The authentic you
Life's most beautiful and fulfilling moments are the most sincere and authentic ones. When you are being yourself, that is when you are at your best.
Why do you so quickly latch on to someone else's idea of success, while at the same time ignoring your own authentic dreams? Why do you so easily dismiss your own instincts and intuitions?
Others may claim to be experts in this field or that. Remember, though, that you are the expert when it comes to your own life.
Listen to the longings of your heart. Pay attention to that little voice inside of you.
For that voice knows you well. It knows what you can accomplish, what brings you joy, and what things you most highly value.
When something feels right, that's a reliable sign that it is. Choose to live each moment as the authentic person you are, and from those moments you will create much real and lasting richness.
-- Ralph Marston
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Jan 31, 2007 - The Universe
Talk about two ships silently passing in the night...
Romulo, even your own path crossing with a complete stranger, on a sidewalk, down the hall, or at Starbucks, on this holiest of adventures, amongst the billions now alive and the zillions who could have been, means so much more than most can even comprehend. Suffice it to say, however, that in such moments, these fellow adventurers are closer to you than a brother or a sister, no matter who they are.
You are the "King" of the world - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
You were talking about ships, right, Romulo?
Buddy, it took me a while to answer to you but you are touching a subject that is complex as well as sensitive.
I will say complex becuase in time and space all is relative to something. I came to the realization that every relationship is a test on how I am realating to other people. I do not regret any longger when a relationship fails or for some reason or other it stops. I try always to see what that relationship brought to my life in terms for learning experiences. If for some reason, it does not work any more and we stop communication or relationship does not go any furthere. It would only means that we learned what we were supposed to and went on with our life.
It is true when I said I learned more about myself through the interaction with others. I have also learned that most of the time when I learned something important through the eyes of one person. Some how something I end p taking a stand and the relationship stops. I have noticed that when I started praising what significants the presences of this other person in my live means, I turned to elevate him or her to a place where idols are kept. Somehow that is when things start going wrong and we stop going forward with the relationship. I am specualting that the reasons for this might be the level of expectaions that my comments might be bring to the other person which has as direct result the obligation to accept me despit the fact that is clear that my behaviour is not of the other person liking.
Buddy, the only thing I can tell you is that I learning some how to accept this. My decision to stay away is clear because is based on the fact that the other person can not stand me at times. I do not feel anger, I do not feel rejected or hurt. I learned to see this kind of situation for what it is a learning exprience. Therefore, I will not hurt back when the situation of ending the relationship turns to a situation in which is clear the abuse. Come to think of it, it has happened before. In those situations, I learned to thanks you for putting this people in my path and I always make references to what I learned from them and sherist that always.
So now you know, I was not talking about ships. I was talking to the many angels you have put in my path for which I thank them for their contribution to my life. In some case, it might be then the ones who do not accept me and in others is me the one who can not accept them. But with me not accepting them, it does not mean I want them to change for me. On the contrary, everyone should be happy and proud of who they are. I just do not share the same value system or see my reality in the same way.
I know, it is an act of love to tell who vitimizes us what he or she have done to us. But in my case, I am expecting them to analyze things the way I am doing now. It should be easy, I do not see why some one would not do it. Just the fact tthat I did not fight back should be a reason. I am not mad and that is not my reason for my distance or why I decided to stay in here in case someone wanted to communicate with me. I know I was not accepted and in this particular case my praising delayed the inavetable. I do apologize for it because now I see how much pressure that must have been for someone delayed stop talking to me for so long.
Remember in time and space all is relative to something we already have experience. If we do not see relationship as the opportunity to learn how we relate to others and see the ending of a relationship from the otherside, how the other person relates to us. We are just experiencing only half of what we are supposed to.
I do end this buddy with what I told my dear friend Mark when he called to say good bye "I thanked you for crossing path with me. Your presences in my life had a significant conrtibution to it. I know we will meet again. This is not a good bye." Somehow after I talked to him. I felt I did not do enough for a this good friend. He gave me Tuesdays with Morris. That is how I felt that week until you gave me the wonderful present in which I got the chance to really express to him how much he meant to me. Thanks for those last weeks you gave us. Please tell him I love him and I would be always gratefull for him crossing path with me.
Romulo, even your own path crossing with a complete stranger, on a sidewalk, down the hall, or at Starbucks, on this holiest of adventures, amongst the billions now alive and the zillions who could have been, means so much more than most can even comprehend. Suffice it to say, however, that in such moments, these fellow adventurers are closer to you than a brother or a sister, no matter who they are.
You are the "King" of the world - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
You were talking about ships, right, Romulo?
Buddy, it took me a while to answer to you but you are touching a subject that is complex as well as sensitive.
I will say complex becuase in time and space all is relative to something. I came to the realization that every relationship is a test on how I am realating to other people. I do not regret any longger when a relationship fails or for some reason or other it stops. I try always to see what that relationship brought to my life in terms for learning experiences. If for some reason, it does not work any more and we stop communication or relationship does not go any furthere. It would only means that we learned what we were supposed to and went on with our life.
It is true when I said I learned more about myself through the interaction with others. I have also learned that most of the time when I learned something important through the eyes of one person. Some how something I end p taking a stand and the relationship stops. I have noticed that when I started praising what significants the presences of this other person in my live means, I turned to elevate him or her to a place where idols are kept. Somehow that is when things start going wrong and we stop going forward with the relationship. I am specualting that the reasons for this might be the level of expectaions that my comments might be bring to the other person which has as direct result the obligation to accept me despit the fact that is clear that my behaviour is not of the other person liking.
Buddy, the only thing I can tell you is that I learning some how to accept this. My decision to stay away is clear because is based on the fact that the other person can not stand me at times. I do not feel anger, I do not feel rejected or hurt. I learned to see this kind of situation for what it is a learning exprience. Therefore, I will not hurt back when the situation of ending the relationship turns to a situation in which is clear the abuse. Come to think of it, it has happened before. In those situations, I learned to thanks you for putting this people in my path and I always make references to what I learned from them and sherist that always.
So now you know, I was not talking about ships. I was talking to the many angels you have put in my path for which I thank them for their contribution to my life. In some case, it might be then the ones who do not accept me and in others is me the one who can not accept them. But with me not accepting them, it does not mean I want them to change for me. On the contrary, everyone should be happy and proud of who they are. I just do not share the same value system or see my reality in the same way.
I know, it is an act of love to tell who vitimizes us what he or she have done to us. But in my case, I am expecting them to analyze things the way I am doing now. It should be easy, I do not see why some one would not do it. Just the fact tthat I did not fight back should be a reason. I am not mad and that is not my reason for my distance or why I decided to stay in here in case someone wanted to communicate with me. I know I was not accepted and in this particular case my praising delayed the inavetable. I do apologize for it because now I see how much pressure that must have been for someone delayed stop talking to me for so long.
Remember in time and space all is relative to something we already have experience. If we do not see relationship as the opportunity to learn how we relate to others and see the ending of a relationship from the otherside, how the other person relates to us. We are just experiencing only half of what we are supposed to.
