Universe Dec 22nd 2006

Haven't all the years you've spent being Santa Claus, Romulo, been more fun than all the years you spent waiting for Santa Claus?
And not just for the joy you've helped place on your favorite faces, but for your ability to act instead of wait. Acting makes the suspense bearable. It gives you a starring role. Time passes more quickly. And best of all, it makes possible the dance of life as you network and mingle with other dancers.
It's the same for your dreams, Romulo. Act, don't wait.
Happy Hallelujah, Santa Claus! The Universe

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Just caring about one of our favorite faces, Romulo.

Buddy, you are right. You know how much I care for my friends in Boston. But when my Carioca friend and I could not make it on time for my flight yesterday. I was not hurt or upset as if I would miss my flight tomorrow to Barcelona. They place a face on me as I given them all my love. It feels like coming home. Thanks buddy.

Universe Dec 21st 2006

The one thing all famous authors, world class athletes, business tycoons, singers, actors, and celebrated achievers in any field have in common, Romulo, is that they all began their journeys when they were none of these things.
Yet still, they began their journeys.
You are so poised for greatness, The Universe

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One day, they're going to name something big after you, Romulo! Like a statue, a college... or a hurricane.

Buddy, they already name something big after me. Did you forget about ROME? Nevertheless, I do get yor message. I am just having problem now accepting why people are such cheaters inthe field where I am working. I am trying everything to take things differently. But I can not believe why people can be like this.

Well, I am about sto start my jurney to Spain again. No point in making myself go crazy this time or any other time. I love been with my family and that is what they are

Universe Dec 20th 2006

No one is ever at the mercy of their past, Romulo, anymore than they're at the mercy of old family photo albums.
Just "take more pictures" - The Universe
Romulo, for your special little friends, under the age of 2...
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Actually, Romulo, if you can live in the same world that keeps photos of you in platforms, polyester, and culottes, the sky is truly the limit.

You right buddy, how can we be. We have the power to create so I choose from now on to do that in stead of telling every one I am a victim of the circustances.

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR Tuesday, December 19, 2006

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Be the person
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If you are chasing something, the very fact that you must chase it means that it is moving away from you. Rather than chasing something directly, consider attracting it into your life.
Be the person who would have what you wish to have. Be the person who can live the life you wish to live.
When you chase after anything, whether it is a relationship, money, a job or anything else, it can be quite frustrating.
Because you are focusing on something external to yourself, over which you have very little control.
Instead, focus on what you can control, on what you can build and grow and improve in yourself. That is the quickest and most reliable way to bring results.
Whatever it is that you desire, give it a warm and welcoming place to exist within you. The good things in life will flow into places where they are appreciated and put to good use.
Imagine your most treasured dream in every detail, and then set about to be the person who can truly experience it. Your dream will fill the home that you build for it.


Yes there was a peculiar way in which you delivered your first message. Now on this one, you had me. Thanks buddy

Universe Dec 19 2006

You wondering "how," Romulo, would be as silly as me wondering "why."
I don't, and neither should you.
I mean, let's not be that silly - The Universe

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You can have whatever you want, Romulo, if you let me deliver it however I want. Yeah, big "IF."

Ok buddy - I can tell you are giving the lesson this morning with a different twist. Still, I found it very positive. I learn not to long ago no to worry about how am I going to cross the river until I get to it. If I worry or start thinking on the how, that would be me limiting the greatest power there is. Why would I do that which in terms will limit me as well.

back at you buddy, thanks for the message.

the events and people of your life can be changed with your thoughts

As far as I can tell, Romulo, worrying, about anything at all, is a pretty good indicator that one has begun thinking that their joy and prosperity will somehow hinge on pending physical events, other people, or angry green Martians.
Can you imagine?!
Phone home, The Universe
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First, Romulo, joy and prosperity are created within. Second, the events and people of your life can be changed with your thoughts. And third, Martians have long dwelled upon your planet, and while there were a few among them considering a coup, even they are now so enthralled by "The Secret," you have absolutely nothing to fear.

I do not feel fear at all. You know better than any body else tha in the last 12 months, I hav ebeen able to feel rich when I have not a dime in my pocket. I feel I have been bless with my closest friend. They are the ones that have endure these difficult times with me. Some of them, have actually lived through them with me. I am rich witout limits.

Now you know who has been in my mind since last weekend. We all know that we were not meant for each other. That he is not supposed to be one of those close friends in my life. That all we have to learn from each other has been done, reason why he has been able to move on. Now, I want you to help me get over this obssession I had since I was a child of trying to win the affection of someone who can only give me conditional love. I do not need to proof any thing any more. I do not need to try to compete for the little love someone can offer me. I know is within me, but I need you to help me untap to this like I was able to do with real family and my career.

Thanks buddy, you message was straight to the point and clear in every sense. I just asking you to make me grow pass begging for little love someone wan provide me.

why does it feel like xmas?

Be led by joy, Romulo. It's the whole point.
The Universe
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Remember, Romulo, before this entire adventure began, you once asked me to remind you of this? You asked that I time it right before the floodgates opened, so that you could stay grounded. You were studying at the prestigious Time~Space University... in the Ph.D program... on a Hula-Hoop scholarship... "Go Illuminators!!"

OK buddy, you are right. I do not feel grounded. I have not been feeling grounded for a while. I know my life has never been a walk in the park. I have not regrets about that. Nice to see an email from my friend Emma trying to lift my spirit and remind me that we all have xmas inside of us. But it does not feel like xmas. It doe not fell like joy is in th air and only goodness comes out of people.

