, Romulo, think anyway. It's what you came here to do. Just wanted to remind you of how much "more" you truly are, and of how "wow" reality is.

Buddy, this is the best message ever. I am not going to add any more to it. It is just perfect. Thanks.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Buddy - you know what drives me to it

Overview:What attracts you? What makes you involved, active and happy? Exploring possible answers helps you design your own fate. So figure out what you want your future to look like and then point yourself in that direction.

But thanks for the message - I can not get enough of from it when some one reminds me of my own powers

The Universe Feb 20 - 2007 Wicked

I'm alright with the concept of Karma as it's generally understood, Romulo, kind-of, sort-of.
The idea of spiritual contracts is pretty nifty, too. You've always been a wheeler-dealer.
Except, of course, if either were laws, you wouldn't be unlimited. Not even a little.
Oh well, they were cute ideas for awhile.
The Universe
Romulo, for your special little friends, under the age of 2...
Karma, destiny, or the power-to-have-it-all, Romulo?

Buddy, I get where you coming from. Neverthless, people still thik is something they have to pay or carry for manu life time. All. It is my believe that is the lack of reponsibility when we even in moment as important as the one the so call Karma, we do not acknowledge that we took th epath because it was the one we saw best to keep going on our quest. Even, when learningt is involve, poeple seems to lack the desire to learn and blame someone else for thieir own reality.

Good one - nice chatting with you buddy

Monday, February 19, 2007

The Universe Feb 19, 2007 - Wicked

Do you ever just burst out laughing, Romulo, when you suddenly remember that I'm always with you, right by your side, marshalling the troops, summoning legions, moving mountains, constantly planning for the best of times?
The very, very best of times, Romulo.
The Universe

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Actually, Romulo, there are plenty of times I burst out laughing...

Buddy,can you believe that at those time is not laughing but a sense of release that I am not alone try to make sense of what a challenge at times it could be. The good thing is that I have you by mysied when I could be with a less onnipotent power - Now I am laughing like you described

Friday, February 16, 2007

The Universe - Feb 16, 2007

Oh sure, telepathy becomes second nature, levitation becomes child's play, manifestations are a breeze, and friends instantly recognize each other in spite of the millenniums that had briefly kept them apart.
But do you know what's missed, Romulo, by those who move beyond time and space?
Yeah, pretty much everything.
The Universe

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Every single day, Romulo, in every single way, you really have it made.

You know buddy, I know I do. In the last 3 days, you have done an exceptional job communicating back to me. You knew that even thought, I was not the that same consultant any more so I spend the beginning of the week kind of going back in time and remenber each and every major milstone of my journey in the last 2 years. I went through each step. I remember I out lots of emphasis in the first one whih was to find out what I was good at it.

I remember that happy, I used this term because it was the firstone to come to mind, when around New Years, a little more than a year ago, that friend gave me such support. I spent a great deal of that time going back in tome, remember that important lesson he show me.

Now you are closing this week with him calling me - I thank you for all that

The Universe - Feb 15, 2007

Every day is a good day, Romulo, to do something you've never done before.
Especially when you dream of living, like you've never lived before.
Prepare thy way, The Universe

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Coffee through a straw, Romulo, isn't quite what I meant.

Now I have not doubts - Thanks buddy for these messages telling me that I am on the right track and things are working for the best.

The Universe - Feb 15, 2007

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Making mistakes
+++++++++++++++++++
Mistakes are valuable reminders that you do not know it all.
And as such, they provide golden opportunities to learn.
Mistakes are a sure sign that you're making progress. For when you make mistakes, it means you are putting forth effort and having an influence.
Mistakes are certainly no cause for shame. The greatest achievements require you to work your way through the greatest errors and misunderstandings.
Mistakes are not to be feared. For the same actions that enable you to make a mistake also put you in a position to correct it.
When you're willing to accept the possibility of mistakes, you're able to follow the best opportunities. When you become experienced at handling mistakes, you'll be skilled at creating real value.
Success comes not from avoiding all mistakes, but from learning to find a positive way forward no matter what may happen. With each mistake, get over it, get wisdom from it, and become even more effective than you were before.
Ralph Marston

Buddy, I can only say in my defense that it was coming from within. I try to bring a balance like Jose said but I can not be what I am not any more. I was honest. I told the true. I feel some how unhappy for the outcome but I can tell you are telling me that I did what it was right. I thanked them for their time. I thanks you for lifting my spirit. I know something good is on his way to me and things always happens for a reason.

