Until you understand, of course, that great love is always returned

Wow - Buddy, this is it. This is the answer to all the thoughts that has been crossing my mind since last Wed.

I do not mind giving. I found pleasure and a good feeling overall when I do that. I am not very good in the receiving end. But I was hopping for help, consideration, empathy, etc.

But now I see it. The price of giving great love, that risk that we are all victim which it is not getting love in return is one that I am always willing to take with out any resetment. Because I am giving it. It comes from me. That makes me feel incredible.

But know I can be more at peace why I did not get any help, consideration or empathy to my situation and my humble request. Only great love would do such thing. Only great love will give such things.

I knew that the little bit of love based on condictions it was given at a price to high for me. I cost that I can not dare to endure any more in my life. So I hope my friend Emma one day understand that if I fly sole at least I am free of such condictions that has been in my life since childhood.

Thanks buddy, hard to stop tears from coming down - this is a great message - thanks