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-----Original Message-----From: Ralph Marston [mailto:RMarston@greatday.com] Sent: Thursday, February 08, 2007 2:18 AMTo: romulo_rios@hotmail.comSubject: The Daily Motivator - A positive light 070208
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Thursday, February 8, 2007
A positive light
2.
Don't you just love all those crazy little quarks, atoms, and molecules, Romulo, that unceasingly manifest themselves into whatever you're thinking, no matter how big and daunting, small and simple, or rich and gorgeous?
Just look at 'em all right now.
The Universe
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Oh my, did "rich and gorgeous" speak to you, Romulo?
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Buddy, I have not doubts that you were communicating to me today. I do apologize for not being available. You know the reasons why I spend the whole day sleep. I know now that it was best to miss the second interview with that potential employers. I got your inspirational message late last night when I was telling mu neightbor about to change her perception of loosing that free lance position this week. Hey with this message she should know by now that what I told her was right and that we all should look into this incredible power of creation that we enheritage just beacuse we were made at your on image.
I will follow my own advice. Thanks for this message and for remind me once again to follow my own advice. Now, I am off to get somethi quick to eat and keep working on that inspiration. hanks buddy. The quote reminds me once again not to bother to go the extreme in making someone to accept me. Maybe that is thereason why I did not strik back. Because deep down I knew that I was not being I was being shown an important lesson for me to learn once and for all from a source that I have put up high in my life which made it a bigger priority in my life to learn it this time once and for all. Not matter why I do and the one I hurt when I go to work on this obsession for someone to love or accept me. Comming from someone I put up high made the point more clear. That we are all different. That it is a waist of spirit to change into someone that this person accepts. That putting someone up high is a mistake because it was clear simple the way you show me like you have done it in the past that she is not ahead of of me on this road we are traveling. Actually, with her actions she was showing me that she still have a long way to get to this point that I find myself today. Once again thanks for all.
Friday, February 09, 2007
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
The Universe - Feb 7, 2007
When otherwise most challenging, Romulo, love can begin with sympathy.
Right after dessert.
Let's do it, The Universe
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Wasn't "life" a great idea, Romulo?
Buddy, what you are bringing me today is nnot an easy thing to come up with an answer less along commit o try it.
I am starting thinking that to give your love uncondictional is not that hard. What seems to be the things I have less resistance to it is what labels and along with that role and respossibilities that people will expect you to follow just beacsue you are giving love.
I think is like that stament most people have used once or twice are the very list around xmas 'It is better or easier t give rhan to receive" The great majority can not lie that when they use that statement that they were not a littl.e bit overconcern for the fact that they had not presents or did not like what they weregiving.
Then again, I will never forget that stattement from a good friend in which the moment he realize he can depart from s0me thing or someone or give a away a winderful present - that is the time he know tht it truely beloing to him - Because the fact of giving it to someone is transpassing possesion to someone else.
Then again, I have often engage in estimulating conversations with this friend in which I tell him that foor the acceptance or love of somene we tend to put our self scond and worst yet at risk.
But you are right, life is wonderful - With thegood and the bad and would not have it any other day. Now, I will continue to give mylocve.
And when it cfomse to surprises. Just let them be surprises. I have also realize that one experiemce better thios life time when there is not expectations of any kind. Like running into that person that night in Pollo Tropical and saw the changes that I have been npticing on him. I could not stop thinking of that persona after that. I even romantize about it. But I am content in tjat deparment. Now my people in SOBE got a way of exiting a 9 year relationship and eneter on a new one without not trouble. Then again I am not judging any one. That friend deserve all the happines coming his way. I just always surprise on how people seem to have that switch that they turn on off.
Thanks buddy
Right after dessert.
Let's do it, The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Wasn't "life" a great idea, Romulo?
Buddy, what you are bringing me today is nnot an easy thing to come up with an answer less along commit o try it.
I am starting thinking that to give your love uncondictional is not that hard. What seems to be the things I have less resistance to it is what labels and along with that role and respossibilities that people will expect you to follow just beacsue you are giving love.
I think is like that stament most people have used once or twice are the very list around xmas 'It is better or easier t give rhan to receive" The great majority can not lie that when they use that statement that they were not a littl.e bit overconcern for the fact that they had not presents or did not like what they weregiving.
Then again, I will never forget that stattement from a good friend in which the moment he realize he can depart from s0me thing or someone or give a away a winderful present - that is the time he know tht it truely beloing to him - Because the fact of giving it to someone is transpassing possesion to someone else.
Then again, I have often engage in estimulating conversations with this friend in which I tell him that foor the acceptance or love of somene we tend to put our self scond and worst yet at risk.
But you are right, life is wonderful - With thegood and the bad and would not have it any other day. Now, I will continue to give mylocve.
And when it cfomse to surprises. Just let them be surprises. I have also realize that one experiemce better thios life time when there is not expectations of any kind. Like running into that person that night in Pollo Tropical and saw the changes that I have been npticing on him. I could not stop thinking of that persona after that. I even romantize about it. But I am content in tjat deparment. Now my people in SOBE got a way of exiting a 9 year relationship and eneter on a new one without not trouble. Then again I am not judging any one. That friend deserve all the happines coming his way. I just always surprise on how people seem to have that switch that they turn on off.
Thanks buddy
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
The Univerase Feb 6, 2005
When it comes to the words you choose, Romulo, whether in your mind or amongst friends, let them be of what you like and love. What you care about and cherish. What makes you happy. What gives you wings. What makes you dream.
And very little else.
The Universe
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That's why I talk so much about you, Romulo.
Believe my buddy, I do the same thing. I remember a year ago people trying to guess who you were.
I guess I have done major improovement inthat department buddy. I canbe verbaly aboused, mentally and in New Years days, I was even hit several times on the leg that I was sick. Some how, I was able to endure mostly beacuse I can understand that at times I am too much to be around. Then again, this is who I am and if someone could not stand to be around that persoan does not accept me for what I am - a true manifestation of you in this life experience. But I will not hurt back not even do the act of love which is to let not my abuser of his abuse. I have envited her to come on here once in a while to read my conversation with you. Just did thinking she kind some thing out of it that might be beneficial to her. No me getting back at hear at all because this is not what I am doing. I am making an statement clear and loud that this is me you take me as I come. I will not beg for love any more. I have been able to accept people in my life with worst trade that mine, like being late all the time which shows like of oncideration for the other person but I have never took it personal not even when I was being attacked on my way back home.
Buddy, this is me asking you to keep walking on this path with me.
And very little else.
The Universe
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That's why I talk so much about you, Romulo.
Believe my buddy, I do the same thing. I remember a year ago people trying to guess who you were.
