Think, think, and let go

Shiver me timbers, Romulo!!!
Holy Hannah! For just a moment there, I thought that time was real, that space was deep, and that manipulating circumstances and messing with the "hows" was the way to manifest life changes!!
Talk about insanity! . . . Chaos! . . . Doom!
Whatever you do, Romulo, on this spookiest day of the year and beyond, don't let it happen to you.
Think, think, and let go - The Universe
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Must have been the "apple" punch... Oh, hey, Romulo, nice costume!

Well buddy, I knwo that you can read my mind. Yes I had my moments in which I have let thins like that happen to me. I was just exchanging ideas on that same topic with Emma and Eddie. Some how I feel I learn my lesson. But I hate to say it in that way like I learned all the lesson with respect of this apsect of my life which is not true. I fell that the best way to experees the whole thing is as follows: I am closer today fo where I want to go or be than a year ago. How about that buddy. I can live with that definition and keep welcoming other opportunities to grow.

Hope Emma and Eddie would read this. Thanks for the custome, I am dress as a normal person today disgusing my complexity and intensity. Then again, I wear that custome all year long. That is why I call normal what people see om me as unnormal. It might be because a good number of people out there are what one would consider normal. Then again, I am as good as any one else and better than most. Tick or Trick buddy.

There will always be more reasons than you can even think of

Romulo, you will be happy to know that I have personally authorized the release of enough joy into the atmosphere of your shiny little planet for every man, woman and child, to last for eternity.
Yep. Did it just after it cooled from its molten mass phase.
Make hay - The Universe

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There will always be more reasons than you can even think of, Romulo, to be happier than sad. (Yeah, as if yet another Monday wasn't enough.)

Buddy, you know what my life has been in the last 4 months. Neverthless, all this time I have found many reason to be happy and gratefull for all I have. The people that are in my life. The one that takes me the way I am with all my false and short coming, with my complexity and intensity; gave me all the reason to be happy like I feel right now. The people you have put in my path make all worth it. I thank you with all my heart.


I have never seem Boston so beautiful and what we make there was poetry. I can wait to go again in December. Thanks for all buddy, I do not know how to thank you enough

Like that one, Romulo? Or dislike?

Having preferences doesn't mean you're judgmental, Romulo; whether they're likes or dislikes.
They just ensure that as the winds of divinity are blown through your heart, the melody is unlike any other.
So have them, Romulo. Have them BIG time.
The Universe

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Buddy - I am well know for being outspoken with regard to my oreferences. They are mine. I will never would try to impose them at someone nor betray them for any reason. I have been in situation in which people would approach me and betray their preferences just because of my looks. I have never support such thing. Some how I do not look at those situations as a compliment any more.

I lik that one - Everything coming from you buddy has been to my liking - even the hardest lessons in life, I learned to like them because of the teaching behind.

Cann't wait to be in Boston. I have been waiting for this again since July. My partner so it was along time. I guess good things are worth waiting for.

That was a good message - thanks

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>Apologize to an old soul, Romulo, and your gesture will be honored.
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>Apologize to a young soul and matters may become extremely complicated.
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>Apologize anyway.
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>And... well, sorry to be redundant, but you totally rock -
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>Happily, Romulo, hanging around afterwards is purely optional.
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As I read this message and look at the things that has happaned to me since my last trip home. I just have one thing to say to you buddy. Thanks.

News of this new gig in Boston was a sign for me to do just what you suggested in message. There was not need for apologies. I will not assume what was going though this person mind back then when I was asking for an answer about trip to Boston. I know what wwas going through mind. It was not a confortable feeling since i was asking for answers that none of us had back then.

The optional part of hanging around aftewards, that was you blessing Eddie's visit and me contacting this person directly about my incoming trip to Boston and us meeting again. Because that is how I feel, like hanging around so I get to know this person better. It is also a chance for this person to know that inside this exterior that you gave me which seems to get a lot of attention but not enough for any buddy to stick around for longer since the interior is too complex and itense. Everyone deserve a chance to find by themsleve if this cloths fit them or do not fit them which is one of the biggest lesson I learned in the past few weeks and I thank you for the chance to learn it.