The Universe Feb 14th - late but got your message

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Let love flow freely
+++++++++++++++++++
Love believes what cannot be possible. And then love makes it happen.
Love is the reason that defies all reason. Love unites even those who could never otherwise agree.
Give love not because it's your obligation. Give love because you can.
Offer love not because you seek some treasure in return.
Offer love, and you'll find that it is the treasure.
When you're not sure what to say, let love do the talking.
If you can't decide which way to go, decide to act from a perspective of love.
Love connects, empowers, illuminates and understands like nothing else can. Let love flow freely from every moment in your life.
Ralph Marston

The Universe - Feb 14th

Think that it's fun, Romulo, that you're guided, and all is well. That there's time, that life is easy, and that the best is yet to come.
Think that the reasons that elude you will one day catch up, that the lessons that have stumped you will one day bring joy, and the sorrows that have crippled you will soon give you wings.
Think that you're important, that you cannot fail, and that happiness always returns.
And think that you're beautiful, Romulo. I do.
The Universe

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You can also think that today's Valentine's Day, Romulo, and that you are mine forever, if you don't mind the age difference.

Buddy, this is truely a beautiful message - I do not mind the age different - I am yours forever

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

The Universe - Feb 13, 2007

Friendship is like money, easier made than kept.’
Samuel Butler

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THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Everything matters
+++++++++++++++++++

It is important to visualize what you wish to accomplish. It
is also essential that you put that vision into action.


It's great to know precisely where you plan to go. Yet for
that plan to be of any real value,
you must act on it with
commitment and persistence.

Successful action is more than just a once-in-a-while
effort. The actions that bring about the most value are the
actions that are fully integrated into every moment of life.

Real success is more than a method or a technique. Real
success comes from who and what you most consistently and
authentically are.

Every corner of your world, every moment of your time, every
person and pursuit and passion in your life all matter.
The
time you spend playing has just as much influence as the
time you spend working, for it all affects the whole person
you are.

Seek to integrate positive purpose into everything you are,
and into all that you touch.
Live as though everything
matters, and you'll bring magnificent achievements to life.

Ralph Marston


Not events, Romulo, but outcomes. Visualize outcomes.
Not the cracking of the bat, but gliding over home plate. Not the inking of the deals, but the kind of life you'll lead.Not the scale, the diet or food, but the admiration you have earned.And not the whens, the wheres, and hows, but the laughter, high-fives, and wows.
Not events, Romulo, but outcomes. Visualize outcomes.
The Universe
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Events are my specialty, Romulo, trust me.


Buddy, you not only have my trust, you have my gratitute for all that I experienced since I last departed from Siebel.

I remember back then I was searching for the answer who what really brings value to me and my reality. Now, at this moment in my life and after a nice unexpected note from Mexico. I can say that I tend to go the streme as I am chage the perception of my reality. I do so because in time and space I have to go to the extreme from one end to the other in order to have an idea where is the middle where I can accomplsih balance.

You said it in both of your notes today. But there is a phrase that remind me of a person who used to be a big pat in my life. It was difficult them and I do not know if he stills struggles with the concept pf party hard but you have to equally play hard. In that way we accomplish balance and the harmony which a big characteristic of you since I do not see the plannets going out of orbit threaten to end htting one another.

I know my people in Mexico do not have any thing to wrry about. Things will work out for the best. They are direct decendent of a very advice soul. They have the heart and brains to overcome any thing. Please give my regards to her. Tell her that I might be far but my good thoughts and and energy will always will be with them.