I guess I have done major improovement inthat department buddy. I canbe verbaly aboused, mentally and in New Years days, I was even hit several times on the leg that I was sick. Some how, I was able to endure mostly beacuse I can understand that at times I am too much to be around. Then again, this is who I am and if someone could not stand to be around that persoan does not accept me for what I am - a true manifestation of you in this life experience. But I will not hurt back not even do the act of love which is to let not my abuser of his abuse. I have envited her to come on here once in a while to read my conversation with you. Just did thinking she kind some thing out of it that might be beneficial to her. No me getting back at hear at all because this is not what I am doing. I am making an statement clear and loud that this is me you take me as I come. I will not beg for love any more. I have been able to accept people in my life with worst trade that mine, like being late all the time which shows like of oncideration for the other person but I have never took it personal not even when I was being attacked on my way back home.
Buddy, this is me asking you to keep walking on this path with me.
Monday, February 05, 2007
The Universe - Feb 5th 2006
Not everyone's ready to open the throttle up all the way. Put the pedal to the metal. Skinny-dip into the sea of infinite possibilities.
And that's perfectly all right, Romulo. Because there's nothing you're "supposed" to be doing with your life. No one is judged based upon how much turf they cover, how many mountains they climb, or how many deals they close. And because even one small drop from the sea, is as infinite as all of the oceans combined.
Whatever your heart desires - The Universe
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Kind of perked up when you read skinny-dip, didn't you, Romulo?
Buddy, you could not be any more right about this statement. Even if they judge me which they have done it, plenty of time in the last 2 months or so. I do not see any good on them waisting their energy on it. In any way, they judgeging me is a proof that I was never accepted by them which at this point does not matter because I am not begging for love or acceptance any more. This is who I am with the good and the bad, with the intesity and the complex, with the talking and the contracdictions.
Thanks buddy for this message
And that's perfectly all right, Romulo. Because there's nothing you're "supposed" to be doing with your life. No one is judged based upon how much turf they cover, how many mountains they climb, or how many deals they close. And because even one small drop from the sea, is as infinite as all of the oceans combined.
Whatever your heart desires - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Kind of perked up when you read skinny-dip, didn't you, Romulo?
Buddy, you could not be any more right about this statement. Even if they judge me which they have done it, plenty of time in the last 2 months or so. I do not see any good on them waisting their energy on it. In any way, they judgeging me is a proof that I was never accepted by them which at this point does not matter because I am not begging for love or acceptance any more. This is who I am with the good and the bad, with the intesity and the complex, with the talking and the contracdictions.
Thanks buddy for this message
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Feb 01, 2007 - The Universe
Looking for the gift in a situation, Romulo, typically means there's a belief that the situation's outcome could have been better.
And thinking that an outcome could have been better, only happens when there's a belief that one's joy could have been greater had there been a different outcome.
And thinking that one's joy hinges on the outcome of any time-space occurrence, almost always means that some cool cat somewhere, has ever so briefly forgotten not to interpret events with their physical senses alone, that all the elements, then and now, are lining up in their favor, and that their own happy feet needn't have missed a beat.
Bust a move - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
There are only gifts, Romulo.
Buddy, this is a powerful message and I believe I have said enough about the subject in prior notes. Nevertheless, I have been thinking lately in all that is said about you, us and this place called time and space. Is it true that you are every thing?
I know my question is too general and ambiguos but are you me the one that is intese, complex, controversy when it comes to vanity and loud? Are you the part of me that is not accepted by most? or better yet, are you the same that has the same quality as some of my closest friend for which I do not seem to mind despit that others would dislike being put to wait or always expect not to meet on time. Another one could be the need to always force others to follow you or do as you please. Some how I am able to over look at that and accept the person in my life. I have to admit that is not good to let others control you to the point of doing something that you do not wish to do. I gues when a sign of that first appear and one comprehend that this person would not understand or accept a simple not. We probably need to take a stand and stop being with such energy around us. It is my false for allowing it even worst for not letting the person know that lines were where the rights of the other person where violated.
I do believe in your words. I believe that what happens is the best. I did learn a lesson in the past few weeks. I have to thank my little brother for allowing me to come to that realization when he call me to say good bye. I know hold dear all those experiences. Even the ones in which I end the relationship with my family. They were important lessons in my life. I have to thank those situation and the persons who provided the situation for happening in my life. I am the person who I am know because of them.
I the end of it all. I think about me as well as every one else, that we are as good as every one else and better than most. We might know agree on things. If we can not over look them and be happy with having the person around. It is better to keep the distance and accept the fact that is not us but person is free to continue just being human.
And thinking that an outcome could have been better, only happens when there's a belief that one's joy could have been greater had there been a different outcome.
And thinking that one's joy hinges on the outcome of any time-space occurrence, almost always means that some cool cat somewhere, has ever so briefly forgotten not to interpret events with their physical senses alone, that all the elements, then and now, are lining up in their favor, and that their own happy feet needn't have missed a beat.
Bust a move - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
There are only gifts, Romulo.
Buddy, this is a powerful message and I believe I have said enough about the subject in prior notes. Nevertheless, I have been thinking lately in all that is said about you, us and this place called time and space. Is it true that you are every thing?
I know my question is too general and ambiguos but are you me the one that is intese, complex, controversy when it comes to vanity and loud? Are you the part of me that is not accepted by most? or better yet, are you the same that has the same quality as some of my closest friend for which I do not seem to mind despit that others would dislike being put to wait or always expect not to meet on time. Another one could be the need to always force others to follow you or do as you please. Some how I am able to over look at that and accept the person in my life. I have to admit that is not good to let others control you to the point of doing something that you do not wish to do. I gues when a sign of that first appear and one comprehend that this person would not understand or accept a simple not. We probably need to take a stand and stop being with such energy around us. It is my false for allowing it even worst for not letting the person know that lines were where the rights of the other person where violated.
I do believe in your words. I believe that what happens is the best. I did learn a lesson in the past few weeks. I have to thank my little brother for allowing me to come to that realization when he call me to say good bye. I know hold dear all those experiences. Even the ones in which I end the relationship with my family. They were important lessons in my life. I have to thank those situation and the persons who provided the situation for happening in my life. I am the person who I am know because of them.
I the end of it all. I think about me as well as every one else, that we are as good as every one else and better than most. We might know agree on things. If we can not over look them and be happy with having the person around. It is better to keep the distance and accept the fact that is not us but person is free to continue just being human.
Jan 31, 2007 - Th eUniverse refirms the lesson
The authentic you
Life's most beautiful and fulfilling moments are the most sincere and authentic ones. When you are being yourself, that is when you are at your best.
Why do you so quickly latch on to someone else's idea of success, while at the same time ignoring your own authentic dreams? Why do you so easily dismiss your own instincts and intuitions?
Others may claim to be experts in this field or that. Remember, though, that you are the expert when it comes to your own life.
Listen to the longings of your heart. Pay attention to that little voice inside of you.
For that voice knows you well. It knows what you can accomplish, what brings you joy, and what things you most highly value.
When something feels right, that's a reliable sign that it is. Choose to live each moment as the authentic person you are, and from those moments you will create much real and lasting richness.