I have been thinking a lot about him lately. I think the reason is because we were so close for a day or two and none of us did any thing to try to see one another. It is better this way but I can not help thinking of him.

Also I am making my mind about getting a real job. I can not keep going as independ if I keep running into company that are not honest or client' s team members that do not appreciate me giving them all my knowledge.

I do want to feel like xmas. Even on the worst of my time before, I have never had a feeling like I am felling now. Like xmas was stolen from me. I know when I am on my way to Boston. I will feel xmas. When I am on my way to Europe, I will feel like xmas.

Yes, Romulo, you're the essense, image and painter all at once.

It's kind of like there once existed this image, or better, an intangible undefined essence that yearned to be an image, to be defined, so it first created the ether.
And then, from the ether it created a painter who would paint this image onto a canvass.
And as the masterpiece was created -before paint had even dried - the eyes of the image stared inquisitively out into the world and at the painter who had painted it, and asked: Who am I? How did I get here? And you, dear painter, where did you come from?
And the painter answered not, Romulo, too busy with her easels, colors, brushes and plans, to even know she had been addressed...
The Universe

Yes, Romulo, you're the essense, image and painter all at once.

Buddy, I could feel the tears about to come down from my eyes. This is a very beautiful message. I thank you for this and giving it to me in a moment when I needed you to do it. You work in misterious way but you know when and how. I have to give you credit for that.

Thinking seriously to stop being an independent consultant. Not only because of all the cheating I have been subject to it by so call partners but clients do not have any consideration or appreciation for me getting out of my way. I would remain like I proimised myself, always speak the truth and and conduct business in the most honest way possible. A firm is after me. It is privately owned with headquarters in Denver of all cities. But that is not an issue any more. They are offering 150 plus bonus - Money is not every thing but clients tend to take advantage of my generosity.

It does not feel like xmas. I think all that happened during Thanks Giving stoled my xmas away from me. My only goal now is to make my trip next week to see Eddie in Boston and then cross the Atlantic Ocean to be with my people for xmas and new year. I know It will feel like xmas then. Thanks buddy - you touched my heart with your note today.

Reminder #3 - Romulo, you are as good at this as anyone has ever been. Plus, you rock.

Manifesting Reminders for Masters
Reminder #1 - When dreaming, know that anything can happen. In that magical state, the only price to be paid is with imagination. Having "it all" costs the same as having nothing at all.
Reminder #2 - You're now dreaming.
Dreaming of you, Romulo - The Universe
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Reminder #3 - Romulo, you are as good at this as anyone has ever been. Plus, you rock.

Buddy, I like to think of myself like this quote I hear in this movie which I have always found facinated and very much describes the kind of person I am. I might not be as good looking as Ethen Hawk. But I can related to the character he plays in that movie.

"I am as good as everyone else and better than most" But I like your note. Thanks buddy.

Always have, Romulo, always will. (We've seen your footprints.)

Sometimes it may help to remember, Romulo, that here, everyone believes in you.
Are we cool, or what?
The Universe

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Always have, Romulo, always will. (We've seen your footprints.)

Ok buddy, you know the right things to say. I am not upset but I was scare thinking that I had to end up in the hospital again. No only that, I lost everything in my computer and for being to busy traveling accross country every week, I forgot to do my regular back up. I am not upset nor I am worried either. But now, I have to ask Emma to send me again that list of things she wanted me to look for it in the States and bring with me to Europe. Actually, I am dying to speak to her. So in that note I thank you for all buddy. Glad you are here by my side.

They went looking for you awhile back, Romulo.

They went looking for you awhile back, Romulo. They heard rumors you were headed out on your own. That you had returned to the jungles of time and space. That you wanted to prove once and for all that dreams do come true, thoughts become things, and that all is exactly as it should be. That the size of a dream has no bearing on its ability to come true. That abundance, health and harmony are one's default settings, and their attainment comes effortlessly when you invite them into your life with demonstrated expectation.
They wanted to tell you they already knew this.
Oh heck, The Universe
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Bet you can find them in your life right now, Romulo. Probably listening to hip-hop.


Yes buddy that is me who decided to through this experience with you on my side. Now I want you to keep me off from beign hospitalize this time. It feels like that time in Michigan. So I ask you to delivery me from that.

That is our deal - I ask and you give it to me

Often, Romulo, simply showing up is enough.
Because the friends, abundance and health you now dream of possessing, have long been in place.
Because the coincidences, surprises, and serendipities that will transform your life, already lie in wait for your passing.
And because little else could speak louder of your belief in success, than physically putting yourself in a position to receive.
It's fun to stay at the YMCA - The Universe
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Not to mention, Romulo, we can hardly wait to see that look of shock and delight on your little human face.

Buddy, there is not question in my mind about this. I have always being gratefull to you for all that I have now and the abundance of all the good things in life that is available to me at all time.

Can't fool me

Of all the planets, of all the countries, of all the people, Romulo, that you could have chosen to inhabit, call home, or become, that you chose as you did, could only mean one thing: Being Romulo Rios, here and now, is what you most wanted, when making such decisions from the absolute zenith of your divine magnificence.
Yeah, you knew exactly what you were doing.
Can't fool me - The Universe
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And now, Romulo, you're the envy of the ball.

of course I can not fool you. Like I can not fool Emma or Eddie even if I wanted to. Yes Eddie was right. He always through them back at me the way that I am expecting him too. Like for instance this resource that keeps chellenging me in stupid things because he does not realize that he is out side his confer zone. So he rather focus on stupid things to proof he has not make a mistake when it is by making mistake and at knowledge them that you learne. Well, I hope he gets it after what we did today. Yes, you were right when you told me this is a time for leaning. I can not keep putting myself at risk just because I wanted to transfer knowledge. Like I told the guy if you do not want to listen and learn what I have to offer, at least let the other guy to do it which he is happy to. Thanks body for this one - Yes I decided all this. I love the challenge.