Monday, February 12, 2007

The Universe Feb 12, 2007

A reassuring glance, Romulo, to an unsuspecting stranger across a room, down a hallway, or through a windshield, can literally change the world, forever.
Even though it was pretty cool to begin with.
The Universe
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Can you tell, Romulo, that I try to keep these things easy on Mondays? At least for those who've already changed the world...

Buddy, I do not think I can make the misatke once again to doubt any of your powers. You might say you are keepng things easy for a Monther and I say yes you are. Becasue someone who chase every opportunity to change the world, to be among the one that makes it turn and night turns in to day. Can acknowledge that you have been pretty busy over the weekend and even today when your statement first read to me like you would it take matters easy because of the fact that is Monday.

The following message give you a way. Just let know that good friend that show me in a why I could easily understand these two complex concepts. That I thank him. That I would like to thank him in person before he goes on sebatical. But I will understand if we do not get to see each other. Because I will always carry with me what he taught me and always be gratfull for crossing path wioth him.

'Be slow in choosing a friend, slower in changing.'
Benjamin Franklin


Every joy, every treasure, every fulfillment that you could
imagine is available to come into your life. It is only your
insistence on continuing to need these things that keeps
them apart from you.

The moment you stop needing, that's when you start allowing.
Your connection to life's abundance is limited only by your
failure to see it.

As long as you think of yourself as needing something, you
will continue to be without it. As long as you assume that
the road to fulfillment is blocked in some way, you will not
be able to travel that road.

But the only thing really blocking the pathway is your own
perception. Take the first step, and you will see for
yourself that the way is clear for you to move forward.

Stop imagining what you need, and start realizing the true
and boundless value of what you have. Allow the abundance
that is already yours to express itself as the fulfillment
of your most magnificent dreams.

Let go of the need to need. And find your own joyous path
through the richness that extends in every direction.

Ralph Marston

Sunday, February 11, 2007

The Universe Feb 11, 2007

Overview:So some things will never be the same again, but is that actually so bad? After all, if things never changed, life would get pretty boring pretty quickly. A lovely surprise convinces you that you're better off now.

Buddy, I have always believe that you are in constant communication with me since I read "Conversation with God Book 1" back in 1997.

It was in that weekend when my dear friend Marc called to say good bye, that I started to listen to the same set of books for the first time since a dear friend gave me a cd copy containg the entire collect. Since then I have been able to be awared of a lot more information that I missed when I first read the book. Now at time when I need to keep my mind positive and keep moving despite any cituation I might be going through in life. It is like second nature to me to go to bed listening to on of the audio books. I believe it helps me to meditate.

Your message today which was deliver through a channel that I have alawys consider open for us to communicate. Nevertheless, it was an unxpected surprise to refirm through this message that you are always in communication with me. Yes I was shaken by the email today. Some how I stop any desire to share with any one who can some how help me look at the situation and find answers within myslef. I used to do that with the person who sent me the email. But some how, my first action after deleting such person of my distribution list based on her own request was to clean and trim such list. I honor any one requets to be deleted with not harm done. This was one of those occasion. But I felt this feeling of something bug ending in my life that would normally push me to share information with someone for who opinion and willness to help me analysis things, I value.

But not I did not do so. Just like you said in your note. Right before I got it. I felt that yes something big was ending. But I can not stop or step back in my journey. I thanked this person numbers of time for the lesson I learned after my arrival home. Comments made by her in here are private and only you and I were able to read them. The only thing I can say is thanks for the significant and value that your crossing through my life path has. You are always welcome here in case some value you can gain by me talking to my buddy.

Buddy, thanks for all - I am not going to write or going on a long speach on what and how much gratitute I want to express to you - You know all of it already.