-- Ralph Marston
Life's most beautiful and fulfilling moments are the most sincere and authentic ones. When you are being yourself, that is when you are at your best.
Why do you so quickly latch on to someone else's idea of success, while at the same time ignoring your own authentic dreams? Why do you so easily dismiss your own instincts and intuitions?
Others may claim to be experts in this field or that. Remember, though, that you are the expert when it comes to your own life.
Listen to the longings of your heart. Pay attention to that little voice inside of you.
For that voice knows you well. It knows what you can accomplish, what brings you joy, and what things you most highly value.
When something feels right, that's a reliable sign that it is. Choose to live each moment as the authentic person you are, and from those moments you will create much real and lasting richness.
-- Ralph Marston
Jan 31, 2007 - The Universe
Talk about two ships silently passing in the night...
Romulo, even your own path crossing with a complete stranger, on a sidewalk, down the hall, or at Starbucks, on this holiest of adventures, amongst the billions now alive and the zillions who could have been, means so much more than most can even comprehend. Suffice it to say, however, that in such moments, these fellow adventurers are closer to you than a brother or a sister, no matter who they are.
You are the "King" of the world - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
You were talking about ships, right, Romulo?
Buddy, it took me a while to answer to you but you are touching a subject that is complex as well as sensitive.
I will say complex becuase in time and space all is relative to something. I came to the realization that every relationship is a test on how I am realating to other people. I do not regret any longger when a relationship fails or for some reason or other it stops. I try always to see what that relationship brought to my life in terms for learning experiences. If for some reason, it does not work any more and we stop communication or relationship does not go any furthere. It would only means that we learned what we were supposed to and went on with our life.
It is true when I said I learned more about myself through the interaction with others. I have also learned that most of the time when I learned something important through the eyes of one person. Some how something I end p taking a stand and the relationship stops. I have noticed that when I started praising what significants the presences of this other person in my live means, I turned to elevate him or her to a place where idols are kept. Somehow that is when things start going wrong and we stop going forward with the relationship. I am specualting that the reasons for this might be the level of expectaions that my comments might be bring to the other person which has as direct result the obligation to accept me despit the fact that is clear that my behaviour is not of the other person liking.
Buddy, the only thing I can tell you is that I learning some how to accept this. My decision to stay away is clear because is based on the fact that the other person can not stand me at times. I do not feel anger, I do not feel rejected or hurt. I learned to see this kind of situation for what it is a learning exprience. Therefore, I will not hurt back when the situation of ending the relationship turns to a situation in which is clear the abuse. Come to think of it, it has happened before. In those situations, I learned to thanks you for putting this people in my path and I always make references to what I learned from them and sherist that always.
So now you know, I was not talking about ships. I was talking to the many angels you have put in my path for which I thank them for their contribution to my life. In some case, it might be then the ones who do not accept me and in others is me the one who can not accept them. But with me not accepting them, it does not mean I want them to change for me. On the contrary, everyone should be happy and proud of who they are. I just do not share the same value system or see my reality in the same way.
I know, it is an act of love to tell who vitimizes us what he or she have done to us. But in my case, I am expecting them to analyze things the way I am doing now. It should be easy, I do not see why some one would not do it. Just the fact tthat I did not fight back should be a reason. I am not mad and that is not my reason for my distance or why I decided to stay in here in case someone wanted to communicate with me. I know I was not accepted and in this particular case my praising delayed the inavetable. I do apologize for it because now I see how much pressure that must have been for someone delayed stop talking to me for so long.
Remember in time and space all is relative to something we already have experience. If we do not see relationship as the opportunity to learn how we relate to others and see the ending of a relationship from the otherside, how the other person relates to us. We are just experiencing only half of what we are supposed to.
I do end this buddy with what I told my dear friend Mark when he called to say good bye "I thanked you for crossing path with me. Your presences in my life had a significant conrtibution to it. I know we will meet again. This is not a good bye." Somehow after I talked to him. I felt I did not do enough for a this good friend. He gave me Tuesdays with Morris. That is how I felt that week until you gave me the wonderful present in which I got the chance to really express to him how much he meant to me. Thanks for those last weeks you gave us. Please tell him I love him and I would be always gratefull for him crossing path with me.
Romulo, even your own path crossing with a complete stranger, on a sidewalk, down the hall, or at Starbucks, on this holiest of adventures, amongst the billions now alive and the zillions who could have been, means so much more than most can even comprehend. Suffice it to say, however, that in such moments, these fellow adventurers are closer to you than a brother or a sister, no matter who they are.
You are the "King" of the world - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
You were talking about ships, right, Romulo?
Buddy, it took me a while to answer to you but you are touching a subject that is complex as well as sensitive.
I will say complex becuase in time and space all is relative to something. I came to the realization that every relationship is a test on how I am realating to other people. I do not regret any longger when a relationship fails or for some reason or other it stops. I try always to see what that relationship brought to my life in terms for learning experiences. If for some reason, it does not work any more and we stop communication or relationship does not go any furthere. It would only means that we learned what we were supposed to and went on with our life.
It is true when I said I learned more about myself through the interaction with others. I have also learned that most of the time when I learned something important through the eyes of one person. Some how something I end p taking a stand and the relationship stops. I have noticed that when I started praising what significants the presences of this other person in my live means, I turned to elevate him or her to a place where idols are kept. Somehow that is when things start going wrong and we stop going forward with the relationship. I am specualting that the reasons for this might be the level of expectaions that my comments might be bring to the other person which has as direct result the obligation to accept me despit the fact that is clear that my behaviour is not of the other person liking.
Buddy, the only thing I can tell you is that I learning some how to accept this. My decision to stay away is clear because is based on the fact that the other person can not stand me at times. I do not feel anger, I do not feel rejected or hurt. I learned to see this kind of situation for what it is a learning exprience. Therefore, I will not hurt back when the situation of ending the relationship turns to a situation in which is clear the abuse. Come to think of it, it has happened before. In those situations, I learned to thanks you for putting this people in my path and I always make references to what I learned from them and sherist that always.
So now you know, I was not talking about ships. I was talking to the many angels you have put in my path for which I thank them for their contribution to my life. In some case, it might be then the ones who do not accept me and in others is me the one who can not accept them. But with me not accepting them, it does not mean I want them to change for me. On the contrary, everyone should be happy and proud of who they are. I just do not share the same value system or see my reality in the same way.
I know, it is an act of love to tell who vitimizes us what he or she have done to us. But in my case, I am expecting them to analyze things the way I am doing now. It should be easy, I do not see why some one would not do it. Just the fact tthat I did not fight back should be a reason. I am not mad and that is not my reason for my distance or why I decided to stay in here in case someone wanted to communicate with me. I know I was not accepted and in this particular case my praising delayed the inavetable. I do apologize for it because now I see how much pressure that must have been for someone delayed stop talking to me for so long.
Remember in time and space all is relative to something we already have experience. If we do not see relationship as the opportunity to learn how we relate to others and see the ending of a relationship from the otherside, how the other person relates to us. We are just experiencing only half of what we are supposed to.