I do end this buddy with what I told my dear friend Mark when he called to say good bye "I thanked you for crossing path with me. Your presences in my life had a significant conrtibution to it. I know we will meet again. This is not a good bye." Somehow after I talked to him. I felt I did not do enough for a this good friend. He gave me Tuesdays with Morris. That is how I felt that week until you gave me the wonderful present in which I got the chance to really express to him how much he meant to me. Thanks for those last weeks you gave us. Please tell him I love him and I would be always gratefull for him crossing path with me.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
The Universe - Jan 30 2007
If you could live this life over, Romulo, would you still want there to be the same challenges?
Loaded question, huh?
Yeah, you cherry-picked each and every one. And you knew exactly what you were doing.
In awe of you - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Kind of like you were at Macy's, on rollerblades, Romulo.
Buddy, You know pretty well I would not have it any other way. That was our agreement, remember? So you are reminding me of the choices I have made, I can also remind you that I have risen to the ocasion and call into you for your commitment to assit me which you have always giving me with not condictions. So here I am giving you my thanks and gratitute for them.
Yes you know what was going on in my mind when I had my first smoke today. Thanks buddy, I needed it. Now we need to get going on the next assignment. I have to give you credit for what you have sent my way. Now I have expressed them and you what I want. The first that crosses the finish line, that is the one I will go for.
Loaded question, huh?
Yeah, you cherry-picked each and every one. And you knew exactly what you were doing.
In awe of you - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Kind of like you were at Macy's, on rollerblades, Romulo.
Buddy, You know pretty well I would not have it any other way. That was our agreement, remember? So you are reminding me of the choices I have made, I can also remind you that I have risen to the ocasion and call into you for your commitment to assit me which you have always giving me with not condictions. So here I am giving you my thanks and gratitute for them.
Yes you know what was going on in my mind when I had my first smoke today. Thanks buddy, I needed it. Now we need to get going on the next assignment. I have to give you credit for what you have sent my way. Now I have expressed them and you what I want. The first that crosses the finish line, that is the one I will go for.
Monday, January 29, 2007
Wicked Jan 29, 2007
Buddy, I forgot to give you thanks for your note last night. It was very clever of you to hide it in the fortunen cooki from the Chnise take out that my Carioca friend and I had last last night.
It was a very pleasent time we expend together. I told him many things and by now he has a view of the great schema of how I view my reality.
I have only told one person and that would be him why I included in at least two the movies I made last year the satalite picture of a hurricane approaching the coasts of Florida. Only, him who is taking time off can belive what that wonderful night we sexpend together talking and joking all night long represented to me. It was my last night after I came back to my home town after that horrible hurricane passed through. I remember I could not bare to see the distructions and how the life of people that I love was being affected. Nevertheless, I treasure that time together.
if you ever read this. I want you to know that I learned from you at least two important lessons you taught me by setting an perfect example for me to understand the idea:
1. That friend should not be put in a pedestal
2. How much aboundance there is in the Universe of every thing we need to make us happy. By you sharing half of what you owned that Friday night in Nov proved me that an act of love and compansion toward a friend it worst sharing the 80 Dollars that was all that you possesed under you name that week demostarted that there is more where that come from reason why you splited in half with me.
I saw that Saturday morning whe you were the first person I confesed my involvedment in a relationship that I was not to proud to admit because of how unconventional and the fact that I live in Miami and the other one in Denver with a stop in Dallas. I saw them how your eyes were capable to express pure unconditional love.
I love you and please make some little time to see me before you leave. I will understand if you are not up to the meeting. But I will love to tell you how important and valuable you crossing path in my life is to me. My buddy know that I asking him for you everytime and I am always making sure he/she is conspiring to assist you in all. You just have to have happy thoughts and ask for all. Love you Romulo
P.S. Buddy I am attcahing your message from last night in the form of a photo for all to see how you are constantly by myside providing me all I ask you for me. Thanks for such noble job.
Jan 29, 2007 - The Universe
Did you know, Romulo, that the average person looks 793.7% more attractive when they smile? Not to mention healthier, wiser, slimmer, richer, and cooler.
They do.
And smiles "become things" too - The Universe
Let's ROCK, Gorgeous!
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Add your saunter to the equation, Romulo... and you best be careful where you walk that puppy.
Yes buddy I know what you meant - They say so in the secret and this book that I read once "Many Life Many Masters"
I have set the power presentation that my aunt sent me as my screen server so that I will remember that. My affimation is that the ideal job or project where I can bring value to my clients and feel rewarded for a job well done is already mine and I thank you for delivering it to me.
They do.
And smiles "become things" too - The Universe
Let's ROCK, Gorgeous!
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Add your saunter to the equation, Romulo... and you best be careful where you walk that puppy.
Yes buddy I know what you meant - They say so in the secret and this book that I read once "Many Life Many Masters"
I have set the power presentation that my aunt sent me as my screen server so that I will remember that. My affimation is that the ideal job or project where I can bring value to my clients and feel rewarded for a job well done is already mine and I thank you for delivering it to me.
Friday, January 26, 2007
The Universe - Jan 26, 2007
How could it be difficult, challenging or hard, Romulo, when so many others have done it?
You know, anything. For instance, to partners that will work with meas partners.
Don't you love good news? The Universe
"I am profoundly imbued with a sense of awakening because of your veil lifting. I was lost, but now I am found!"
Lost in Space - A Modern Classic!
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © http://rs6.net/tn.jsp?t=97x868bab.0.xppao9n6.etmmrsn6.81883&ts=S0228&p=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tut.com ®
Of course, Romulo, they probably didn't think it was difficult, challenging or hard.
Buddy, that is the same thing I was telling him when he called to say good bye. I know he got the message because of the way that thanks sounded to me. But there was a lesson in there for me to. I am glad that you conspired in assisting us to see each other lesson.
I can say from my point of view that it was what I needed to feel back again the same Romulo in my own town. I was able to look back at the one lesson that started it all and realize there was not reason and I am glad I have not had signs of the resentment I used to hold for what he was or represented in my life. But in reality he was the lesson that started me in this Jurney that I found myself. I m who I am now because of it. Then I was able to relate to a lesson that just happened recently and I was still gling around in circle looking for what I fail to learn or apply from previous one. Prasising somaone and raised to the highest place that one can erroneusly created for a fellow human being, force the other party building in this way resement.
I fail this time just like he failed with the one who called me, by forcing him into an space that he does not feel welcome.
I am glad how we left thing things. We the promice of me teaching him how to ski in Chile i think the parth of your message when you are talking about a partner. You were think of him and me sharing the incredible rush that is to come down a slope at incrdible speed and feel the win in your face as you can here you skies cutting into the ice like a pair of ice sculture utincels or tools.
Thanks buddy for checking on me and be near in case I need you.
You know, anything. For instance, to partners that will work with meas partners.
Don't you love good news? The Universe
"I am profoundly imbued with a sense of awakening because of your veil lifting. I was lost, but now I am found!"
Lost in Space - A Modern Classic!
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © http://rs6.net/tn.jsp?t=97x868bab.0.xppao9n6.etmmrsn6.81883&ts=S0228&p=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tut.com ®
Of course, Romulo, they probably didn't think it was difficult, challenging or hard.
Buddy, that is the same thing I was telling him when he called to say good bye. I know he got the message because of the way that thanks sounded to me. But there was a lesson in there for me to. I am glad that you conspired in assisting us to see each other lesson.