So stick with me buddy - we will go places together

We went Cha-Cha in Twilo on Sat Oct 20, 2006 - feet hurt big time now - incredible tribal music

Yes buddy - you deserve my gratitute

Excusez-moi, Romulo, but celestial protocol usually involves either a nod, a wink, or at the very least an acknowledging sideways glance while peering over your sunglasses, whenever a life-changing miracle is performed on one's behalf.
And I'm quite sure you know exactly what I'm talking about.
Oh, you're welcome.
Anytime. Anytime at all.
The Universe
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They never cease, huh, Romulo? Especially not for you.

Yes buddy - It seems like it was a miracle the way things unfold yesterday morning. Ever since, I put in profile that I was going to be in Boston next weekend, which is something I never do. I did not get a response what so ever about my visit. Then with the good fortune that my friend Eddie was visiting for the weekend. He made me realize that I should try once more to a first approach via email for me not to be living in an assumption.

I have never took personally not getting a response before. I was committed to be friendly to the end. But after more than a day that my message was read, I was contacted and this time I can notice a chance. Like this persona has been through a lot lately but none the less very happy with the news I was coming and told me what would be a good present. On my last note, I said I am glad you are ok that you are doing fine. Reply was in line with over all feeling how I found this person. But I can tell how happy the news was of me going there next week and possible for a few weekends after that.

I told my friend Eddie, that this communication has made my whole year a good year. This person has it all: soul, boddy and brains. This is the kind of people I want to attract. For this and for what you are about to give me, thanks with all my heart.

Now buddy - you got me with this one - thanks

Sometimes, what's really cool, Romulo, is giving perfuse thanks for the good fortunes that befall others - no matter who they are - because, invariably, your joy for them will yield the same good fortunes for you.
Shoe-wee! The Universe


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I know, Romulo, because I'm always thanking myself for you... and every day that goes by, seems even better than the one before it.

I do thank the good and the bad. To me all is an experience and lesson to be learn. I had a wonderful talk to my friend Eddie this morning when I arrived home. I love doing this with people I care so much. I learn so much about myself.

This is me buddy - thanking you for all I got.

Could I apply that to all aspects of my life?

Does a rich person have to spend all their money, Romulo, to feel rich?
No. That's silly. They don't even have to spend a cent, do they?
Oh, you so have it made. Tallyho, The Universe
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Because, Romulo, it's the feeling that comes first.

There you go buddy, great analogy to make things easy to understand. Now question is: Can I apply that to all aspect of my life? For instance, love and human relationships?

I do not need to be loved in order to feel love. But it hurts when one is being treated like a object for someone else desire.

Friend Emma was upset about what happened last week. I have to give her credit, that woman love me and care for me. I know the problem goes deeper reason why I aske for her help. To tell you the truth I do not know why I chatted yesterday with SFO. I even gave me my cell number. It was something in his approach yesterday that felt different. Then again this is a death end. I will test human nature when while coffee I will check how clear he likes things to be. Teh confesion that I was found attractive did not make me feel any special. I am starting to realize that now. But is the persuing of someone they found attractive even though is a impossible what makes me so curious.

I feel rich - I feel love - I feel wonderful - Going home via Seattle, being having thoughts of those weekks when I worked there. I do not feel bad nor feel happy. Some how I feel anxious.

Later buddy and thanks

You know how to bring a smile on me

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"There's really no such thing as 'them,' Romulo; there's only you."
I added the "Romulo" part.
Magnetically yours, The Universe
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Fill in between the lines, Romulo, and just watch how everything changes.