I do end this buddy with what I told my dear friend Mark when he called to say good bye "I thanked you for crossing path with me. Your presences in my life had a significant conrtibution to it. I know we will meet again. This is not a good bye." Somehow after I talked to him. I felt I did not do enough for a this good friend. He gave me Tuesdays with Morris. That is how I felt that week until you gave me the wonderful present in which I got the chance to really express to him how much he meant to me. Thanks for those last weeks you gave us. Please tell him I love him and I would be always gratefull for him crossing path with me.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
The Universe - Jan 30 2007
If you could live this life over, Romulo, would you still want there to be the same challenges?
Loaded question, huh?
Yeah, you cherry-picked each and every one. And you knew exactly what you were doing.
In awe of you - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Kind of like you were at Macy's, on rollerblades, Romulo.
Buddy, You know pretty well I would not have it any other way. That was our agreement, remember? So you are reminding me of the choices I have made, I can also remind you that I have risen to the ocasion and call into you for your commitment to assit me which you have always giving me with not condictions. So here I am giving you my thanks and gratitute for them.
Yes you know what was going on in my mind when I had my first smoke today. Thanks buddy, I needed it. Now we need to get going on the next assignment. I have to give you credit for what you have sent my way. Now I have expressed them and you what I want. The first that crosses the finish line, that is the one I will go for.
Loaded question, huh?
Yeah, you cherry-picked each and every one. And you knew exactly what you were doing.
In awe of you - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Kind of like you were at Macy's, on rollerblades, Romulo.
Buddy, You know pretty well I would not have it any other way. That was our agreement, remember? So you are reminding me of the choices I have made, I can also remind you that I have risen to the ocasion and call into you for your commitment to assit me which you have always giving me with not condictions. So here I am giving you my thanks and gratitute for them.
Yes you know what was going on in my mind when I had my first smoke today. Thanks buddy, I needed it. Now we need to get going on the next assignment. I have to give you credit for what you have sent my way. Now I have expressed them and you what I want. The first that crosses the finish line, that is the one I will go for.
Monday, January 29, 2007
Wicked Jan 29, 2007
Buddy, I forgot to give you thanks for your note last night. It was very clever of you to hide it in the fortunen cooki from the Chnise take out that my Carioca friend and I had last last night.
It was a very pleasent time we expend together. I told him many things and by now he has a view of the great schema of how I view my reality.
I have only told one person and that would be him why I included in at least two the movies I made last year the satalite picture of a hurricane approaching the coasts of Florida. Only, him who is taking time off can belive what that wonderful night we sexpend together talking and joking all night long represented to me. It was my last night after I came back to my home town after that horrible hurricane passed through. I remember I could not bare to see the distructions and how the life of people that I love was being affected. Nevertheless, I treasure that time together.
if you ever read this. I want you to know that I learned from you at least two important lessons you taught me by setting an perfect example for me to understand the idea:
1. That friend should not be put in a pedestal
2. How much aboundance there is in the Universe of every thing we need to make us happy. By you sharing half of what you owned that Friday night in Nov proved me that an act of love and compansion toward a friend it worst sharing the 80 Dollars that was all that you possesed under you name that week demostarted that there is more where that come from reason why you splited in half with me.
I saw that Saturday morning whe you were the first person I confesed my involvedment in a relationship that I was not to proud to admit because of how unconventional and the fact that I live in Miami and the other one in Denver with a stop in Dallas. I saw them how your eyes were capable to express pure unconditional love.
I love you and please make some little time to see me before you leave. I will understand if you are not up to the meeting. But I will love to tell you how important and valuable you crossing path in my life is to me. My buddy know that I asking him for you everytime and I am always making sure he/she is conspiring to assist you in all. You just have to have happy thoughts and ask for all. Love you Romulo
P.S. Buddy I am attcahing your message from last night in the form of a photo for all to see how you are constantly by myside providing me all I ask you for me. Thanks for such noble job.
Jan 29, 2007 - The Universe
Did you know, Romulo, that the average person looks 793.7% more attractive when they smile? Not to mention healthier, wiser, slimmer, richer, and cooler.
They do.
And smiles "become things" too - The Universe
Let's ROCK, Gorgeous!
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Add your saunter to the equation, Romulo... and you best be careful where you walk that puppy.
Yes buddy I know what you meant - They say so in the secret and this book that I read once "Many Life Many Masters"
I have set the power presentation that my aunt sent me as my screen server so that I will remember that. My affimation is that the ideal job or project where I can bring value to my clients and feel rewarded for a job well done is already mine and I thank you for delivering it to me.
They do.
And smiles "become things" too - The Universe
Let's ROCK, Gorgeous!
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Add your saunter to the equation, Romulo... and you best be careful where you walk that puppy.
Yes buddy I know what you meant - They say so in the secret and this book that I read once "Many Life Many Masters"
I have set the power presentation that my aunt sent me as my screen server so that I will remember that. My affimation is that the ideal job or project where I can bring value to my clients and feel rewarded for a job well done is already mine and I thank you for delivering it to me.
Friday, January 26, 2007
The Universe - Jan 26, 2007
How could it be difficult, challenging or hard, Romulo, when so many others have done it?
You know, anything. For instance, to partners that will work with meas partners.
Don't you love good news? The Universe
"I am profoundly imbued with a sense of awakening because of your veil lifting. I was lost, but now I am found!"
Lost in Space - A Modern Classic!
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Of course, Romulo, they probably didn't think it was difficult, challenging or hard.
Buddy, that is the same thing I was telling him when he called to say good bye. I know he got the message because of the way that thanks sounded to me. But there was a lesson in there for me to. I am glad that you conspired in assisting us to see each other lesson.
I can say from my point of view that it was what I needed to feel back again the same Romulo in my own town. I was able to look back at the one lesson that started it all and realize there was not reason and I am glad I have not had signs of the resentment I used to hold for what he was or represented in my life. But in reality he was the lesson that started me in this Jurney that I found myself. I m who I am now because of it. Then I was able to relate to a lesson that just happened recently and I was still gling around in circle looking for what I fail to learn or apply from previous one. Prasising somaone and raised to the highest place that one can erroneusly created for a fellow human being, force the other party building in this way resement.
I fail this time just like he failed with the one who called me, by forcing him into an space that he does not feel welcome.
I am glad how we left thing things. We the promice of me teaching him how to ski in Chile i think the parth of your message when you are talking about a partner. You were think of him and me sharing the incredible rush that is to come down a slope at incrdible speed and feel the win in your face as you can here you skies cutting into the ice like a pair of ice sculture utincels or tools.
Thanks buddy for checking on me and be near in case I need you.
You know, anything. For instance, to partners that will work with meas partners.
Don't you love good news? The Universe
"I am profoundly imbued with a sense of awakening because of your veil lifting. I was lost, but now I am found!"
Lost in Space - A Modern Classic!