I can say from my point of view that it was what I needed to feel back again the same Romulo in my own town. I was able to look back at the one lesson that started it all and realize there was not reason and I am glad I have not had signs of the resentment I used to hold for what he was or represented in my life. But in reality he was the lesson that started me in this Jurney that I found myself. I m who I am now because of it. Then I was able to relate to a lesson that just happened recently and I was still gling around in circle looking for what I fail to learn or apply from previous one. Prasising somaone and raised to the highest place that one can erroneusly created for a fellow human being, force the other party building in this way resement.
I fail this time just like he failed with the one who called me, by forcing him into an space that he does not feel welcome.
I am glad how we left thing things. We the promice of me teaching him how to ski in Chile i think the parth of your message when you are talking about a partner. You were think of him and me sharing the incredible rush that is to come down a slope at incrdible speed and feel the win in your face as you can here you skies cutting into the ice like a pair of ice sculture utincels or tools.
Thanks buddy for checking on me and be near in case I need you.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
The Universe - Jan 25, 2007
Permission, Romulo, is what you give yourself.
I give you everything else.
The Universe
And there's no need to dally, Romulo... your chariot awaits. Chariots, actually, your assistant here insisted you'd want one for every day of the week... Assistants, actually.
Buddy, I still rememeber what you wrote yesterday and how I have been feeling about my whole reality since I am back home. I told you them that I still believe in miracle. This one for one is the most important daily miracle that keeps recurring every day. To be able to have a direct and clear communication with you.
Now, the miracle that materialize last night when I called him back after he call me to say good bye is one that has major precedent in my life at this moment.
I know some who you were able to understan my message. By saying thank you at the end and me answering the way I did, speachless. It is a proof that you were able to make things out of the crazy things I say most of the time and for which people has been very open to express their dislike of me being that way. Most of them have expressed in ways of how much they dislike that in me that have accused me of doing it to hurt or anoying fellow human beings.
I was clear and frmed in PT when I told a dear friend that the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort on otheres. I even used my skli buddies as an example on how they are able to accept me after a week of having me 24x7. I can recall that time when they could not say good bye to me in Houston on this last time when Milton kept calling me to check on me. I am glad that dear friend has seemed the whole issue from this point of view and now he is a major player in helping grow in all aspect of my life.
But talking to you last night brought back memories of events that you did not or were not clear to you since you were so young. I sort of felt bad that you might have noticed a little resentment when I wastelling you that for the little love he was willing to give me I sacrify myself to the pointof putting my life in danger and he showin not sign of concern on his part. probably is that though that a father should lovehis son uncondictional and the song do as well toward the father. But in reality, I can see things more clear now since we talked. I acknowledge why I was not able to fullfill my part in my last trip to Venezuela.
He is my fathe for a reason. Like I told you those event in my life very crucial and impirtnat in molding the person that I am now. I was honest when I told you that I look back with nostalgy. They were hard years but I look at all I have beacsue of them and the things I experienced that make me keep them close to my heart.
But in reality I shouold not have and I do npt have for that matter resement to him since he is my father because that was the only way I could experienced those years. I might sound with resement at times but it is for me lacking acceptance that I was probably his lesson and that he did not assimilated at this time since I see the same things I wet through reapeating with you and him. But not accepting that fact in him does not justify me having any resement.
You see he was my lesson then and I strted this jurney where I find myself. Neverthless, so far in this jurney, I have been guilty of not beong able to pratice what I laerned back them. I still begging for the little love that some how I force an individual to give me by me showering him or her with praises and at times sacrifying myself. All beacsue clearly I want to be accepted at all cost. This put a lot of presure on the other party since they found themselve kind of obligated to accept me because of my behaviour when is clear that they dislike some of my behaviour when I am being me. This build resement of course and at some point they exploit like in this case of this 2 comments that I have in my blog which are not public because I respect they were written to me and not to you. But in i you can tell that for some time this person was not happy having around and thought at times to stop talking to me.
It is funny. I remember now that I said good bye in both occasion with the same prhase and thought "I need to go home to work in putting my life back together and look within me to see what is that I am doing that I keep having the same experience repeating over and over again. I was not angry even thought that is how I was approached in both times "are you still mad" Being mad was the least thing to cross my mind. This friend in PT can testify to the fact that I have a third for knoweldge so big that is more about learning than being mad.
In Both case I have to thank them for the contribution to my life and helping model the person that I am now and would be in the future by being my lesson. Since we live in the dimesnion where all is relative to soemthing else. I can only say that I might have been their lesson too. And I better respect the fact that they my have fail to learn it with me and keep on engaging on same behaviour, reason why you end up in Noth Caroline a few days back. I would be a hypocrate if I do not practice acceptance. By it is clear that being just me, intense, complex, loud, egocentry and so many more I have been told in the past is not accpetable reason why we should acknowledge that we come into each other life for a reason now we should probably depart since keep trying goes against our own nature.
I am glad the way you and I said good bye. You said thanks which now I know is beacuse you got the message. And me telling you to get read to go skiing with me this summer in Chile. So be ready for that trip 2nd week of July to 3rd week of Aug. I will teach you how to ski. You will see that in now time we will be raising each other down hill just like I dod with my ski buddies. So be ready for a week of skiing and anything else you want to do in Chile.
Love you both - Buddy for the anoucing that a miracle was coming and you for its deliverances.
I am home again - below is the link to my first production on this year which is the signal that I am coming back. I recomend you dowload it to PC instead of running it from site.
http://200612.analyticsdoneright.com/index_files/Lost_in_Space.pps
I give you everything else.
The Universe
And there's no need to dally, Romulo... your chariot awaits. Chariots, actually, your assistant here insisted you'd want one for every day of the week... Assistants, actually.
Buddy, I still rememeber what you wrote yesterday and how I have been feeling about my whole reality since I am back home. I told you them that I still believe in miracle. This one for one is the most important daily miracle that keeps recurring every day. To be able to have a direct and clear communication with you.
Now, the miracle that materialize last night when I called him back after he call me to say good bye is one that has major precedent in my life at this moment.
I know some who you were able to understan my message. By saying thank you at the end and me answering the way I did, speachless. It is a proof that you were able to make things out of the crazy things I say most of the time and for which people has been very open to express their dislike of me being that way. Most of them have expressed in ways of how much they dislike that in me that have accused me of doing it to hurt or anoying fellow human beings.
I was clear and frmed in PT when I told a dear friend that the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort on otheres. I even used my skli buddies as an example on how they are able to accept me after a week of having me 24x7. I can recall that time when they could not say good bye to me in Houston on this last time when Milton kept calling me to check on me. I am glad that dear friend has seemed the whole issue from this point of view and now he is a major player in helping grow in all aspect of my life.
But talking to you last night brought back memories of events that you did not or were not clear to you since you were so young. I sort of felt bad that you might have noticed a little resentment when I wastelling you that for the little love he was willing to give me I sacrify myself to the pointof putting my life in danger and he showin not sign of concern on his part. probably is that though that a father should lovehis son uncondictional and the song do as well toward the father. But in reality, I can see things more clear now since we talked. I acknowledge why I was not able to fullfill my part in my last trip to Venezuela.
He is my fathe for a reason. Like I told you those event in my life very crucial and impirtnat in molding the person that I am now. I was honest when I told you that I look back with nostalgy. They were hard years but I look at all I have beacsue of them and the things I experienced that make me keep them close to my heart.