Friday, February 09, 2007

The Universe - Feb 08, 2007 - Were you trying to tell me something

1. ‘I have never been hurt by anything I didn't say.’
Calvin Coolidge

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Thursday, February 8, 2007

A positive light

2.
Don't you just love all those crazy little quarks, atoms, and molecules, Romulo, that unceasingly manifest themselves into whatever you're thinking, no matter how big and daunting, small and simple, or rich and gorgeous?
Just look at 'em all right now.
The Universe
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Oh my, did "rich and gorgeous" speak to you, Romulo?

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Buddy, I have not doubts that you were communicating to me today. I do apologize for not being available. You know the reasons why I spend the whole day sleep. I know now that it was best to miss the second interview with that potential employers. I got your inspirational message late last night when I was telling mu neightbor about to change her perception of loosing that free lance position this week. Hey with this message she should know by now that what I told her was right and that we all should look into this incredible power of creation that we enheritage just beacuse we were made at your on image.

I will follow my own advice. Thanks for this message and for remind me once again to follow my own advice. Now, I am off to get somethi quick to eat and keep working on that inspiration. hanks buddy. The quote reminds me once again not to bother to go the extreme in making someone to accept me. Maybe that is thereason why I did not strik back. Because deep down I knew that I was not being I was being shown an important lesson for me to learn once and for all from a source that I have put up high in my life which made it a bigger priority in my life to learn it this time once and for all. Not matter why I do and the one I hurt when I go to work on this obsession for someone to love or accept me. Comming from someone I put up high made the point more clear. That we are all different. That it is a waist of spirit to change into someone that this person accepts. That putting someone up high is a mistake because it was clear simple the way you show me like you have done it in the past that she is not ahead of of me on this road we are traveling. Actually, with her actions she was showing me that she still have a long way to get to this point that I find myself today. Once again thanks for all.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

The Universe - Feb 7, 2007

When otherwise most challenging, Romulo, love can begin with sympathy.
Right after dessert.
Let's do it, The Universe

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Wasn't "life" a great idea, Romulo?


Buddy, what you are bringing me today is nnot an easy thing to come up with an answer less along commit o try it.

I am starting thinking that to give your love uncondictional is not that hard. What seems to be the things I have less resistance to it is what labels and along with that role and respossibilities that people will expect you to follow just beacsue you are giving love.

I think is like that stament most people have used once or twice are the very list around xmas 'It is better or easier t give rhan to receive" The great majority can not lie that when they use that statement that they were not a littl.e bit overconcern for the fact that they had not presents or did not like what they weregiving.

Then again, I will never forget that stattement from a good friend in which the moment he realize he can depart from s0me thing or someone or give a away a winderful present - that is the time he know tht it truely beloing to him - Because the fact of giving it to someone is transpassing possesion to someone else.

Then again, I have often engage in estimulating conversations with this friend in which I tell him that foor the acceptance or love of somene we tend to put our self scond and worst yet at risk.

But you are right, life is wonderful - With thegood and the bad and would not have it any other day. Now, I will continue to give mylocve.

And when it cfomse to surprises. Just let them be surprises. I have also realize that one experiemce better thios life time when there is not expectations of any kind. Like running into that person that night in Pollo Tropical and saw the changes that I have been npticing on him. I could not stop thinking of that persona after that. I even romantize about it. But I am content in tjat deparment. Now my people in SOBE got a way of exiting a 9 year relationship and eneter on a new one without not trouble. Then again I am not judging any one. That friend deserve all the happines coming his way. I just always surprise on how people seem to have that switch that they turn on off.
Thanks buddy

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

The Univerase Feb 6, 2005

When it comes to the words you choose, Romulo, whether in your mind or amongst friends, let them be of what you like and love. What you care about and cherish. What makes you happy. What gives you wings. What makes you dream.
And very little else.
The Universe

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That's why I talk so much about you, Romulo.

Believe my buddy, I do the same thing. I remember a year ago people trying to guess who you were.