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © http://rs6.net/tn.jsp?t=97x868bab.0.xppao9n6.etmmrsn6.81883&ts=S0228&p=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tut.com ®
Of course, Romulo, they probably didn't think it was difficult, challenging or hard.
Buddy, that is the same thing I was telling him when he called to say good bye. I know he got the message because of the way that thanks sounded to me. But there was a lesson in there for me to. I am glad that you conspired in assisting us to see each other lesson.
I can say from my point of view that it was what I needed to feel back again the same Romulo in my own town. I was able to look back at the one lesson that started it all and realize there was not reason and I am glad I have not had signs of the resentment I used to hold for what he was or represented in my life. But in reality he was the lesson that started me in this Jurney that I found myself. I m who I am now because of it. Then I was able to relate to a lesson that just happened recently and I was still gling around in circle looking for what I fail to learn or apply from previous one. Prasising somaone and raised to the highest place that one can erroneusly created for a fellow human being, force the other party building in this way resement.
I fail this time just like he failed with the one who called me, by forcing him into an space that he does not feel welcome.
I am glad how we left thing things. We the promice of me teaching him how to ski in Chile i think the parth of your message when you are talking about a partner. You were think of him and me sharing the incredible rush that is to come down a slope at incrdible speed and feel the win in your face as you can here you skies cutting into the ice like a pair of ice sculture utincels or tools.
Thanks buddy for checking on me and be near in case I need you.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
The Universe - Jan 25, 2007
Permission, Romulo, is what you give yourself.
I give you everything else.
The Universe
And there's no need to dally, Romulo... your chariot awaits. Chariots, actually, your assistant here insisted you'd want one for every day of the week... Assistants, actually.
Buddy, I still rememeber what you wrote yesterday and how I have been feeling about my whole reality since I am back home. I told you them that I still believe in miracle. This one for one is the most important daily miracle that keeps recurring every day. To be able to have a direct and clear communication with you.
Now, the miracle that materialize last night when I called him back after he call me to say good bye is one that has major precedent in my life at this moment.
I know some who you were able to understan my message. By saying thank you at the end and me answering the way I did, speachless. It is a proof that you were able to make things out of the crazy things I say most of the time and for which people has been very open to express their dislike of me being that way. Most of them have expressed in ways of how much they dislike that in me that have accused me of doing it to hurt or anoying fellow human beings.
I was clear and frmed in PT when I told a dear friend that the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort on otheres. I even used my skli buddies as an example on how they are able to accept me after a week of having me 24x7. I can recall that time when they could not say good bye to me in Houston on this last time when Milton kept calling me to check on me. I am glad that dear friend has seemed the whole issue from this point of view and now he is a major player in helping grow in all aspect of my life.
But talking to you last night brought back memories of events that you did not or were not clear to you since you were so young. I sort of felt bad that you might have noticed a little resentment when I wastelling you that for the little love he was willing to give me I sacrify myself to the pointof putting my life in danger and he showin not sign of concern on his part. probably is that though that a father should lovehis son uncondictional and the song do as well toward the father. But in reality, I can see things more clear now since we talked. I acknowledge why I was not able to fullfill my part in my last trip to Venezuela.
He is my fathe for a reason. Like I told you those event in my life very crucial and impirtnat in molding the person that I am now. I was honest when I told you that I look back with nostalgy. They were hard years but I look at all I have beacsue of them and the things I experienced that make me keep them close to my heart.
But in reality I shouold not have and I do npt have for that matter resement to him since he is my father because that was the only way I could experienced those years. I might sound with resement at times but it is for me lacking acceptance that I was probably his lesson and that he did not assimilated at this time since I see the same things I wet through reapeating with you and him. But not accepting that fact in him does not justify me having any resement.
You see he was my lesson then and I strted this jurney where I find myself. Neverthless, so far in this jurney, I have been guilty of not beong able to pratice what I laerned back them. I still begging for the little love that some how I force an individual to give me by me showering him or her with praises and at times sacrifying myself. All beacsue clearly I want to be accepted at all cost. This put a lot of presure on the other party since they found themselve kind of obligated to accept me because of my behaviour when is clear that they dislike some of my behaviour when I am being me. This build resement of course and at some point they exploit like in this case of this 2 comments that I have in my blog which are not public because I respect they were written to me and not to you. But in i you can tell that for some time this person was not happy having around and thought at times to stop talking to me.
It is funny. I remember now that I said good bye in both occasion with the same prhase and thought "I need to go home to work in putting my life back together and look within me to see what is that I am doing that I keep having the same experience repeating over and over again. I was not angry even thought that is how I was approached in both times "are you still mad" Being mad was the least thing to cross my mind. This friend in PT can testify to the fact that I have a third for knoweldge so big that is more about learning than being mad.
In Both case I have to thank them for the contribution to my life and helping model the person that I am now and would be in the future by being my lesson. Since we live in the dimesnion where all is relative to soemthing else. I can only say that I might have been their lesson too. And I better respect the fact that they my have fail to learn it with me and keep on engaging on same behaviour, reason why you end up in Noth Caroline a few days back. I would be a hypocrate if I do not practice acceptance. By it is clear that being just me, intense, complex, loud, egocentry and so many more I have been told in the past is not accpetable reason why we should acknowledge that we come into each other life for a reason now we should probably depart since keep trying goes against our own nature.
I am glad the way you and I said good bye. You said thanks which now I know is beacuse you got the message. And me telling you to get read to go skiing with me this summer in Chile. So be ready for that trip 2nd week of July to 3rd week of Aug. I will teach you how to ski. You will see that in now time we will be raising each other down hill just like I dod with my ski buddies. So be ready for a week of skiing and anything else you want to do in Chile.
Love you both - Buddy for the anoucing that a miracle was coming and you for its deliverances.
I am home again - below is the link to my first production on this year which is the signal that I am coming back. I recomend you dowload it to PC instead of running it from site.
http://200612.analyticsdoneright.com/index_files/Lost_in_Space.pps
I give you everything else.
The Universe
And there's no need to dally, Romulo... your chariot awaits. Chariots, actually, your assistant here insisted you'd want one for every day of the week... Assistants, actually.
Buddy, I still rememeber what you wrote yesterday and how I have been feeling about my whole reality since I am back home. I told you them that I still believe in miracle. This one for one is the most important daily miracle that keeps recurring every day. To be able to have a direct and clear communication with you.
Now, the miracle that materialize last night when I called him back after he call me to say good bye is one that has major precedent in my life at this moment.
I know some who you were able to understan my message. By saying thank you at the end and me answering the way I did, speachless. It is a proof that you were able to make things out of the crazy things I say most of the time and for which people has been very open to express their dislike of me being that way. Most of them have expressed in ways of how much they dislike that in me that have accused me of doing it to hurt or anoying fellow human beings.