I just have one thing tosay buddy - you are so right on this one - thanks

Romulo, can you believe it's already December? That it's Friday, again? That as you read these very words, somewhere in the world there are waves crashing, eagles soaring, lilacs blooming, and friends laughing so hard tears are streaming down their faces? That your life has been changing so swiftly? That you're absolutely gorgeous, inside and out? That you're new business came so quickly? That others who now want to partners that will work with meas partners, emulate how you did it? That peace, love, and happiness are flourishing around the world? Yeah, Romulo, I thought you would.
The Universe
See you on "You Tube"!!!!
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Haven't things always changed fast, Romulo?

Things that make you go, "Hmmmmm.....

They asked for a sign, Romulo, evidence that I stir within their souls, that I conspire tirelessly on their behalf, and that all is exactly as it should be.
Do you think they mean besides simply being alive at all?
Things that make you go, "Hmmmmm..... " The Universe
There could be no better time, in the history of the world, to understand how powerful you are, how far you can reach, and how much you deserve.
The Secret, Infinite Possibilities, and Leveraging the Universe - Combined!
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I guess if you stare at anything long enough, Romulo, without thinking, it starts looking like "chicken."


Buddy, I love your last comment - What would that person who will be in FTL before leaving for cruise and after come back from it, do? Should I be ready to pretend some higher power is running show here in case we run into each other. I think so. He was not confortable talking to me on the phone why would he call to say he is in town. The chances for us to run into each other are minimum. Even if I decide to go out since Edde still in town, we do not go to same dance club. Eddie and I love tribal music. Any ways, it is not important. Thanks for message buddy.

I know now more than ever that The Wicked would be mourned

Thanks buddy - Now I know that you are really talking seriously to me anout this subject.

'In preparing for battle I have always found that plans are useless, but planning is indispensable.'
Dwight D. Eisenhower - Columbia Dict. of Quot. pg 688


THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
When things go wrong
+++++++++++++++++++
When things go wrong, stop and ask yourself a question. Do you want to make circumstances worse, or do you wish to make things better?
Getting angry and resentful will take a bad situation and make it even more difficult. Focusing solely on who is to blame and seeking some form of retribution will not solve the problem.
Instead, step back from what's going on, and make every effort to look objectively, with an open mind, at all the factors involved. Take a few moments to calmly put everything into perspective.
When things go wrong, you will always find an abundance of opportunities for making a positive difference. Difficult situations, as undesirable as they may be, often carry with them valuable possibilities that cannot be found anywhere else.
Look for a way to respond that will end up putting you in a stronger position than you were before the setback occurred.
See the situation as an opportunity, and that's what it will become.
When things go wrong, you have the chance to step forward and create real, meaningful, and much-needed value. The momentum you build in doing so will continue to carry you quickly ahead.
Ralph Marston

Should have shared that one a long time ago, huh, Romulo?

Did you know that if you choose to be joyful enough, Romulo, it's physically impossible to get angry, fret, stew, or worry?
And that if you choose it often enough, it's physically impossible to be broke, sick, lonely, or confused.
Oh yeah.
Some things really are impossible - The Universe

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Should have shared that one a long time ago, huh, Romulo?

Buddy, I thank you for this advice. It is my believe that is never too late. Yes I would put this in practice. At times is hard, I know that from experience last week. Neverthless, it never enter my mind to think I either deserve this or why life is unfair with me. I am responsible for attracting those things. But for the situation in which I found myself, I have hope and think things are not bad in my life. Atually, I have thoughts in which I thank you for sending my way the people I have now around me and can count as friends. Even the people I do not that well or just meet, they seem to be having a good experience by meeting me. So this is me thank you for being with me now and forever. That I will put this into practice. That I will asking you to send my way all the good things which are in aboundance in the Universe. I will always like now thank you in advance for it.

Emma, you were right. It is not good to put friend up there as Gods when they are acting on their good nature which seems to be the only way you and Eddie experience life. I thank you all for bein you. Like my dear old friend who I thought about a lot in last week Mark used to say to me, what I like about you Romulo is that you are real. I think the same things about you guys.

Buddy, please give my best to my old friend. That there is not a dy that passes without him crossing mny thoughts. That I am gratefull to you and him for us crossing path. That I am ok and happy to be here. That I look forward for the next time we see each other. Amen.

you are righ buddy

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Friday, November 24, 2006
Before
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Before you struggle to get what you don't really want, stop.
And consider what an exquisite miracle you already are.
Before you spend time complaining that things are not going your way, think for a moment. And see that everything that is, can be put to positive purpose.
Before you waste your life worrying that you might lose it all, gently and lovingly calm your thoughts. Realize that what truly has value can never be taken away.
Before you blame others for all of your troubles, take a step back. And understand that the way to control your own destiny is to take full responsibility for your life.
Before you allow fear to hold you prisoner, remember this.
You can learn from the fear, you can use it to more fully prepare, and you can then move confidently ahead.
Before you allow any person, thought, feeling, event or situation to get you down, take a deep breath and consider.
This moment is still unfolding, and you can choose right now to make life better than it has ever been.
Ralph Marston

I like your anser. Yes more than ever I know you are on my side on this. Now lets work togeher in making all this to work. I know we can do it. For this I will make use of the abundance, success and richness that you have provide me.