But in reality I shouold not have and I do npt have for that matter resement to him since he is my father because that was the only way I could experienced those years. I might sound with resement at times but it is for me lacking acceptance that I was probably his lesson and that he did not assimilated at this time since I see the same things I wet through reapeating with you and him. But not accepting that fact in him does not justify me having any resement.
You see he was my lesson then and I strted this jurney where I find myself. Neverthless, so far in this jurney, I have been guilty of not beong able to pratice what I laerned back them. I still begging for the little love that some how I force an individual to give me by me showering him or her with praises and at times sacrifying myself. All beacsue clearly I want to be accepted at all cost. This put a lot of presure on the other party since they found themselve kind of obligated to accept me because of my behaviour when is clear that they dislike some of my behaviour when I am being me. This build resement of course and at some point they exploit like in this case of this 2 comments that I have in my blog which are not public because I respect they were written to me and not to you. But in i you can tell that for some time this person was not happy having around and thought at times to stop talking to me.
It is funny. I remember now that I said good bye in both occasion with the same prhase and thought "I need to go home to work in putting my life back together and look within me to see what is that I am doing that I keep having the same experience repeating over and over again. I was not angry even thought that is how I was approached in both times "are you still mad" Being mad was the least thing to cross my mind. This friend in PT can testify to the fact that I have a third for knoweldge so big that is more about learning than being mad.
In Both case I have to thank them for the contribution to my life and helping model the person that I am now and would be in the future by being my lesson. Since we live in the dimesnion where all is relative to soemthing else. I can only say that I might have been their lesson too. And I better respect the fact that they my have fail to learn it with me and keep on engaging on same behaviour, reason why you end up in Noth Caroline a few days back. I would be a hypocrate if I do not practice acceptance. By it is clear that being just me, intense, complex, loud, egocentry and so many more I have been told in the past is not accpetable reason why we should acknowledge that we come into each other life for a reason now we should probably depart since keep trying goes against our own nature.
I am glad the way you and I said good bye. You said thanks which now I know is beacuse you got the message. And me telling you to get read to go skiing with me this summer in Chile. So be ready for that trip 2nd week of July to 3rd week of Aug. I will teach you how to ski. You will see that in now time we will be raising each other down hill just like I dod with my ski buddies. So be ready for a week of skiing and anything else you want to do in Chile.
Love you both - Buddy for the anoucing that a miracle was coming and you for its deliverances.
I am home again - below is the link to my first production on this year which is the signal that I am coming back. I recomend you dowload it to PC instead of running it from site.
http://200612.analyticsdoneright.com/index_files/Lost_in_Space.pps
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
The Universe - Jan 24, 2007
You really don't have to try so hard, Romulo. That's why there's magic and miracles. Remember? Tallyho, The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® You do expect them, Romulo, right? Everyday, all the time, indoors and out?
You bet buddy, I believe in magic and miracles happening every day. This dialog that you and I have been having for a while is proof of it. I will follow your advice and not to try to hard. I just felt like out of place in my own town and like things were not moving.
Thanks for your advice and being there for me - Also thanks Rick for crossing path with me and giving me my Milton. I knew I could not go a whole year without seem my ski buddies, reason why I cross the country to meet them in Aspen.
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® You do expect them, Romulo, right? Everyday, all the time, indoors and out?
You bet buddy, I believe in magic and miracles happening every day. This dialog that you and I have been having for a while is proof of it. I will follow your advice and not to try to hard. I just felt like out of place in my own town and like things were not moving.
Thanks for your advice and being there for me - Also thanks Rick for crossing path with me and giving me my Milton. I knew I could not go a whole year without seem my ski buddies, reason why I cross the country to meet them in Aspen.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Thye Universe - Jan 23, 2007
OK, can you keep a secret, Romulo? Let me tell you what happens... There'll be trumpets, fanfare, and parades. Happy tears, giggles, and hugs. Shrieks of joy, fits of laughter, and reunions with best friends. There will be quiet, reflection, and revelations. Ah-ha's! No-way's! And, of course, You-have-to-be-kidding's!Eventually followed by a deep, often surprising, longing for what will by then be viewed as the dream-life you led. You could plot it on a chart. The point, Romulo, of course, is that you are now living that dream-life.
The Universe
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Happily, Romulo, the longing is typically followed by more reunions, Cheetos, and whatever else your heart desires.
Buddy, some how I feel like I am in a stay of inertia. I recognize that is al my doing but I do not think I have made any progress in the first weeks of this year. Home does not feel like home, yet. My friends even feel the same way, like I have not been here.
A thought has come a few time in which I think that this might be the end of it for me. Just like that beautiful soul did in Mexico City more than 3 years ago.
I came back from last trip with practically not strength on my left hand. Could it be than I am having some sort of neural problem for loossing the strength on this particular side of my body? Maybe which I think it might be the reason, it is the stroing antibiotics I am taking? Planning to see Dr today about it.
But whatever it is that might be coming my way, you know I will always look at the positive side. Just make thing to move because thi stay of not moving it is not me what so ever
The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Happily, Romulo, the longing is typically followed by more reunions, Cheetos, and whatever else your heart desires.
Buddy, some how I feel like I am in a stay of inertia. I recognize that is al my doing but I do not think I have made any progress in the first weeks of this year. Home does not feel like home, yet. My friends even feel the same way, like I have not been here.
A thought has come a few time in which I think that this might be the end of it for me. Just like that beautiful soul did in Mexico City more than 3 years ago.
I came back from last trip with practically not strength on my left hand. Could it be than I am having some sort of neural problem for loossing the strength on this particular side of my body? Maybe which I think it might be the reason, it is the stroing antibiotics I am taking? Planning to see Dr today about it.
But whatever it is that might be coming my way, you know I will always look at the positive side. Just make thing to move because thi stay of not moving it is not me what so ever
Monday, January 22, 2007
The Universe - Jan 22, 2007
Would you believe, Romulo, that there is nothing about your life today, not even what hurts, that you won't eventually appreciate, with happy tears running down your face?
Nothing.
Chokes me up just thinking about it - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Romulo, your life is so rich right now.
Buddy, I can relate to what you are saying. Even in the worst time in my life, I have learned to appreciate those moment since I am living in a world where time and space is relative. Without them, I could not know or appreciate the happy moments.
I am just gladd to be home where is warm. I am a little sad to learn that a good friend died last Friday and that ayoung guy about my age who I met superficially died over the weekend. Both of a heart attack. I looked at death differently when I learned of the death of my dear friend Marc. But it was the presents of realness in my life and the love that he gave me uncondictionally that I missed. I know we will meet again. But I could not help to be sad for my dear friend Milton for his lost and this other guy who was practically my age.
I am not afraid of death. It is the surprise of the news and feeling sad for my dear friend who is always trying to make all of us happy when we ski together.
Yes I know my life is rich and that is what all the other where telling Milton about his friend. That he always try to gave him a rich life so he could not feel like he missed living one of the fullest life I known.
Thanks buddy - it is good to be home.
Nothing.
Chokes me up just thinking about it - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Romulo, your life is so rich right now.
Buddy, I can relate to what you are saying. Even in the worst time in my life, I have learned to appreciate those moment since I am living in a world where time and space is relative. Without them, I could not know or appreciate the happy moments.