Buddy, I was never good reading between the lines. I have decided to live my life free of assumptions. But you message definetly brought a smile on me. I guess I wanted an extra hour of sleep this morning. Maybe the transcontinental flight is kiiling. Maybe it is just this morning and it is nothing to be concern about. But your note as well as few things that happened this brings a smile to me.

Thanks buddy - feel pretty good here - I am doing incredible - I was wanted an extra hour of sleep but nothing serious - Once start snowing in Lake Tahoe - That will mean a weekend skiing and another one going home. That would reduce transcontinental by half. Tomorrows flight is going to be a challenge SFO - Seattle - MIA (I will take sleeping pills) good think Eddie is home in SOBE. I can not wait to see my good friend.

P.S. those thoughts that were going through my mind while getting dress this morning, please help me get ready off them. I just do nto want to attract that any more in my life.

interesting message - I was wrong to invite meeting in Boston

An old soul is always prepared to admit they might be wrong, Romulo, especially when they're not.
I think.
Older than the moon, The Universe
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Love you, Romulo

Buddy - I am not saying that I am onld soul. Actually, I found myself like a never ending project in which I learn new things each day.

In Spain, my people got crazy with invitation to Boston next Winter. I was just trying to get great minds together to get brainstorming ideas from them. But I will admit that the not sharing detail of our meeting got the this way. Then again, I want pure thoughts that have not judgement base on my thoughts. I think is best if I send book there and wait to see if Eddie and I can make the crossing of the Atalntic some thime next winter.

I love you too buddy - You got me with that.

OC is too close to LAX - Planning in making regukar stops in LA

Do you ever sometimes wonder, Romulo, if you shouldn't just come down to earth and settle for a bit less?
Excellent!!
Because that means you haven't.
Toodles, The Universe
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I have so much fantastic stuff in store for you, Romulo, I might have to make eternity last even longer to fit it all in . . .


Ok buddy what you are throughing at me is big - Yes the first part of your message has to do with one of the most difficult decision and learning experience I went through my life sofar and it happened last Thursday. I could not settle for less that what my heart wanted. I knew I could not force anyone to love me. So we said good bye.

You want to play with time and space - be my guess - I will ask you for things and you will do all to give them to me - I am happy with that arramgement so far - If you have to change time and space to accomplish that, so be it.

I realize I like the fact that the last flight for LA out of MIA leave at 8:10 PM - Which give me more time on Sundays at home. Also the first flight out of LAX to SFO gets me in office at 8:10 am. The direct flight is too popular - I kind of like the stop in lAX as well.

Now, you can see me but I cann't - You go a lot to OC - Like I said before you have probably moved on which why you needed to have control on the blocking. But you might get curious one day and want to see me in person. I was so curious about you that I went to DC. But then again we are 2 different persons. The only way you can really work on your relationship and have me as a friend too was by doing what Emma and El Tio do a lot of time, hook me up with a friend or someone you know. So I could be dating this person and leave you alone to work on your relationship and be a good friend at the same time. Problem with that, I believe me this is just the tip, I will not go on over analysing things, is that you do not know any one who can be compatible with me in what I think is the basic requirement for me to get to know someone. All of your friend that you have mentioned to me at one time or other are have the potential to become a good friend with me no more than that. That brings another question to mind how come you do not have any other type of friends when it comes to preferences in roles. But I will leave that until we meet again.

IWAL

reading a wonderful book plust Out issue for Nov

AA gave my seat so I have to spend th enight in LA. I think the last time I stayed here was when I used to commute from Australia and Miami. Kevin and I would spend at least 2 day here with his friends. Wow that was in 1999.

I read in plane the November issue of Out Megazine. I want you to read it to. If one day we meet again, I would like to know what you thought about it. I think you will find a couple of articles very interesting.

I also starting reading a very interesting book. It is called "The Long Tail" Why the Future of Business Is Selling less of More by Chris Anderson. It is very interesting. I also recommend it.