Thinking that money will somehow make one happy, Romulo, isn't thinking at all

Thinking that money will somehow make one happy, Romulo, isn't thinking at all.
Hey, sorry, you know better. But you might not believe how many people think that just because they don't have much of it now, its lack is at the root of their own challenges. Which is never the case.
E-w-w-w-h... The Universe
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Don't get me wrong, Romulo, I'm all about the "Bling-Bling." But the lack of abundance in one's life is not a cause, but an effect, of other thoughts on the subjects of life, work, and happiness.

Buddy, it was never about the money and you know that perfectly. Tell me what I am doing wrong. Tell me what I am doing to attract the people I am attracting into my life wether is for business or personal matter. All I am after is to keep the balance and harmony in Universe. All I want is to bring value to my clients and have lasting experiences with my friend in which we all can grow from it. You know for a fact that I am not seating here just thinking I want to be a millionare. All I am after is to build things and have the benefit to know that what I did benefit my clients. Despit of all, I feel successful. I feel I am the best in what I do. I feel my friends are good people that at times go through so much with me but at the end they are with me despit all because some how I bring value into their lifes which is what I really after.

Our deal is I would ask and you provide all I ask to me. I am not making use of that power to waist your resources. I feel even now when I have nothing that there is plenty of abudance in my life. I am gratefull to you for all the good you have given me and is coming my way. Now I am asking to give to me the success I am entitle to for seeking the highest purpose of my this life time. I am asking you to help me achieve my highest purpose through my work and personal relationships. I am not wishing any more. I am commanding you to delivery to me the success in my professional and personal like as a result of a job well done in which I am seeking to bring value to my client as well as to every one I come into to contact with. I asking you to let the abundance of happines and richness of life has to offer to rich me and me to make good use of it to keep persuing my commitment to reach you and in the process help other to achieve their highest purpose. Thi is my command to you. You have a commitment to me. Now lets make all work for the good of every one.

You know, kind of a 'thank you,' in advance.

Actually, you don't have to tell me what you want, Romulo. I already know.
You don't even have to tell me why you want it. That you do, is enough.
And please don't ask how I'm going to do it. There's always a way.
But I certainly wouldn't mind the occasional, "Yeeeeee-haaaaaaa, hallelujah, amen brothers and sisters!" You know, kind of a 'thank you,' in advance.
Thank you, The Universe

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Little else fires up the old turbines of manifestation like gratitude given in advance, Romulo.


Buddy, you know that even on my darkest hours. I have always thanked you for having you on my side, experiencing time and space together and finding our way back.

I can not help that in the last few days my friend Mark has come to mind. Please let him know that his being missed and that I will always be fratefull to you and him for having cross path.

Happy thanksgiving buddy - thanks for sending Eddie my way - I could not have made it with out him in the last few days. Emma can be at peace that he is here and we were invited to dinner at my neightboors.

The rocket needs fuel, Romulo, and you deserve a standing ovation. I know.

Judging yourself for what you haven't yet accomplished, Romulo, is kind of like taking rocket fuel from the rocket so that it might fly higher.
I said, "kind of."
Tallyho, The Universe
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The rocket needs fuel, Romulo, and you deserve a standing ovation. I know.

Buddy, I can agree on that - But have you thought of what I told you yesterday - I am counting on you

Of course, Romulo, when it comes to end results, like love and joy, health and harmony, and "embarrassing" wealth, there need be no uncertainty.

By embracing uncertainty with regard to the hows of dream manifestation, Romulo, and allowing it, not fearing it, you actually increase my options for blowing your dear, sweet mind.
Yeah, this is good. Really good.
The Universe
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Of course, Romulo, when it comes to end results, like love and joy, health and harmony, and "embarrassing" wealth, there need be no uncertainty.

Ok buddy, I will need you to help me on this one. I did embrasse uncertainty going into this project with current partner. I endure the long commute from my beloved SOBE and went through the difficult situation that only few know so far and just a few minutes ago I told my business manager for which she just felt sorry for me. But I did it without thinking o poor me, look at the things I have to gio through. I doing my commute with not regret and happy to be making a contribution to this client. You know me - I love being in a high pace environement and solving problem is what brings most reward to me.

I just like to know what am I doing to attract this kind of people for business as well as for romantic purposes. I will try to fix what am I doing wrong. I just do not think if I am coming from a place where I am always after win/win situations for me andmy clients/partners why I I attract thes other one that that are so negative. When it comes to romance, I think I am learning and getting better to recognize when the cloth do not fit me but still make me invisible to this people. please....

Romulo, thought is your key to the Universe

You know, "things" haven't always been as they now are, Romulo.
Once upon a time, they were all just "thoughts." Mine.
Today, of course, they're yours.
Aren't we the movers and shakers? The Universe

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Romulo, thought is your key to the Universe. And there are no doors it can't unlock. None, nadda, zippo...

Buddy, yes we are - At the beginning it was just you wanted to experience what being in a place where time and space is relative was all about it. So I got here to remember how to get to you, my source, by remembering the agreement we bound to follow in this adventure. I ask and you are supposed to give it to me. Just remember that this is the place where all is relative and you are in our home where all is absolute. I might wonder at time in my thought but I will do my best to keep them focus.