I am just gladd to be home where is warm. I am a little sad to learn that a good friend died last Friday and that ayoung guy about my age who I met superficially died over the weekend. Both of a heart attack. I looked at death differently when I learned of the death of my dear friend Marc. But it was the presents of realness in my life and the love that he gave me uncondictionally that I missed. I know we will meet again. But I could not help to be sad for my dear friend Milton for his lost and this other guy who was practically my age.
I am not afraid of death. It is the surprise of the news and feeling sad for my dear friend who is always trying to make all of us happy when we ski together.
Yes I know my life is rich and that is what all the other where telling Milton about his friend. That he always try to gave him a rich life so he could not feel like he missed living one of the fullest life I known.
Thanks buddy - it is good to be home.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
The Universe - Jan 18, 2007
Do you know what most people wish for, Romulo, when it comes to improving their own life?
More stuff. Especially abundance.Because they think having more stuff will contribute to their overall happiness.
But do you know what most people wish for when it comes to the lives of the ones they most love and cherish?Happiness, peace, creative work, fulfilling relationships.
Because they understand that once these things are in order, stuff, especially abundance, will automatically take care of itself.
One of these two things doesn't belong with the other... The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Oh, Romulo, you should see your face right now. Absolutely precious.
Buddy, I have never had this explain this way. You are absolutly right. But why the inconsistent when it comes to wishing for ourselves and the the ones we loved. I guess it is because we do not get it yet, like you said in your message.
Your message today no only has lots of wisdom but the power to lift any one's spirit. I hope people will get the same thing I am getting from it. Thanks buddy.
More stuff. Especially abundance.Because they think having more stuff will contribute to their overall happiness.
But do you know what most people wish for when it comes to the lives of the ones they most love and cherish?Happiness, peace, creative work, fulfilling relationships.
Because they understand that once these things are in order, stuff, especially abundance, will automatically take care of itself.
One of these two things doesn't belong with the other... The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Oh, Romulo, you should see your face right now. Absolutely precious.
Buddy, I have never had this explain this way. You are absolutly right. But why the inconsistent when it comes to wishing for ourselves and the the ones we loved. I guess it is because we do not get it yet, like you said in your message.
Your message today no only has lots of wisdom but the power to lift any one's spirit. I hope people will get the same thing I am getting from it. Thanks buddy.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Wicked Jan 16th 2007
Ok buddy, try to explain this to me. I could come here and try to be the other one who for more than a year thought about the role many time. But I did learn my lesson, I stood up and promise myself not to beg for the little bit of love at such high price I would have to pay for it. So I cross the country because when I talked to my Milton that night, I could not go another year not seem this incredible group of people.
Now this person came out of the blue and started hitting on me. I guess it was pride that made me agree to meet with this person. They were all going nuts for the look. I guess that was a bad start and reason why I end up going through what I went through.
I had a incredible time. Dinner and conversation were estimulating and enjoyable. But I could not possible call this person later tonight like I was asked. It is not the fact of playing the other one and when I made the commet with Denver. We were in agreement that at least in the case honesty and being true to oneself and others was at least observe. But being the other one when the one is young Mexican boy who is actually live on the building next to me, he is probably in this country looking for a better life and does not have his paper and he is working as waiter in SOBE and learning English.
He wants to come a visit this other person in L.A. but does not have the fund yet to afford the trip. I remember that night that my babe took me to Twilo for the first time because of my birthday. He approached me so happy to letting me know that he was my new neighbor. Now days he just say hello when we run into each other which made me ask this person if in any ways he learned of the physical atraction that encourage planning on meeting me tonight and not tell me all this until it was too late.
I see this kids and see some one innocent who want to have an illution. In my case, I might be looking for entratainment or some to conduct an estimulating conversation over dinner. It is not fair for me to measure myself up with this boy. Nor I would allow my ego to get on the way.
This other person not only can recall the last time I was being observed smoking in the balcony of my place in SOBE that weekend in which I was not only sick, but with a client that was using the possiblity of a law suite to force me to keep on flying to the Bay Area and on top of all run into my brother the next morning in MIA as I was going through security. He started to talk to me like 3 years since he last decided not to talk to me again did not remind me all that time that my family was the first one to teach me to beg for the little love someone might be willing to give me.
Then again buddy - this is me talking to you and asking you to help me keep the path that I have decided to travel since I first started to have fe in our relationship.
The Universe - Jan 16th 2007
Anger, Romulo, is a fabulous reminder that there are still a few things being misunderstood.
In all cases.
The Universe
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Same for impatience, despair, broken hearts, and wearing high-waters, Romulo.
Good that you are bringing this topic buddy. I can tell you that I have been in situation in which anyone else would have shown sign of anger. I remember that in one situation I was asked if I was still angry. I remember my answers as it was yesterday. I said that I have a lot of things in my mind. That I needed to go back home and work on me. I was not angry. I was hurt but most important I was admiting my responsibility. It takes two to tango. Relationships is how we relate to onether. We do no live in the world of absolute like you do. We live in the world of the relative. Time and space is in relationship with something we can relate to. So if someone had a problem with me, it would be naive even hypocrite to think that I have nothing to do with it.
So I look at the whole thing like a lesson I need to learn. Because in the relative world of time and space, I am responsible for my half of any relationship. I do not get angry. I get quiet. Maybe because I am hurt. But the main reason is because I am analyzing and going over the events so I can learn my lesson.
I know there is not the perfect relationship out there. But I do not get in relationship to abuse or make people angry with me or wanted to fight with me. I want my crossing through someone life to be a positive experience. the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort to any one.
This is me trying to help myslef and help someone who is actually crying infront of me. Thanks buddy.
In all cases.
The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Same for impatience, despair, broken hearts, and wearing high-waters, Romulo.
Good that you are bringing this topic buddy. I can tell you that I have been in situation in which anyone else would have shown sign of anger. I remember that in one situation I was asked if I was still angry. I remember my answers as it was yesterday. I said that I have a lot of things in my mind. That I needed to go back home and work on me. I was not angry. I was hurt but most important I was admiting my responsibility. It takes two to tango. Relationships is how we relate to onether. We do no live in the world of absolute like you do. We live in the world of the relative. Time and space is in relationship with something we can relate to. So if someone had a problem with me, it would be naive even hypocrite to think that I have nothing to do with it.
So I look at the whole thing like a lesson I need to learn. Because in the relative world of time and space, I am responsible for my half of any relationship. I do not get angry. I get quiet. Maybe because I am hurt. But the main reason is because I am analyzing and going over the events so I can learn my lesson.
I know there is not the perfect relationship out there. But I do not get in relationship to abuse or make people angry with me or wanted to fight with me. I want my crossing through someone life to be a positive experience. the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort to any one.
This is me trying to help myslef and help someone who is actually crying infront of me. Thanks buddy.
Monday, January 15, 2007
The Zohar - Jan 15th 2007
Look in the Mirror
The Zohar says the best years of Jacob's life were those spent living in exile in Egypt for 17 years.
The name of Egypt in Hebrew is mitzrayim. It also means narrow or problem. The Zohar is teaching us that Jacob was most alive when he was facing his problems and his garbage head on.
Our tendency is to want to get rid of problems, to solve them on the spot. But as Jacob is teaching us, our garbage is also our blessing. Pain and struggle lead us to seek more, to give more, and to reveal more. In fact, this is how most people take their first step onto the spiritual path.