I was clear and frmed in PT when I told a dear friend that the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort on otheres. I even used my skli buddies as an example on how they are able to accept me after a week of having me 24x7. I can recall that time when they could not say good bye to me in Houston on this last time when Milton kept calling me to check on me. I am glad that dear friend has seemed the whole issue from this point of view and now he is a major player in helping grow in all aspect of my life.
But talking to you last night brought back memories of events that you did not or were not clear to you since you were so young. I sort of felt bad that you might have noticed a little resentment when I wastelling you that for the little love he was willing to give me I sacrify myself to the pointof putting my life in danger and he showin not sign of concern on his part. probably is that though that a father should lovehis son uncondictional and the song do as well toward the father. But in reality, I can see things more clear now since we talked. I acknowledge why I was not able to fullfill my part in my last trip to Venezuela.
He is my fathe for a reason. Like I told you those event in my life very crucial and impirtnat in molding the person that I am now. I was honest when I told you that I look back with nostalgy. They were hard years but I look at all I have beacsue of them and the things I experienced that make me keep them close to my heart.
But in reality I shouold not have and I do npt have for that matter resement to him since he is my father because that was the only way I could experienced those years. I might sound with resement at times but it is for me lacking acceptance that I was probably his lesson and that he did not assimilated at this time since I see the same things I wet through reapeating with you and him. But not accepting that fact in him does not justify me having any resement.
You see he was my lesson then and I strted this jurney where I find myself. Neverthless, so far in this jurney, I have been guilty of not beong able to pratice what I laerned back them. I still begging for the little love that some how I force an individual to give me by me showering him or her with praises and at times sacrifying myself. All beacsue clearly I want to be accepted at all cost. This put a lot of presure on the other party since they found themselve kind of obligated to accept me because of my behaviour when is clear that they dislike some of my behaviour when I am being me. This build resement of course and at some point they exploit like in this case of this 2 comments that I have in my blog which are not public because I respect they were written to me and not to you. But in i you can tell that for some time this person was not happy having around and thought at times to stop talking to me.
It is funny. I remember now that I said good bye in both occasion with the same prhase and thought "I need to go home to work in putting my life back together and look within me to see what is that I am doing that I keep having the same experience repeating over and over again. I was not angry even thought that is how I was approached in both times "are you still mad" Being mad was the least thing to cross my mind. This friend in PT can testify to the fact that I have a third for knoweldge so big that is more about learning than being mad.
In Both case I have to thank them for the contribution to my life and helping model the person that I am now and would be in the future by being my lesson. Since we live in the dimesnion where all is relative to soemthing else. I can only say that I might have been their lesson too. And I better respect the fact that they my have fail to learn it with me and keep on engaging on same behaviour, reason why you end up in Noth Caroline a few days back. I would be a hypocrate if I do not practice acceptance. By it is clear that being just me, intense, complex, loud, egocentry and so many more I have been told in the past is not accpetable reason why we should acknowledge that we come into each other life for a reason now we should probably depart since keep trying goes against our own nature.
I am glad the way you and I said good bye. You said thanks which now I know is beacuse you got the message. And me telling you to get read to go skiing with me this summer in Chile. So be ready for that trip 2nd week of July to 3rd week of Aug. I will teach you how to ski. You will see that in now time we will be raising each other down hill just like I dod with my ski buddies. So be ready for a week of skiing and anything else you want to do in Chile.
Love you both - Buddy for the anoucing that a miracle was coming and you for its deliverances.
I am home again - below is the link to my first production on this year which is the signal that I am coming back. I recomend you dowload it to PC instead of running it from site.
http://200612.analyticsdoneright.com/index_files/Lost_in_Space.pps
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
The Universe - Jan 24, 2007
You really don't have to try so hard, Romulo. That's why there's magic and miracles. Remember? Tallyho, The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® You do expect them, Romulo, right? Everyday, all the time, indoors and out?
You bet buddy, I believe in magic and miracles happening every day. This dialog that you and I have been having for a while is proof of it. I will follow your advice and not to try to hard. I just felt like out of place in my own town and like things were not moving.
Thanks for your advice and being there for me - Also thanks Rick for crossing path with me and giving me my Milton. I knew I could not go a whole year without seem my ski buddies, reason why I cross the country to meet them in Aspen.
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® You do expect them, Romulo, right? Everyday, all the time, indoors and out?
You bet buddy, I believe in magic and miracles happening every day. This dialog that you and I have been having for a while is proof of it. I will follow your advice and not to try to hard. I just felt like out of place in my own town and like things were not moving.
Thanks for your advice and being there for me - Also thanks Rick for crossing path with me and giving me my Milton. I knew I could not go a whole year without seem my ski buddies, reason why I cross the country to meet them in Aspen.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Thye Universe - Jan 23, 2007
OK, can you keep a secret, Romulo? Let me tell you what happens... There'll be trumpets, fanfare, and parades. Happy tears, giggles, and hugs. Shrieks of joy, fits of laughter, and reunions with best friends. There will be quiet, reflection, and revelations. Ah-ha's! No-way's! And, of course, You-have-to-be-kidding's!Eventually followed by a deep, often surprising, longing for what will by then be viewed as the dream-life you led. You could plot it on a chart. The point, Romulo, of course, is that you are now living that dream-life.
The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Happily, Romulo, the longing is typically followed by more reunions, Cheetos, and whatever else your heart desires.
Buddy, some how I feel like I am in a stay of inertia. I recognize that is al my doing but I do not think I have made any progress in the first weeks of this year. Home does not feel like home, yet. My friends even feel the same way, like I have not been here.
A thought has come a few time in which I think that this might be the end of it for me. Just like that beautiful soul did in Mexico City more than 3 years ago.
I came back from last trip with practically not strength on my left hand. Could it be than I am having some sort of neural problem for loossing the strength on this particular side of my body? Maybe which I think it might be the reason, it is the stroing antibiotics I am taking? Planning to see Dr today about it.
But whatever it is that might be coming my way, you know I will always look at the positive side. Just make thing to move because thi stay of not moving it is not me what so ever
The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Happily, Romulo, the longing is typically followed by more reunions, Cheetos, and whatever else your heart desires.
Buddy, some how I feel like I am in a stay of inertia. I recognize that is al my doing but I do not think I have made any progress in the first weeks of this year. Home does not feel like home, yet. My friends even feel the same way, like I have not been here.
A thought has come a few time in which I think that this might be the end of it for me. Just like that beautiful soul did in Mexico City more than 3 years ago.
I came back from last trip with practically not strength on my left hand. Could it be than I am having some sort of neural problem for loossing the strength on this particular side of my body? Maybe which I think it might be the reason, it is the stroing antibiotics I am taking? Planning to see Dr today about it.
But whatever it is that might be coming my way, you know I will always look at the positive side. Just make thing to move because thi stay of not moving it is not me what so ever
Monday, January 22, 2007
The Universe - Jan 22, 2007
Would you believe, Romulo, that there is nothing about your life today, not even what hurts, that you won't eventually appreciate, with happy tears running down your face?
Nothing.
Chokes me up just thinking about it - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Romulo, your life is so rich right now.