To end this notes, buddy - Remember there was a time in my life where I thought there we doors every door and they were all lock to. So this is to that group of exceptional souls that I would always have them in my heart and thoughts. Thanks for the significan contribution you made in my life. I love you all and I remember you always with a smile in my face.

Now you are making my tears come down, buddy. But I am happy - Thanks.

Yet such is the case, Romulo, in time and space, where the harvest must follow the seasons.

Little did they know, Romulo, how much they had done, how many they had reached, nor the power of their love.
Until, of course, it was all returned, many, many times over.
I.O.U. The Universe

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Yet such is the case, Romulo, in time and space, where the harvest must follow the seasons.

Buddy - I can tell you speaking with regard the love that is all around me - I have never put that in question - I see my closest friend in SOBE, Sitges, Boston, Mexico and Texas given me all their love when we know I am not a walk in the park - But in reality is hard not to love this people - Just by speaking to them on the phone or seem them for a little while it makes a great differences in my life - No that I have such an exiting one one - I spent practically all weekend sleeping - Therefore, I do not get why people think I am complex and intense - Then again I could not sleep in the flight bak home because of this wird guy sitting next to meet who keep pinching my arms and legs then tell me that all was in my immagination - Yea like I want some ugly guy to pinchy me as I am falling sleep for me to make that one up.

But it was good to talk to Emma, Jose, see my carioca and chat with Eddie. Can wait for next weekend - thanks buddy - You know it is always good to hear from you...

And, neither, Romulo, is there any such thing as "lost time." - Grand Mom was right

The answer is no, Romulo. Absolutely not.
The question, of course, was "Are mistakes in time and space possible?"
The Universe

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And, neither, Romulo, is there any such thing as "lost time."

Buddy, I have to be honest - You brought a smile in my face when I read your note. I do agree with you there are not mistake nor lost time - How there could be since we gain so much from every experience we live. The only we way we can know any thing in time and space is relative to something else. Therefore, the learning never stop. So I do get up every day from bed even though at times I feel like staying in. Because I know I will learn something new each day.

Now question is 'is he reading wicked and the Universe? if he is he will know why I am associating getting up from bed and learning each day" - Buddy, Give my best to Grandmon, tell her I would always remember those words.

Yeah, I said "add to," as well, but I was in a hurry...

There's someone here, very wise and very caring, Romulo, who's not yet lived in time and space, who has a question for all those who have:
"Does that fact that each earthly life is so incredibly brief, add to or detract from, its sublime magnificence?"
Yeah, I said "add to," as well, but I was in a hurry...
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Cowabunga, Romulo!

Buddy, you did not need to say more ;-)

you have total control over

If you hold it clearly enough in mind; if you physically anticipate it, steadily, day by day, Romulo, there are no earthly hands, nor heavenly for that matter, that can halt its subsequent manifestation into your life.
Just be really, really sure you want it.
The Universe
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In one word, Romulo, "EXPECTATION" is the sole difference between "have" and "have not." And this, you have total control over.

Buddy, you are telling me something that brings back a big lesson in my life. I went to Boston, this last time telling Emma and Eddie that I was going with not expectations. Then that Friday night my dear friend Eddie made me realize that I was saying one thing when in reality there was at some level expectations on my part of meeting with this special person in town. My dear friend Eddie was a great support for me that weekend. It is hard not to love him when that is what he gives to me and every one I seem around him.

Good that I had expectation them. Because meeting this person was even better than the first time we met. This time we had more time to talk and get to know one another. I am looking forward to my next 2 trips to Boston. Nor only because I get one more chance to be with a good friend like Eddie but get to be with new person that some how is starting to make a presents in my life.

Thanks buddy - I like your message a lot.

If you had only seen the audition line, Romulo, you'd know exactly what I'm talking about.

You know, Romulo, you've been blessed with a great number of gifts. Your insights, good taste, and savoir-faire. Friends who adore you, elements that support you, and spiritual laws that serve you. Yet, in my book at least, what really takes the cake, Romulo, is that you get to be you.
I pulled a few strings.
The Universe

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If you had only seen the audition line, Romulo, you'd know exactly what I'm talking about.


Buddy, your note today made me smile. Just the way you are telling me you have pulled a few strings for me. I know you are in my side giving me all that I desire. I am gratefull for the friends you hav given me. Yes I can tell that they adore me. The way my carioca took care of me on Friday. How wonderful was to hear Emma voice on Sunday when she called as soon as she got back from Madrid. They are the most precious gifts that you have given me so far.

But I will be honest to tell that the part that makes me smile the most is the fact that being me is not always easy or at the very least is not easy to have someone like me in one's life. That is why I think that your gift to me when it comes to my friends is extraordinary. Only extraordinary people can cope with the complexity and intesity of this latin boy. Thanks for every thing

Then they're going to ask, "Hey, Romulo, best buddy ol' pal, mind if I borrow your business?"

It's going to be bigger than you thought, you're going to be happier than you imagined, and your friends are all going to be like, "No-o-o-o way! That's so cool! How did you do it?"
Because, Romulo, all earthly manifestations appear larger in 'real' life than they do in one's mind. Way.
You are still visualizing . . . right?
The Universe

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Then they're going to ask, "Hey, Romulo, best buddy ol' pal, mind if I borrow your business?"


Buddy, yes I have viualized several times where I want my career to go. I know I will be very busy with this new partnership. But that would keep this brain of mind off trouble. Things have not been easy but that is why I have more love for what I have accomplished so far. I thank you and my closest friend for being there with me all this time. They have gone through all the things I have gone through. I could not ask for better people in my life. Thanks buddy.