The Zohar is not saying wallow in depression and feel sorry for yourself. That comes when we don't face our problems. But it is teaching us that when we confront our deepest fears and negative beliefs and behaviors, we uncover the spark of Light hiding beneath the harsh exterior of the circumstance. Kabbalists refer to it as revealing the concealed.
The longer we look at ourselves in the mirror, the faster our ugliness becomes beautiful.
It reminds me of a story my mother (and teacher) Karen Berg tells. It is of a man sitting in a field enjoying the sun when suddenly he is bitten on the hand by a lizard. As his hand starts to throb with pain, he walks to a nearby river and sticks his hand in to soak it. While sitting there, he notices a man drowning. He dives in, grabs hold of the man, and pulls him to shore.
"Thank you. You saved my life!" the man exclaims. "You should thank the lizard that bit my hand," the bitten man replied.
Many times chaos/challenges occur, and we should see them as opportunities to express the Light. So when we help others and they thank us, we can think, "Don't thank me. Thank the Light that I was allowed to reveal."
A problem is only a problem because we think it is. It's all how we look at it. This week we can see the blessing our pain is presenting us. We only need the courage to look.
All the best,
Yehuda
Buddy, I can relate to this. I remember going to bed right after we all hug and wish each other a happy New Year, that I was thinking why do things like this happens to me. I was not feeling sorry for myself but I was thinking in the last year and how I dragged people that I love into my drama. I took a resolution not to allow drama like this come again into my life. But I read this message from you and I remember this dear friend who left me a message on Friday in which he told me that it was not the best week of his life last week,
I remember leaving a message in his cell phone trying to encourage him to keep going and to look at every thing that come his way as a blessing. I know it is pretentious of me to compare his problems to mine. But what do we gain by feeling misarable instead of take responsibility for our life and feel more inpowered to change things around in our life.
Buddy, this is me thanking you for the good and the bad. I guess there is a lot of people out there not willing to keep going with me since I bring more misery than happiness. Love has always been a driving force for me. I apoligized to every one that I brought more misery than pleasure. It was not my intetions. It was love what I always wanted to give. Then again, I have noticed a problem with perception when it comes to me and me interactive with others. I promised to work on this and other of my short comings. Then again, I always tell people that I am a work in progress. Feed back is welcome, I do accept even the one that is given with resement and anger. Because it takes 2 to tango and the sooner I take my reponsibility the faster I will able to change things around or improove for the better.
The Zohar says the best years of Jacob's life were those spent living in exile in Egypt for 17 years.
The name of Egypt in Hebrew is mitzrayim. It also means narrow or problem. The Zohar is teaching us that Jacob was most alive when he was facing his problems and his garbage head on.
Our tendency is to want to get rid of problems, to solve them on the spot. But as Jacob is teaching us, our garbage is also our blessing. Pain and struggle lead us to seek more, to give more, and to reveal more. In fact, this is how most people take their first step onto the spiritual path.
The Zohar is not saying wallow in depression and feel sorry for yourself. That comes when we don't face our problems. But it is teaching us that when we confront our deepest fears and negative beliefs and behaviors, we uncover the spark of Light hiding beneath the harsh exterior of the circumstance. Kabbalists refer to it as revealing the concealed.
The longer we look at ourselves in the mirror, the faster our ugliness becomes beautiful.
It reminds me of a story my mother (and teacher) Karen Berg tells. It is of a man sitting in a field enjoying the sun when suddenly he is bitten on the hand by a lizard. As his hand starts to throb with pain, he walks to a nearby river and sticks his hand in to soak it. While sitting there, he notices a man drowning. He dives in, grabs hold of the man, and pulls him to shore.
"Thank you. You saved my life!" the man exclaims. "You should thank the lizard that bit my hand," the bitten man replied.
Many times chaos/challenges occur, and we should see them as opportunities to express the Light. So when we help others and they thank us, we can think, "Don't thank me. Thank the Light that I was allowed to reveal."
A problem is only a problem because we think it is. It's all how we look at it. This week we can see the blessing our pain is presenting us. We only need the courage to look.
All the best,
Yehuda
Buddy, I can relate to this. I remember going to bed right after we all hug and wish each other a happy New Year, that I was thinking why do things like this happens to me. I was not feeling sorry for myself but I was thinking in the last year and how I dragged people that I love into my drama. I took a resolution not to allow drama like this come again into my life. But I read this message from you and I remember this dear friend who left me a message on Friday in which he told me that it was not the best week of his life last week,
I remember leaving a message in his cell phone trying to encourage him to keep going and to look at every thing that come his way as a blessing. I know it is pretentious of me to compare his problems to mine. But what do we gain by feeling misarable instead of take responsibility for our life and feel more inpowered to change things around in our life.
Buddy, this is me thanking you for the good and the bad. I guess there is a lot of people out there not willing to keep going with me since I bring more misery than happiness. Love has always been a driving force for me. I apoligized to every one that I brought more misery than pleasure. It was not my intetions. It was love what I always wanted to give. Then again, I have noticed a problem with perception when it comes to me and me interactive with others. I promised to work on this and other of my short comings. Then again, I always tell people that I am a work in progress. Feed back is welcome, I do accept even the one that is given with resement and anger. Because it takes 2 to tango and the sooner I take my reponsibility the faster I will able to change things around or improove for the better.
Seven Deadly Sins
I have to admit - Your home State is beautiful and I have never seem so much money and fashion on diplay - Now I know why they call it the play ground of the rich and famous -I think the name it is appropiate for this event - They still asking me what are my reasons to be here - I have to admit that I went against Dr advice and only few know of it - I could not resits not to see them this year.
Only a few people can stand to be with me for long period of time and this group is one of them.
The Universe - Jan 15th, 2007
It's no accident, Romulo, that when you look closely into the eyes of another, the very first thing you see, is yourself.
That when you hold their hand, you can feel your own warmth.
And that when you give of yourself, you give to yourself.
Because, quite simply, both you, and they, are me.
Let's get it started, un-huh - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Freaky, Romulo? Maybe. An accident? No.
Buddy, I remember the many times I have seem myself in someon's eyes. I can tell the the other way around has happened a few time.
Yes, I have also heard that we are all part of you. What I do not understand is why we are so different at times. I guess we are still learning from one another.
Thaks buddy
That when you hold their hand, you can feel your own warmth.
And that when you give of yourself, you give to yourself.
Because, quite simply, both you, and they, are me.
Let's get it started, un-huh - The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Freaky, Romulo? Maybe. An accident? No.
Buddy, I remember the many times I have seem myself in someon's eyes. I can tell the the other way around has happened a few time.
Yes, I have also heard that we are all part of you. What I do not understand is why we are so different at times. I guess we are still learning from one another.
Thaks buddy
Friday, January 12, 2007
Wicked Jan 12th 2007
To act as if you already know everything is to deny yourself
all the good things that are yet to be imagined and
discovered. Mystery gives life a depth and richness that you
would not want to be without.
It is true that I became a better counsultant when I was able to put in practice your message above from the motivational today. Actually, I was able to turn a negative situation in a positive opportunity when I discover that if I concentrate more in the lesson that was offered to me and th eopportunity for grow, the situation was more a welcome opportunity in my life.