Buddy, I can relate to what you are saying. Even in the worst time in my life, I have learned to appreciate those moment since I am living in a world where time and space is relative. Without them, I could not know or appreciate the happy moments.
I am just gladd to be home where is warm. I am a little sad to learn that a good friend died last Friday and that ayoung guy about my age who I met superficially died over the weekend. Both of a heart attack. I looked at death differently when I learned of the death of my dear friend Marc. But it was the presents of realness in my life and the love that he gave me uncondictionally that I missed. I know we will meet again. But I could not help to be sad for my dear friend Milton for his lost and this other guy who was practically my age.
I am not afraid of death. It is the surprise of the news and feeling sad for my dear friend who is always trying to make all of us happy when we ski together.
Yes I know my life is rich and that is what all the other where telling Milton about his friend. That he always try to gave him a rich life so he could not feel like he missed living one of the fullest life I known.
Thanks buddy - it is good to be home.
Nothing.
Chokes me up just thinking about it - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Romulo, your life is so rich right now.
Buddy, I can relate to what you are saying. Even in the worst time in my life, I have learned to appreciate those moment since I am living in a world where time and space is relative. Without them, I could not know or appreciate the happy moments.
I am just gladd to be home where is warm. I am a little sad to learn that a good friend died last Friday and that ayoung guy about my age who I met superficially died over the weekend. Both of a heart attack. I looked at death differently when I learned of the death of my dear friend Marc. But it was the presents of realness in my life and the love that he gave me uncondictionally that I missed. I know we will meet again. But I could not help to be sad for my dear friend Milton for his lost and this other guy who was practically my age.
I am not afraid of death. It is the surprise of the news and feeling sad for my dear friend who is always trying to make all of us happy when we ski together.
Yes I know my life is rich and that is what all the other where telling Milton about his friend. That he always try to gave him a rich life so he could not feel like he missed living one of the fullest life I known.
Thanks buddy - it is good to be home.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
The Universe - Jan 18, 2007
Do you know what most people wish for, Romulo, when it comes to improving their own life?
More stuff. Especially abundance.Because they think having more stuff will contribute to their overall happiness.
But do you know what most people wish for when it comes to the lives of the ones they most love and cherish?Happiness, peace, creative work, fulfilling relationships.
Because they understand that once these things are in order, stuff, especially abundance, will automatically take care of itself.
One of these two things doesn't belong with the other... The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Oh, Romulo, you should see your face right now. Absolutely precious.
Buddy, I have never had this explain this way. You are absolutly right. But why the inconsistent when it comes to wishing for ourselves and the the ones we loved. I guess it is because we do not get it yet, like you said in your message.
Your message today no only has lots of wisdom but the power to lift any one's spirit. I hope people will get the same thing I am getting from it. Thanks buddy.
More stuff. Especially abundance.Because they think having more stuff will contribute to their overall happiness.
But do you know what most people wish for when it comes to the lives of the ones they most love and cherish?Happiness, peace, creative work, fulfilling relationships.
Because they understand that once these things are in order, stuff, especially abundance, will automatically take care of itself.
One of these two things doesn't belong with the other... The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Oh, Romulo, you should see your face right now. Absolutely precious.
Buddy, I have never had this explain this way. You are absolutly right. But why the inconsistent when it comes to wishing for ourselves and the the ones we loved. I guess it is because we do not get it yet, like you said in your message.
Your message today no only has lots of wisdom but the power to lift any one's spirit. I hope people will get the same thing I am getting from it. Thanks buddy.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Wicked Jan 16th 2007
Ok buddy, try to explain this to me. I could come here and try to be the other one who for more than a year thought about the role many time. But I did learn my lesson, I stood up and promise myself not to beg for the little bit of love at such high price I would have to pay for it. So I cross the country because when I talked to my Milton that night, I could not go another year not seem this incredible group of people.
Now this person came out of the blue and started hitting on me. I guess it was pride that made me agree to meet with this person. They were all going nuts for the look. I guess that was a bad start and reason why I end up going through what I went through.
I had a incredible time. Dinner and conversation were estimulating and enjoyable. But I could not possible call this person later tonight like I was asked. It is not the fact of playing the other one and when I made the commet with Denver. We were in agreement that at least in the case honesty and being true to oneself and others was at least observe. But being the other one when the one is young Mexican boy who is actually live on the building next to me, he is probably in this country looking for a better life and does not have his paper and he is working as waiter in SOBE and learning English.
He wants to come a visit this other person in L.A. but does not have the fund yet to afford the trip. I remember that night that my babe took me to Twilo for the first time because of my birthday. He approached me so happy to letting me know that he was my new neighbor. Now days he just say hello when we run into each other which made me ask this person if in any ways he learned of the physical atraction that encourage planning on meeting me tonight and not tell me all this until it was too late.
I see this kids and see some one innocent who want to have an illution. In my case, I might be looking for entratainment or some to conduct an estimulating conversation over dinner. It is not fair for me to measure myself up with this boy. Nor I would allow my ego to get on the way.
This other person not only can recall the last time I was being observed smoking in the balcony of my place in SOBE that weekend in which I was not only sick, but with a client that was using the possiblity of a law suite to force me to keep on flying to the Bay Area and on top of all run into my brother the next morning in MIA as I was going through security. He started to talk to me like 3 years since he last decided not to talk to me again did not remind me all that time that my family was the first one to teach me to beg for the little love someone might be willing to give me.
Then again buddy - this is me talking to you and asking you to help me keep the path that I have decided to travel since I first started to have fe in our relationship.
The Universe - Jan 16th 2007
Anger, Romulo, is a fabulous reminder that there are still a few things being misunderstood.
In all cases.
The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Same for impatience, despair, broken hearts, and wearing high-waters, Romulo.
Good that you are bringing this topic buddy. I can tell you that I have been in situation in which anyone else would have shown sign of anger. I remember that in one situation I was asked if I was still angry. I remember my answers as it was yesterday. I said that I have a lot of things in my mind. That I needed to go back home and work on me. I was not angry. I was hurt but most important I was admiting my responsibility. It takes two to tango. Relationships is how we relate to onether. We do no live in the world of absolute like you do. We live in the world of the relative. Time and space is in relationship with something we can relate to. So if someone had a problem with me, it would be naive even hypocrite to think that I have nothing to do with it.
So I look at the whole thing like a lesson I need to learn. Because in the relative world of time and space, I am responsible for my half of any relationship. I do not get angry. I get quiet. Maybe because I am hurt. But the main reason is because I am analyzing and going over the events so I can learn my lesson.
I know there is not the perfect relationship out there. But I do not get in relationship to abuse or make people angry with me or wanted to fight with me. I want my crossing through someone life to be a positive experience. the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort to any one.
This is me trying to help myslef and help someone who is actually crying infront of me. Thanks buddy.
In all cases.
The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Same for impatience, despair, broken hearts, and wearing high-waters, Romulo.