Same for anything else you might fake

Sometimes, Romulo, the more joy you fake, the more joy you make.
Same for anything else you might fake.
Smiling upon you with infinite affection - The Universe

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I mean life changes you want to manifest, Romulo!

Buddy, this is where I gree with you that faking things is a good thing. Now I will try to fake that I feel 100 percent healthy today so I can make my trip back home. I had a hard time getting up this morning because of being under the weather. Client told me I do not ook good. I can feel fever warming up my budy and every part of my body hurts. So I will put this in practice to see if I can make th elong trip home and sleep on my own bed for once.

Thanks buddy - you have my infinite affection too.

Well, Romulo, as normal as anyone can be who possesses superpowers

Do you know what it sometimes means, Romulo, when you feel a bit bummed out and aren't sure why? When you catch yourself looking back over your shoulder and wondering? When you feel doubt, sense uncertainty, and experience fear? When you sometimes wonder what's taking so long?
It means you're normal.
Yeeeeeeee-haaaaaaaaaaaaaa! The Universe

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Well, Romulo, as normal as anyone can be who possesses superpowers, commands legions, and rearranges physical circumstances simply with thought.

Buddy, you know how to bring me up. So after all this time, I am normal. I thought the comments about me being intense and complex made me anusual to the majority of people out there. Well it is a good think that someone finds me perfect in Boston. Actually this person likes my complexity and welcome my intesity - Well travel person who do not seem to have a problem with me traveling so much. When it comes to intesity, well I think that person is equally responsible for how intense things get between us when we meet face to face. Talkig about intesity, I have never experiencce so much intense while being intimate with someone. I get the connection goes beyound the physical since we both agree that it was even better than the first time.

Kind of unde the weather now, I can feel the fever and my throat hurts. I just want to meke home and relax. See my people who seem to miss me and I miss then too. Glad that we agree on Boston before I leave for xmas skip trip in Spain and back again when I return from Spain. Now I just want to make it home buddy.

Some how after Boston last weekend, I can enter my home town this Friday like a Roman general, but the fact is that I feel like a God with all the powers you describe my thoughts have but at the same time the intesity of that encounter got me in touch with my mortality. Wow never before has it been this intense.

Think, think, and let go

Shiver me timbers, Romulo!!!
Holy Hannah! For just a moment there, I thought that time was real, that space was deep, and that manipulating circumstances and messing with the "hows" was the way to manifest life changes!!
Talk about insanity! . . . Chaos! . . . Doom!
Whatever you do, Romulo, on this spookiest day of the year and beyond, don't let it happen to you.
Think, think, and let go - The Universe
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Must have been the "apple" punch... Oh, hey, Romulo, nice costume!

Well buddy, I knwo that you can read my mind. Yes I had my moments in which I have let thins like that happen to me. I was just exchanging ideas on that same topic with Emma and Eddie. Some how I feel I learn my lesson. But I hate to say it in that way like I learned all the lesson with respect of this apsect of my life which is not true. I fell that the best way to experees the whole thing is as follows: I am closer today fo where I want to go or be than a year ago. How about that buddy. I can live with that definition and keep welcoming other opportunities to grow.

Hope Emma and Eddie would read this. Thanks for the custome, I am dress as a normal person today disgusing my complexity and intensity. Then again, I wear that custome all year long. That is why I call normal what people see om me as unnormal. It might be because a good number of people out there are what one would consider normal. Then again, I am as good as any one else and better than most. Tick or Trick buddy.

There will always be more reasons than you can even think of

Romulo, you will be happy to know that I have personally authorized the release of enough joy into the atmosphere of your shiny little planet for every man, woman and child, to last for eternity.
Yep. Did it just after it cooled from its molten mass phase.
Make hay - The Universe

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There will always be more reasons than you can even think of, Romulo, to be happier than sad. (Yeah, as if yet another Monday wasn't enough.)

Buddy, you know what my life has been in the last 4 months. Neverthless, all this time I have found many reason to be happy and gratefull for all I have. The people that are in my life. The one that takes me the way I am with all my false and short coming, with my complexity and intensity; gave me all the reason to be happy like I feel right now. The people you have put in my path make all worth it. I thank you with all my heart.


I have never seem Boston so beautiful and what we make there was poetry. I can wait to go again in December. Thanks for all buddy, I do not know how to thank you enough

Like that one, Romulo? Or dislike?

Having preferences doesn't mean you're judgmental, Romulo; whether they're likes or dislikes.
They just ensure that as the winds of divinity are blown through your heart, the melody is unlike any other.
So have them, Romulo. Have them BIG time.
The Universe

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Buddy - I am well know for being outspoken with regard to my oreferences. They are mine. I will never would try to impose them at someone nor betray them for any reason. I have been in situation in which people would approach me and betray their preferences just because of my looks. I have never support such thing. Some how I do not look at those situations as a compliment any more.

I lik that one - Everything coming from you buddy has been to my liking - even the hardest lessons in life, I learned to like them because of the teaching behind.

Cann't wait to be in Boston. I have been waiting for this again since July. My partner so it was along time. I guess good things are worth waiting for.

That was a good message - thanks

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>Apologize to an old soul, Romulo, and your gesture will be honored.
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>Apologize to a young soul and matters may become extremely complicated.
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>Apologize anyway.
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>And... well, sorry to be redundant, but you totally rock -
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>Happily, Romulo, hanging around afterwards is purely optional.
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As I read this message and look at the things that has happaned to me since my last trip home. I just have one thing to say to you buddy. Thanks.