I had a friend that once told me that he has never met someone so hungry for knowledge before metting me a few days ago. Knowledge is not a mean for control or gain a competitive advantage any more. Because I discover what is the worth of a good ideas if you are not able to share it and put it to good use.
I remember who this other friend and I used to dicuss strategies and ideas from work and our field of work. I went to her for every major challenge that Iwas going to face for her advice. Now I wonder what happen that we do not do that any more or when I offer a piece of information I find resitances . If I was able to see the value of your message and try to put it in practice in all aspects of my life. Why someone that I have in the highest of places gets so defensive when I suggets and idea like using the safe remove feature of Windows to remove external storage.
all the good things that are yet to be imagined and
discovered. Mystery gives life a depth and richness that you
would not want to be without.
It is true that I became a better counsultant when I was able to put in practice your message above from the motivational today. Actually, I was able to turn a negative situation in a positive opportunity when I discover that if I concentrate more in the lesson that was offered to me and th eopportunity for grow, the situation was more a welcome opportunity in my life.
I had a friend that once told me that he has never met someone so hungry for knowledge before metting me a few days ago. Knowledge is not a mean for control or gain a competitive advantage any more. Because I discover what is the worth of a good ideas if you are not able to share it and put it to good use.
I remember who this other friend and I used to dicuss strategies and ideas from work and our field of work. I went to her for every major challenge that Iwas going to face for her advice. Now I wonder what happen that we do not do that any more or when I offer a piece of information I find resitances . If I was able to see the value of your message and try to put it in practice in all aspects of my life. Why someone that I have in the highest of places gets so defensive when I suggets and idea like using the safe remove feature of Windows to remove external storage.
The Universe - Jan 12th 2007
Whoa! You mean we forgot to tell you about your 7th Supernatural power, Romulo?
Easy. You know what everyone else is thinking.
You really do. The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Well, actually, Romulo, everyone else knows what you're thinking, too. But maybe no one's told them yet.
You know buddy, I believe in what you are saying in this message. My comment that some how I had the feeling that she was going to come and look for me was taken like I I was acting out of malice. But all along was like I knew she was going to look for me here. Just like she felt the need to learn more how I was feeling. Even on the way to the airport, she asked me if I was mad. But being mad was far from what I was feeling then. Just like now, being mad is the last thing I could feel at this moment.
I hope she understand why I have to stay here for a while. I want to learn and I want to grow from the experience. It would do them some good if they finally get a chance to be more self center since I was a project that was putting to much expectations and presure on them. Now more than ever I acknowledge the damage I caused.
Easy. You know what everyone else is thinking.
You really do. The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Well, actually, Romulo, everyone else knows what you're thinking, too. But maybe no one's told them yet.
You know buddy, I believe in what you are saying in this message. My comment that some how I had the feeling that she was going to come and look for me was taken like I I was acting out of malice. But all along was like I knew she was going to look for me here. Just like she felt the need to learn more how I was feeling. Even on the way to the airport, she asked me if I was mad. But being mad was far from what I was feeling then. Just like now, being mad is the last thing I could feel at this moment.
I hope she understand why I have to stay here for a while. I want to learn and I want to grow from the experience. It would do them some good if they finally get a chance to be more self center since I was a project that was putting to much expectations and presure on them. Now more than ever I acknowledge the damage I caused.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
The Universe - Jan 11, 2007
Do you know what people who amass wealth, friends, and laughter have in common with those who don't?
Very often, Romulo, both look around at their lives and say, "Yeah, this is who I am. It must have been meant to be."
Must be a trick of the light.
The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Rarely, Romulo, do they notice that their thoughts preceded their condition, because nothing is meant to be.
Buddy, I have to confense that reading your message leave me kind of the same place. In so many situation that I have been, when I look around and said this is who I am, I get a response of not being accepted some how.
It seems that I always come short whe is time to give a positive perseption of my presences. I always tell people that I learn more about myself through the yes of people who interact with me. I have been told that I am good taking critizim or feed back. Of course I will always take it like that specially if it is comming from a friend. Friends only want good things for you. This is how I always try to carry things from my end.
I rather stay here for a while. I am taking responsibility of the perception problem as well as to learn the lesson once and for all. I came home accepting responsibility but with many doubts in term of behaviour on the other side. I still have a few but at least now I acknowledge that it causes more harm to put so much expectations and so high up friends. I still remember the words of that good friend when he told me he did not want any of his friends to see him like a God. That he wanted a friend to be his eaqual. The way he communicated the message was so clear as well as the analogy used. It was very easy to accept it.
I can only said that right now I see that as the final sign that the lesson must be learned this time around. I hope you can and visit me here. Like I said here is where I talk to my buddy and do self analysis on events and situation that I go through which I always see them as a learning experience.
Outside from here I can not meet you just yet. Because I feel like the message I tried to communicate that night when I said for someone to seem me as a vain person only in stead of as a contradiction that I am, that person has known me only at superficial level and felt to look at signs that are so clear and easy to spot. That goes as well for that international project. I grew so much as person and spiritual being from that experience that just to think that the only thing I went through was the aftermath of that assigment is in significant compare to many things that contributed to such an amazing learning experience and I owned all to you.
As I was never angry, not even in the last 2 weeks. I am looking for my lesson and learning what I did wrong. I am observing and reading. I keep things to reading them in the near future because I know I will find things I miss the first time around because of emotions. Why feel hurt when you see the lesson another human being is learning and the contribution to his life this leasson is making. The situation turns to a positive experience.
Remember it helps more the other person if one does not hold anything back. So like I tell all the people I keep close to my heart: do not be a affraid to express how you are feeling or how you see yourself in relation to me. Because I use all this to learn and grow; therefore, I will always look at things from a positive angle.
I have in the side a video and some audio file. I have been falling sleep with the audio file just like I did the second time I was told I had what I have now. I have been selfcenter because I want to grow from this. I have to keep going to people to unload my drama. Beleive it or not, there was a time in my life in which I dependent only on myself to do that. I grew so much then.
So please do not take bad that I want to be selfcenter. This is a lesson that keeps coming to me because I do not finish learning it. If you want to know how I am doing, come and visit here. and write your thoughts. Because one thing I can asure you, you will be listen to. This is where I talk to him. This is a good place to be for now.
Very often, Romulo, both look around at their lives and say, "Yeah, this is who I am. It must have been meant to be."
Must be a trick of the light.
The Universe
Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®
Rarely, Romulo, do they notice that their thoughts preceded their condition, because nothing is meant to be.
Buddy, I have to confense that reading your message leave me kind of the same place. In so many situation that I have been, when I look around and said this is who I am, I get a response of not being accepted some how.
It seems that I always come short whe is time to give a positive perseption of my presences. I always tell people that I learn more about myself through the yes of people who interact with me. I have been told that I am good taking critizim or feed back. Of course I will always take it like that specially if it is comming from a friend. Friends only want good things for you. This is how I always try to carry things from my end.
I rather stay here for a while. I am taking responsibility of the perception problem as well as to learn the lesson once and for all. I came home accepting responsibility but with many doubts in term of behaviour on the other side. I still have a few but at least now I acknowledge that it causes more harm to put so much expectations and so high up friends. I still remember the words of that good friend when he told me he did not want any of his friends to see him like a God. That he wanted a friend to be his eaqual. The way he communicated the message was so clear as well as the analogy used. It was very easy to accept it.