Good that you are bringing this topic buddy. I can tell you that I have been in situation in which anyone else would have shown sign of anger. I remember that in one situation I was asked if I was still angry. I remember my answers as it was yesterday. I said that I have a lot of things in my mind. That I needed to go back home and work on me. I was not angry. I was hurt but most important I was admiting my responsibility. It takes two to tango. Relationships is how we relate to onether. We do no live in the world of absolute like you do. We live in the world of the relative. Time and space is in relationship with something we can relate to. So if someone had a problem with me, it would be naive even hypocrite to think that I have nothing to do with it.
So I look at the whole thing like a lesson I need to learn. Because in the relative world of time and space, I am responsible for my half of any relationship. I do not get angry. I get quiet. Maybe because I am hurt. But the main reason is because I am analyzing and going over the events so I can learn my lesson.
I know there is not the perfect relationship out there. But I do not get in relationship to abuse or make people angry with me or wanted to fight with me. I want my crossing through someone life to be a positive experience. the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort to any one.
This is me trying to help myslef and help someone who is actually crying infront of me. Thanks buddy.
Monday, January 15, 2007
The Zohar - Jan 15th 2007
Look in the Mirror
The Zohar says the best years of Jacob's life were those spent living in exile in Egypt for 17 years.
The name of Egypt in Hebrew is mitzrayim. It also means narrow or problem. The Zohar is teaching us that Jacob was most alive when he was facing his problems and his garbage head on.
Our tendency is to want to get rid of problems, to solve them on the spot. But as Jacob is teaching us, our garbage is also our blessing. Pain and struggle lead us to seek more, to give more, and to reveal more. In fact, this is how most people take their first step onto the spiritual path.
The Zohar is not saying wallow in depression and feel sorry for yourself. That comes when we don't face our problems. But it is teaching us that when we confront our deepest fears and negative beliefs and behaviors, we uncover the spark of Light hiding beneath the harsh exterior of the circumstance. Kabbalists refer to it as revealing the concealed.
The longer we look at ourselves in the mirror, the faster our ugliness becomes beautiful.
It reminds me of a story my mother (and teacher) Karen Berg tells. It is of a man sitting in a field enjoying the sun when suddenly he is bitten on the hand by a lizard. As his hand starts to throb with pain, he walks to a nearby river and sticks his hand in to soak it. While sitting there, he notices a man drowning. He dives in, grabs hold of the man, and pulls him to shore.
"Thank you. You saved my life!" the man exclaims. "You should thank the lizard that bit my hand," the bitten man replied.
Many times chaos/challenges occur, and we should see them as opportunities to express the Light. So when we help others and they thank us, we can think, "Don't thank me. Thank the Light that I was allowed to reveal."
A problem is only a problem because we think it is. It's all how we look at it. This week we can see the blessing our pain is presenting us. We only need the courage to look.
All the best,
Yehuda
Buddy, I can relate to this. I remember going to bed right after we all hug and wish each other a happy New Year, that I was thinking why do things like this happens to me. I was not feeling sorry for myself but I was thinking in the last year and how I dragged people that I love into my drama. I took a resolution not to allow drama like this come again into my life. But I read this message from you and I remember this dear friend who left me a message on Friday in which he told me that it was not the best week of his life last week,
I remember leaving a message in his cell phone trying to encourage him to keep going and to look at every thing that come his way as a blessing. I know it is pretentious of me to compare his problems to mine. But what do we gain by feeling misarable instead of take responsibility for our life and feel more inpowered to change things around in our life.
Buddy, this is me thanking you for the good and the bad. I guess there is a lot of people out there not willing to keep going with me since I bring more misery than happiness. Love has always been a driving force for me. I apoligized to every one that I brought more misery than pleasure. It was not my intetions. It was love what I always wanted to give. Then again, I have noticed a problem with perception when it comes to me and me interactive with others. I promised to work on this and other of my short comings. Then again, I always tell people that I am a work in progress. Feed back is welcome, I do accept even the one that is given with resement and anger. Because it takes 2 to tango and the sooner I take my reponsibility the faster I will able to change things around or improove for the better.
The Zohar says the best years of Jacob's life were those spent living in exile in Egypt for 17 years.
The name of Egypt in Hebrew is mitzrayim. It also means narrow or problem. The Zohar is teaching us that Jacob was most alive when he was facing his problems and his garbage head on.
Our tendency is to want to get rid of problems, to solve them on the spot. But as Jacob is teaching us, our garbage is also our blessing. Pain and struggle lead us to seek more, to give more, and to reveal more. In fact, this is how most people take their first step onto the spiritual path.
The Zohar is not saying wallow in depression and feel sorry for yourself. That comes when we don't face our problems. But it is teaching us that when we confront our deepest fears and negative beliefs and behaviors, we uncover the spark of Light hiding beneath the harsh exterior of the circumstance. Kabbalists refer to it as revealing the concealed.
The longer we look at ourselves in the mirror, the faster our ugliness becomes beautiful.
It reminds me of a story my mother (and teacher) Karen Berg tells. It is of a man sitting in a field enjoying the sun when suddenly he is bitten on the hand by a lizard. As his hand starts to throb with pain, he walks to a nearby river and sticks his hand in to soak it. While sitting there, he notices a man drowning. He dives in, grabs hold of the man, and pulls him to shore.
"Thank you. You saved my life!" the man exclaims. "You should thank the lizard that bit my hand," the bitten man replied.
Many times chaos/challenges occur, and we should see them as opportunities to express the Light. So when we help others and they thank us, we can think, "Don't thank me. Thank the Light that I was allowed to reveal."
A problem is only a problem because we think it is. It's all how we look at it. This week we can see the blessing our pain is presenting us. We only need the courage to look.
All the best,
Yehuda
Buddy, I can relate to this. I remember going to bed right after we all hug and wish each other a happy New Year, that I was thinking why do things like this happens to me. I was not feeling sorry for myself but I was thinking in the last year and how I dragged people that I love into my drama. I took a resolution not to allow drama like this come again into my life. But I read this message from you and I remember this dear friend who left me a message on Friday in which he told me that it was not the best week of his life last week,
I remember leaving a message in his cell phone trying to encourage him to keep going and to look at every thing that come his way as a blessing. I know it is pretentious of me to compare his problems to mine. But what do we gain by feeling misarable instead of take responsibility for our life and feel more inpowered to change things around in our life.
Buddy, this is me thanking you for the good and the bad. I guess there is a lot of people out there not willing to keep going with me since I bring more misery than happiness. Love has always been a driving force for me. I apoligized to every one that I brought more misery than pleasure. It was not my intetions. It was love what I always wanted to give. Then again, I have noticed a problem with perception when it comes to me and me interactive with others. I promised to work on this and other of my short comings. Then again, I always tell people that I am a work in progress. Feed back is welcome, I do accept even the one that is given with resement and anger. Because it takes 2 to tango and the sooner I take my reponsibility the faster I will able to change things around or improove for the better.
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