News of this new gig in Boston was a sign for me to do just what you suggested in message. There was not need for apologies. I will not assume what was going though this person mind back then when I was asking for an answer about trip to Boston. I know what wwas going through mind. It was not a confortable feeling since i was asking for answers that none of us had back then.

The optional part of hanging around aftewards, that was you blessing Eddie's visit and me contacting this person directly about my incoming trip to Boston and us meeting again. Because that is how I feel, like hanging around so I get to know this person better. It is also a chance for this person to know that inside this exterior that you gave me which seems to get a lot of attention but not enough for any buddy to stick around for longer since the interior is too complex and itense. Everyone deserve a chance to find by themsleve if this cloths fit them or do not fit them which is one of the biggest lesson I learned in the past few weeks and I thank you for the chance to learn it.

So stick with me buddy - we will go places together

We went Cha-Cha in Twilo on Sat Oct 20, 2006 - feet hurt big time now - incredible tribal music

Yes buddy - you deserve my gratitute

Excusez-moi, Romulo, but celestial protocol usually involves either a nod, a wink, or at the very least an acknowledging sideways glance while peering over your sunglasses, whenever a life-changing miracle is performed on one's behalf.
And I'm quite sure you know exactly what I'm talking about.
Oh, you're welcome.
Anytime. Anytime at all.
The Universe
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They never cease, huh, Romulo? Especially not for you.

Yes buddy - It seems like it was a miracle the way things unfold yesterday morning. Ever since, I put in profile that I was going to be in Boston next weekend, which is something I never do. I did not get a response what so ever about my visit. Then with the good fortune that my friend Eddie was visiting for the weekend. He made me realize that I should try once more to a first approach via email for me not to be living in an assumption.

I have never took personally not getting a response before. I was committed to be friendly to the end. But after more than a day that my message was read, I was contacted and this time I can notice a chance. Like this persona has been through a lot lately but none the less very happy with the news I was coming and told me what would be a good present. On my last note, I said I am glad you are ok that you are doing fine. Reply was in line with over all feeling how I found this person. But I can tell how happy the news was of me going there next week and possible for a few weekends after that.

I told my friend Eddie, that this communication has made my whole year a good year. This person has it all: soul, boddy and brains. This is the kind of people I want to attract. For this and for what you are about to give me, thanks with all my heart.

Now buddy - you got me with this one - thanks

Sometimes, what's really cool, Romulo, is giving perfuse thanks for the good fortunes that befall others - no matter who they are - because, invariably, your joy for them will yield the same good fortunes for you.
Shoe-wee! The Universe


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I know, Romulo, because I'm always thanking myself for you... and every day that goes by, seems even better than the one before it.

I do thank the good and the bad. To me all is an experience and lesson to be learn. I had a wonderful talk to my friend Eddie this morning when I arrived home. I love doing this with people I care so much. I learn so much about myself.

This is me buddy - thanking you for all I got.

Could I apply that to all aspects of my life?

Does a rich person have to spend all their money, Romulo, to feel rich?
No. That's silly. They don't even have to spend a cent, do they?
Oh, you so have it made. Tallyho, The Universe
See you this Sunday, Romulo, at Unity of Melbourne (Florida)?!
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Because, Romulo, it's the feeling that comes first.

There you go buddy, great analogy to make things easy to understand. Now question is: Can I apply that to all aspect of my life? For instance, love and human relationships?

I do not need to be loved in order to feel love. But it hurts when one is being treated like a object for someone else desire.

Friend Emma was upset about what happened last week. I have to give her credit, that woman love me and care for me. I know the problem goes deeper reason why I aske for her help. To tell you the truth I do not know why I chatted yesterday with SFO. I even gave me my cell number. It was something in his approach yesterday that felt different. Then again this is a death end. I will test human nature when while coffee I will check how clear he likes things to be. Teh confesion that I was found attractive did not make me feel any special. I am starting to realize that now. But is the persuing of someone they found attractive even though is a impossible what makes me so curious.

I feel rich - I feel love - I feel wonderful - Going home via Seattle, being having thoughts of those weekks when I worked there. I do not feel bad nor feel happy. Some how I feel anxious.

Later buddy and thanks

You know how to bring a smile on me

Straight from the new "Master's Coloring Book for Advanced Souls" . . .
"There's really no such thing as 'them,' Romulo; there's only you."
I added the "Romulo" part.
Magnetically yours, The Universe
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Fill in between the lines, Romulo, and just watch how everything changes.

Buddy, I was never good reading between the lines. I have decided to live my life free of assumptions. But you message definetly brought a smile on me. I guess I wanted an extra hour of sleep this morning. Maybe the transcontinental flight is kiiling. Maybe it is just this morning and it is nothing to be concern about. But your note as well as few things that happened this brings a smile to me.

Thanks buddy - feel pretty good here - I am doing incredible - I was wanted an extra hour of sleep but nothing serious - Once start snowing in Lake Tahoe - That will mean a weekend skiing and another one going home. That would reduce transcontinental by half. Tomorrows flight is going to be a challenge SFO - Seattle - MIA (I will take sleeping pills) good think Eddie is home in SOBE. I can not wait to see my good friend.

P.S. those thoughts that were going through my mind while getting dress this morning, please help me get ready off them. I just do nto want to attract that any more in my life.

interesting message - I was wrong to invite meeting in Boston

An old soul is always prepared to admit they might be wrong, Romulo, especially when they're not.
I think.
Older than the moon, The Universe
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Love you, Romulo

Buddy - I am not saying that I am onld soul. Actually, I found myself like a never ending project in which I learn new things each day.

In Spain, my people got crazy with invitation to Boston next Winter. I was just trying to get great minds together to get brainstorming ideas from them. But I will admit that the not sharing detail of our meeting got the this way. Then again, I want pure thoughts that have not judgement base on my thoughts. I think is best if I send book there and wait to see if Eddie and I can make the crossing of the Atalntic some thime next winter.

I love you too buddy - You got me with that.

OC is too close to LAX - Planning in making regukar stops in LA

Do you ever sometimes wonder, Romulo, if you shouldn't just come down to earth and settle for a bit less?
Excellent!!
Because that means you haven't.
Toodles, The Universe
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I have so much fantastic stuff in store for you, Romulo, I might have to make eternity last even longer to fit it all in . . .


Ok buddy what you are throughing at me is big - Yes the first part of your message has to do with one of the most difficult decision and learning experience I went through my life sofar and it happened last Thursday. I could not settle for less that what my heart wanted. I knew I could not force anyone to love me. So we said good bye.

You want to play with time and space - be my guess - I will ask you for things and you will do all to give them to me - I am happy with that arramgement so far - If you have to change time and space to accomplish that, so be it.

I realize I like the fact that the last flight for LA out of MIA leave at 8:10 PM - Which give me more time on Sundays at home. Also the first flight out of LAX to SFO gets me in office at 8:10 am. The direct flight is too popular - I kind of like the stop in lAX as well.

Now, you can see me but I cann't - You go a lot to OC - Like I said before you have probably moved on which why you needed to have control on the blocking. But you might get curious one day and want to see me in person. I was so curious about you that I went to DC. But then again we are 2 different persons. The only way you can really work on your relationship and have me as a friend too was by doing what Emma and El Tio do a lot of time, hook me up with a friend or someone you know. So I could be dating this person and leave you alone to work on your relationship and be a good friend at the same time. Problem with that, I believe me this is just the tip, I will not go on over analysing things, is that you do not know any one who can be compatible with me in what I think is the basic requirement for me to get to know someone. All of your friend that you have mentioned to me at one time or other are have the potential to become a good friend with me no more than that. That brings another question to mind how come you do not have any other type of friends when it comes to preferences in roles. But I will leave that until we meet again.

IWAL

reading a wonderful book plust Out issue for Nov

AA gave my seat so I have to spend th enight in LA. I think the last time I stayed here was when I used to commute from Australia and Miami. Kevin and I would spend at least 2 day here with his friends. Wow that was in 1999.

I read in plane the November issue of Out Megazine. I want you to read it to. If one day we meet again, I would like to know what you thought about it. I think you will find a couple of articles very interesting.

I also starting reading a very interesting book. It is called "The Long Tail" Why the Future of Business Is Selling less of More by Chris Anderson. It is very interesting. I also recommend it.

Here I am chatting with you when you do not even come here any more see what craziness is coming out of my head. Thinking that after giving you up, I can handle giving up smoking.

Neverthless, for 3 years you managed to become some very important to me. Plus your santera might be working over time now. I have had you in my mind all this time. But I can tell is different. Thanks for what you did for me.

Some how I get this feeling that I will not see you in airport in Boston but I keep asking myself would be at least a little bit of curious to see me from a distance without me knowing so can see if in a year I has changed much. It comes to mind but some how I think you have moved on. It always seem so easy for you. But all I told you is true and thanks for awaken those feelings in me. Learned a big lesson I think next time would not hold on for so long or get obssesive to win someone heart or make them see that I am worth their love.

IWAL

I know you are out there - I found a great quote

I keep getting this message whenever I follow an email to my list:

----- The following addresses had permanent fatal errors ----- allamericangay@aol.com

Those email we exchanged last Thursday can give you an idea that this was very hard for me. I hope you realize that because that will tell you how difficult was to give you up.

While we were exchanging email and you blocking every of my account. I did not have time to mourn my lost. I had the client breathing down my nacke at all time with question and last minute meetings. That night, I rush to airport thinking I was late for my flight when I found out it was delayed for 1.30 minutes. So I decided for once to have a seat down dinner before the long jurney home and then connected to the internet. I good friend from SOBE saw me in AOL and started chatting with me as I was going through all the emails we exchanged that afternoon. Then, I have to tell my friend that food was here so I needed to disconnet. Food was in the table for some time by know. But the true reason for disconnecting was me starting to cry on the AA terminal in SFO.

It was good to cry. I felt so tired after it. It felts like a lot of energy went to just that crying. I remember sleeping on the way to LA as I remember waking up when pilot anouced we were going to land in my city. All through the night, when every a thought of you, I had a smile and wishes of happiness for you were only coming to my mind.

IWALY please remember that...

'Perfect freedom is reserved for the man who lives by his own work, and in that work does what he wants to do.' R. G. Collingwood

Remember what I told you once - IWALY

Have you considered, Romulo, that in all my years as the Universe, I've never once worried - not even a little - about anything?
Kind of hard when you don't believe in limits.
Be happy - The Universe


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Does wonders for the skin, Romulo.

Buddy - when you put it this way is kind of hard not to miss the point. I will remember this next time I let myself fall into that mind set.

Remember this as I want you to remember what I told you once - There is only one Universe and the only Gods are us who have the power to create our reality - Please remember this when you feel victim of the circustances. