The Universe - Jan 11, 2007

Do you know what people who amass wealth, friends, and laughter have in common with those who don't?
Very often, Romulo, both look around at their lives and say, "Yeah, this is who I am. It must have been meant to be."
Must be a trick of the light.
The Universe

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Rarely, Romulo, do they notice that their thoughts preceded their condition, because nothing is meant to be.

Buddy, I have to confense that reading your message leave me kind of the same place. In so many situation that I have been, when I look around and said this is who I am, I get a response of not being accepted some how.

It seems that I always come short whe is time to give a positive perseption of my presences. I always tell people that I learn more about myself through the yes of people who interact with me. I have been told that I am good taking critizim or feed back. Of course I will always take it like that specially if it is comming from a friend. Friends only want good things for you. This is how I always try to carry things from my end.

I rather stay here for a while. I am taking responsibility of the perception problem as well as to learn the lesson once and for all. I came home accepting responsibility but with many doubts in term of behaviour on the other side. I still have a few but at least now I acknowledge that it causes more harm to put so much expectations and so high up friends. I still remember the words of that good friend when he told me he did not want any of his friends to see him like a God. That he wanted a friend to be his eaqual. The way he communicated the message was so clear as well as the analogy used. It was very easy to accept it.

I can only said that right now I see that as the final sign that the lesson must be learned this time around. I hope you can and visit me here. Like I said here is where I talk to my buddy and do self analysis on events and situation that I go through which I always see them as a learning experience.

Outside from here I can not meet you just yet. Because I feel like the message I tried to communicate that night when I said for someone to seem me as a vain person only in stead of as a contradiction that I am, that person has known me only at superficial level and felt to look at signs that are so clear and easy to spot. That goes as well for that international project. I grew so much as person and spiritual being from that experience that just to think that the only thing I went through was the aftermath of that assigment is in significant compare to many things that contributed to such an amazing learning experience and I owned all to you.

As I was never angry, not even in the last 2 weeks. I am looking for my lesson and learning what I did wrong. I am observing and reading. I keep things to reading them in the near future because I know I will find things I miss the first time around because of emotions. Why feel hurt when you see the lesson another human being is learning and the contribution to his life this leasson is making. The situation turns to a positive experience.

Remember it helps more the other person if one does not hold anything back. So like I tell all the people I keep close to my heart: do not be a affraid to express how you are feeling or how you see yourself in relation to me. Because I use all this to learn and grow; therefore, I will always look at things from a positive angle.

I have in the side a video and some audio file. I have been falling sleep with the audio file just like I did the second time I was told I had what I have now. I have been selfcenter because I want to grow from this. I have to keep going to people to unload my drama. Beleive it or not, there was a time in my life in which I dependent only on myself to do that. I grew so much then.

So please do not take bad that I want to be selfcenter. This is a lesson that keeps coming to me because I do not finish learning it. If you want to know how I am doing, come and visit here. and write your thoughts. Because one thing I can asure you, you will be listen to. This is where I talk to him. This is a good place to be for now.