Here I am chatting with you when you do not even come here any more see what craziness is coming out of my head. Thinking that after giving you up, I can handle giving up smoking.

Neverthless, for 3 years you managed to become some very important to me. Plus your santera might be working over time now. I have had you in my mind all this time. But I can tell is different. Thanks for what you did for me.

Some how I get this feeling that I will not see you in airport in Boston but I keep asking myself would be at least a little bit of curious to see me from a distance without me knowing so can see if in a year I has changed much. It comes to mind but some how I think you have moved on. It always seem so easy for you. But all I told you is true and thanks for awaken those feelings in me. Learned a big lesson I think next time would not hold on for so long or get obssesive to win someone heart or make them see that I am worth their love.

IWAL

I know you are out there - I found a great quote

I keep getting this message whenever I follow an email to my list:

----- The following addresses had permanent fatal errors ----- allamericangay@aol.com

Those email we exchanged last Thursday can give you an idea that this was very hard for me. I hope you realize that because that will tell you how difficult was to give you up.

While we were exchanging email and you blocking every of my account. I did not have time to mourn my lost. I had the client breathing down my nacke at all time with question and last minute meetings. That night, I rush to airport thinking I was late for my flight when I found out it was delayed for 1.30 minutes. So I decided for once to have a seat down dinner before the long jurney home and then connected to the internet. I good friend from SOBE saw me in AOL and started chatting with me as I was going through all the emails we exchanged that afternoon. Then, I have to tell my friend that food was here so I needed to disconnet. Food was in the table for some time by know. But the true reason for disconnecting was me starting to cry on the AA terminal in SFO.

It was good to cry. I felt so tired after it. It felts like a lot of energy went to just that crying. I remember sleeping on the way to LA as I remember waking up when pilot anouced we were going to land in my city. All through the night, when every a thought of you, I had a smile and wishes of happiness for you were only coming to my mind.

IWALY please remember that...

'Perfect freedom is reserved for the man who lives by his own work, and in that work does what he wants to do.' R. G. Collingwood

Remember what I told you once - IWALY

Have you considered, Romulo, that in all my years as the Universe, I've never once worried - not even a little - about anything?
Kind of hard when you don't believe in limits.
Be happy - The Universe


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Does wonders for the skin, Romulo.

Buddy - when you put it this way is kind of hard not to miss the point. I will remember this next time I let myself fall into that mind set.

Remember this as I want you to remember what I told you once - There is only one Universe and the only Gods are us who have the power to create our reality - Please remember this when you feel victim of the circustances. Whenever you feel like that, a victim of the circustnace, remember I am the slave riding with you as you enter trimphant into the city after wining a battle. I will be wispering in your ear, you are a mortal, when at all times, I will be thoughing at you my best energy to let you know that you are a God who can create anything you want to in your own reality - IWALY.

IWAL please remember that

In the beginning, especially, the price of giving great love, Romulo, is risking that it won't be returned.
Until you understand, of course, that great love is always returned.
With interest, The Universe
Actually, nothing you might ever give, Romulo, isn't one day returned, and far more.

To think that wen you sent me this note - I was so depressed - Thinking that my love had not value or appreciation.

You were right buddy - Great love is always returned -

Please remember IWAL and thanks for all you have given me - You will be in my thoughts and heart

Of course there's an easier way to get things done, Romulo!

let me do them.
If you know what I mean

Yes I know what you mean buddy. I remember that time in Texas. The year was 1993. I could not handel the situation. I was going through a lot back them. Then I remember a motivational tell me to let things that are too big for me to handle to a greater power that can do it all.

It was the first time you show the misterious way in which you work. It was the first time you prove me that the motivational was right.

So here we go. You know I can not handel this. That is been a year for me trying in my own way how to cope with this. So I want you to take care of it for me because do not know what else to do.

Thanks buddy - I know you will take care of it for me.

Until you understand, of course, that great love is always returned

Wow - Buddy, this is it. This is the answer to all the thoughts that has been crossing my mind since last Wed.

I do not mind giving. I found pleasure and a good feeling overall when I do that. I am not very good in the receiving end. But I was hopping for help, consideration, empathy, etc.

But now I see it. The price of giving great love, that risk that we are all victim which it is not getting love in return is one that I am always willing to take with out any resetment. Because I am giving it. It comes from me. That makes me feel incredible.

But know I can be more at peace why I did not get any help, consideration or empathy to my situation and my humble request. Only great love would do such thing. Only great love will give such things.

I knew that the little bit of love based on condictions it was given at a price to high for me. I cost that I can not dare to endure any more in my life. So I hope my friend Emma one day understand that if I fly sole at least I am free of such condictions that has been in my life since childhood.

Thanks buddy, hard to stop tears from coming down - this is a great message - thanks

Especially, when who you want to be, Romulo, is happy, and hugable

You know buddy - Your message this morning could not be more appropriate - There are times that I notice I am not might be this hugable guy - I was told it was my intesity - The people that hold dear seems to be able to handle me in those situation - This are people for who I have incredble respect and admiration because I can honestly say they are successful in every aspect of life.

Now I notice that some can not even talk to me in the phone because of such intensity - I hold nothing against them - I realize I am not a gold coin for every one to love me - But I will be making the same mistake I made years ago in my first relationship if I allow those kind of person to bring down to their level - They are intitle to where ever they want to be and feel confortable at it. My choice is the outside my confort zone always seeking the challenge like the people I admire and are able to be in my presences.

Thanks buddy - this helps

Sure you said, "Wow!", Romulo?

Ok Buddy, I can tell you have been paying attention to what is going on in my life as well as the things that interest me the most now days.

Asking is my way of avoid drama by making assumptions. I acknowledge the fact that we are all different. If I am to asume people will react and behave one way, it is like me assuming they are all like me which is a mistake. None is as crazy, complex and intense as me. Well let me correct that, I have not met yet any one like that.

It is true I am learning a lot about me through everyone I become in contact with. I am learning new things that I would love to make them part of my reality. But the true will always will be the one people give me by their answers to my question than by me assuming.

I will always be asking you buddy. If you respond which you always do, it is your way of saying to me this is what I have experience but you are free to have your own experience. I will always be grateful to you for it.

You really have some interesting friends on this side, Romulo

Bussy, I know I have good friends in that side - starting with you. But what you said in todays message is very true. I have an analogie that I always tell the mother of my little brother. When things do not seem to work for you, meaning you are going through a lot of hardship, I tell her that is when I know that the good stuf coming my way is just around the conner.

Now, you gave me an idea. The relazation that I came into this weekend of being too intense therefore, this person in particular would never be interested in me even if there were not tides like the one in the present. And my sadness to the silent and not even a little bit of confort on saying that some how I meant something. That I was not this sexy guy good enough for a quicky in an afternoon in DC but a complex intesen being that would require a lot of effort to just be around him. The no confort and silent was understood. Loving someone else with that much passion would do that to a person. reason why answer to my note today about flight back was innocent maybe some guilt involve - who knows I have never was able to predict things or know what was going on in this person mind. But then again, I took an oath not to let assumption in my life any more, reason why I am so outspoken.

Not looking for any one in particular. Maybe while I was sort of involve in this for the last 2 years I was desparated for someone to show up so I could let this obsesion to go away. Now I am back to my old being. Finding singlehood a natural state in my life has always been the way I saw things. When the one that can handel complexity and intensity shows up welcome - I just do not want the other type to keep showing up, it is too much energy waisted, too much pain. But I guess I need to learn lesson - reason why they are showing up. But I did a major break through last week beside discovering that I was pushing on an impossible. I made one that it was not meant for me to stay away.

Looks aren't every thing. For a person like me who keep being judged as vain, I do not let looks to cloud my judgement on this matters.