I guess I have done major improovement inthat department buddy. I canbe verbaly aboused, mentally and in New Years days, I was even hit several times on the leg that I was sick. Some how, I was able to endure mostly beacuse I can understand that at times I am too much to be around. Then again, this is who I am and if someone could not stand to be around that persoan does not accept me for what I am - a true manifestation of you in this life experience. But I will not hurt back not even do the act of love which is to let not my abuser of his abuse. I have envited her to come on here once in a while to read my conversation with you. Just did thinking she kind some thing out of it that might be beneficial to her. No me getting back at hear at all because this is not what I am doing. I am making an statement clear and loud that this is me you take me as I come. I will not beg for love any more. I have been able to accept people in my life with worst trade that mine, like being late all the time which shows like of oncideration for the other person but I have never took it personal not even when I was being attacked on my way back home.

Buddy, this is me asking you to keep walking on this path with me.

Monday, February 05, 2007

The Universe - Feb 5th 2006

Not everyone's ready to open the throttle up all the way. Put the pedal to the metal. Skinny-dip into the sea of infinite possibilities.
And that's perfectly all right, Romulo. Because there's nothing you're "supposed" to be doing with your life. No one is judged based upon how much turf they cover, how many mountains they climb, or how many deals they close. And because even one small drop from the sea, is as infinite as all of the oceans combined.
Whatever your heart desires - The Universe
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Kind of perked up when you read skinny-dip, didn't you, Romulo?

Buddy, you could not be any more right about this statement. Even if they judge me which they have done it, plenty of time in the last 2 months or so. I do not see any good on them waisting their energy on it. In any way, they judgeging me is a proof that I was never accepted by them which at this point does not matter because I am not begging for love or acceptance any more. This is who I am with the good and the bad, with the intesity and the complex, with the talking and the contracdictions.

Thanks buddy for this message

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Feb 01, 2007 - The Universe

Looking for the gift in a situation, Romulo, typically means there's a belief that the situation's outcome could have been better.
And thinking that an outcome could have been better, only happens when there's a belief that one's joy could have been greater had there been a different outcome.
And thinking that one's joy hinges on the outcome of any time-space occurrence, almost always means that some cool cat somewhere, has ever so briefly forgotten not to interpret events with their physical senses alone, that all the elements, then and now, are lining up in their favor, and that their own happy feet needn't have missed a beat.
Bust a move - The Universe

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There are only gifts, Romulo.

Buddy, this is a powerful message and I believe I have said enough about the subject in prior notes. Nevertheless, I have been thinking lately in all that is said about you, us and this place called time and space. Is it true that you are every thing?

I know my question is too general and ambiguos but are you me the one that is intese, complex, controversy when it comes to vanity and loud? Are you the part of me that is not accepted by most? or better yet, are you the same that has the same quality as some of my closest friend for which I do not seem to mind despit that others would dislike being put to wait or always expect not to meet on time. Another one could be the need to always force others to follow you or do as you please. Some how I am able to over look at that and accept the person in my life. I have to admit that is not good to let others control you to the point of doing something that you do not wish to do. I gues when a sign of that first appear and one comprehend that this person would not understand or accept a simple not. We probably need to take a stand and stop being with such energy around us. It is my false for allowing it even worst for not letting the person know that lines were where the rights of the other person where violated.

I do believe in your words. I believe that what happens is the best. I did learn a lesson in the past few weeks. I have to thank my little brother for allowing me to come to that realization when he call me to say good bye. I know hold dear all those experiences. Even the ones in which I end the relationship with my family. They were important lessons in my life. I have to thank those situation and the persons who provided the situation for happening in my life. I am the person who I am know because of them.

I the end of it all. I think about me as well as every one else, that we are as good as every one else and better than most. We might know agree on things. If we can not over look them and be happy with having the person around. It is better to keep the distance and accept the fact that is not us but person is free to continue just being human.

Jan 31, 2007 - Th eUniverse refirms the lesson

The authentic you
Life's most beautiful and fulfilling moments are the most sincere and authentic ones. When you are being yourself, that is when you are at your best.
Why do you so quickly latch on to someone else's idea of success, while at the same time ignoring your own authentic dreams? Why do you so easily dismiss your own instincts and intuitions?
Others may claim to be experts in this field or that. Remember, though, that you are the expert when it comes to your own life.
Listen to the longings of your heart. Pay attention to that little voice inside of you.
For that voice knows you well. It knows what you can accomplish, what brings you joy, and what things you most highly value.
When something feels right, that's a reliable sign that it is. Choose to live each moment as the authentic person you are, and from those moments you will create much real and lasting richness.
-- Ralph Marston

Jan 31, 2007 - The Universe

Talk about two ships silently passing in the night...
Romulo, even your own path crossing with a complete stranger, on a sidewalk, down the hall, or at Starbucks, on this holiest of adventures, amongst the billions now alive and the zillions who could have been, means so much more than most can even comprehend. Suffice it to say, however, that in such moments, these fellow adventurers are closer to you than a brother or a sister, no matter who they are.
You are the "King" of the world - The Universe

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You were talking about ships, right, Romulo?

Buddy, it took me a while to answer to you but you are touching a subject that is complex as well as sensitive.

I will say complex becuase in time and space all is relative to something. I came to the realization that every relationship is a test on how I am realating to other people. I do not regret any longger when a relationship fails or for some reason or other it stops. I try always to see what that relationship brought to my life in terms for learning experiences. If for some reason, it does not work any more and we stop communication or relationship does not go any furthere. It would only means that we learned what we were supposed to and went on with our life.

It is true when I said I learned more about myself through the interaction with others. I have also learned that most of the time when I learned something important through the eyes of one person. Some how something I end p taking a stand and the relationship stops. I have noticed that when I started praising what significants the presences of this other person in my live means, I turned to elevate him or her to a place where idols are kept. Somehow that is when things start going wrong and we stop going forward with the relationship. I am specualting that the reasons for this might be the level of expectaions that my comments might be bring to the other person which has as direct result the obligation to accept me despit the fact that is clear that my behaviour is not of the other person liking.

Buddy, the only thing I can tell you is that I learning some how to accept this. My decision to stay away is clear because is based on the fact that the other person can not stand me at times. I do not feel anger, I do not feel rejected or hurt. I learned to see this kind of situation for what it is a learning exprience. Therefore, I will not hurt back when the situation of ending the relationship turns to a situation in which is clear the abuse. Come to think of it, it has happened before. In those situations, I learned to thanks you for putting this people in my path and I always make references to what I learned from them and sherist that always.

So now you know, I was not talking about ships. I was talking to the many angels you have put in my path for which I thank them for their contribution to my life. In some case, it might be then the ones who do not accept me and in others is me the one who can not accept them. But with me not accepting them, it does not mean I want them to change for me. On the contrary, everyone should be happy and proud of who they are. I just do not share the same value system or see my reality in the same way.

I know, it is an act of love to tell who vitimizes us what he or she have done to us. But in my case, I am expecting them to analyze things the way I am doing now. It should be easy, I do not see why some one would not do it. Just the fact tthat I did not fight back should be a reason. I am not mad and that is not my reason for my distance or why I decided to stay in here in case someone wanted to communicate with me. I know I was not accepted and in this particular case my praising delayed the inavetable. I do apologize for it because now I see how much pressure that must have been for someone delayed stop talking to me for so long.

Remember in time and space all is relative to something we already have experience. If we do not see relationship as the opportunity to learn how we relate to others and see the ending of a relationship from the otherside, how the other person relates to us. We are just experiencing only half of what we are supposed to.

I do end this buddy with what I told my dear friend Mark when he called to say good bye "I thanked you for crossing path with me. Your presences in my life had a significant conrtibution to it. I know we will meet again. This is not a good bye." Somehow after I talked to him. I felt I did not do enough for a this good friend. He gave me Tuesdays with Morris. That is how I felt that week until you gave me the wonderful present in which I got the chance to really express to him how much he meant to me. Thanks for those last weeks you gave us. Please tell him I love him and I would be always gratefull for him crossing path with me.