I can only said that right now I see that as the final sign that the lesson must be learned this time around. I hope you can and visit me here. Like I said here is where I talk to my buddy and do self analysis on events and situation that I go through which I always see them as a learning experience.
Outside from here I can not meet you just yet. Because I feel like the message I tried to communicate that night when I said for someone to seem me as a vain person only in stead of as a contradiction that I am, that person has known me only at superficial level and felt to look at signs that are so clear and easy to spot. That goes as well for that international project. I grew so much as person and spiritual being from that experience that just to think that the only thing I went through was the aftermath of that assigment is in significant compare to many things that contributed to such an amazing learning experience and I owned all to you.
As I was never angry, not even in the last 2 weeks. I am looking for my lesson and learning what I did wrong. I am observing and reading. I keep things to reading them in the near future because I know I will find things I miss the first time around because of emotions. Why feel hurt when you see the lesson another human being is learning and the contribution to his life this leasson is making. The situation turns to a positive experience.
Remember it helps more the other person if one does not hold anything back. So like I tell all the people I keep close to my heart: do not be a affraid to express how you are feeling or how you see yourself in relation to me. Because I use all this to learn and grow; therefore, I will always look at things from a positive angle.
I have in the side a video and some audio file. I have been falling sleep with the audio file just like I did the second time I was told I had what I have now. I have been selfcenter because I want to grow from this. I have to keep going to people to unload my drama. Beleive it or not, there was a time in my life in which I dependent only on myself to do that. I grew so much then.
So please do not take bad that I want to be selfcenter. This is a lesson that keeps coming to me because I do not finish learning it. If you want to know how I am doing, come and visit here. and write your thoughts. Because one thing I can asure you, you will be listen to. This is where I talk to him. This is a good place to be for now.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
The Universe - Jan 10, 2007
THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Learn to love
+++++++++++++++++++
Learn to love the challenges, and you will grow stronger.
Learn to love putting forth effort, and you'll find yourself
becoming more capable and effective.
Learn to love making a positive contribution, and your life
will grow richer. Learn to love being around people who are
different than you, and you'll gain many valuable new
perspectives.
Learn to love discovering what you do not know, and your
knowledge will greatly expand. Learn to love truly
listening, and your wisdom will increase.
Learn to love giving, and your life will be blessed. Learn
to love being thankful, and you'll know real abundance.
Learn to love the ordinary moments, and you'll find each day
filled with warm golden treasures. Learn to love simply
being, and you'll rise to a whole new level of awareness.
Learn to love something about each day, and your days will
bring rich fulfillment. Learn to love, and you'll know how
to live.
Ralph Marston
Buddy, I think your message through the motivational is more powerful than the one from your email.
I do agree with what you said in your email. But the things you wrote about in motivational are things that I started implementing a few years back and I can honestly say that my life has turn for the better since I started this jurney.
I call it jurney because I also agree with th quote for today:
'The world of knowledge takes a crazy turn When teachers themselves are taught to learn.'
Bertolt Brecht - Doq895:10
It would be fullish of me to pretend that I have master all the good points that you mention in motivationa. Believe me, my friend who met me here a few days back would have a strong opinion with the one regarding listing. I wish she meets me here again. I beleive I have done a great deal of damage to her by putting her in a pedastal and force her to become first my father, my sister, my brother and my Mon. No wonder she has so much resement. The expectations are too much and her good spirit to always be there for a friend in need has contribute for me to abuse a beautiful relationship that a sherist so much.
I will not answer you last email. Because I can see clearly all the damage has done to you in it. I know you love me. I also know that you know I love you and sherist your present in my life as well as the people you have brought into it which have became my people. But it is not fair that I take from you, your chance to enjoy your life with the wonderful human being that you have chosen to be your partner and let you worry so much about me. Any one can tell you that if I put you high up there is because I consider you one of the smarest person I have ever met in my life who I started to come for advice and through the time force her to be my whole family.
If someone I have listened to in the last 10 years, that person would be you. Meet me her for a while. Read my thoughts and what I think the Universe is telling me. But do not try to make any sense of it from my point of view. But think what he or she is telling in stead that might applied to you. My two guys has both sent me email as soon as they were able to connect to check on me. See now I have 2 brothers who I would try as much as possible not to become a cross for them to bare. So please easy on the load that I have put in your shoulders and be more self center than to worry more for this cross. You are a beautiful soul and you should put yourself first and your happiness. I know your love is there which has kept me going through all this years. My love has grown stronger reason why I want you to meet me here for a while.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Learn to love
+++++++++++++++++++
Learn to love the challenges, and you will grow stronger.
Learn to love putting forth effort, and you'll find yourself
becoming more capable and effective.
Learn to love making a positive contribution, and your life
will grow richer. Learn to love being around people who are
different than you, and you'll gain many valuable new
perspectives.
Learn to love discovering what you do not know, and your
knowledge will greatly expand. Learn to love truly
listening, and your wisdom will increase.
Learn to love giving, and your life will be blessed. Learn
to love being thankful, and you'll know real abundance.
Learn to love the ordinary moments, and you'll find each day
filled with warm golden treasures. Learn to love simply
being, and you'll rise to a whole new level of awareness.
Learn to love something about each day, and your days will
bring rich fulfillment. Learn to love, and you'll know how
to live.
Ralph Marston
Buddy, I think your message through the motivational is more powerful than the one from your email.
I do agree with what you said in your email. But the things you wrote about in motivational are things that I started implementing a few years back and I can honestly say that my life has turn for the better since I started this jurney.
I call it jurney because I also agree with th quote for today:
'The world of knowledge takes a crazy turn When teachers themselves are taught to learn.'
Bertolt Brecht - Doq895:10
It would be fullish of me to pretend that I have master all the good points that you mention in motivationa. Believe me, my friend who met me here a few days back would have a strong opinion with the one regarding listing. I wish she meets me here again. I beleive I have done a great deal of damage to her by putting her in a pedastal and force her to become first my father, my sister, my brother and my Mon. No wonder she has so much resement. The expectations are too much and her good spirit to always be there for a friend in need has contribute for me to abuse a beautiful relationship that a sherist so much.
I will not answer you last email. Because I can see clearly all the damage has done to you in it. I know you love me. I also know that you know I love you and sherist your present in my life as well as the people you have brought into it which have became my people. But it is not fair that I take from you, your chance to enjoy your life with the wonderful human being that you have chosen to be your partner and let you worry so much about me. Any one can tell you that if I put you high up there is because I consider you one of the smarest person I have ever met in my life who I started to come for advice and through the time force her to be my whole family.
If someone I have listened to in the last 10 years, that person would be you. Meet me her for a while. Read my thoughts and what I think the Universe is telling me. But do not try to make any sense of it from my point of view. But think what he or she is telling in stead that might applied to you. My two guys has both sent me email as soon as they were able to connect to check on me. See now I have 2 brothers who I would try as much as possible not to become a cross for them to bare. So please easy on the load that I have put in your shoulders and be more self center than to worry more for this cross. You are a beautiful soul and you should put yourself first and your happiness. I know your love is there which has kept me going through all this years. My love has grown stronger reason why I want you to meet me here for a while.
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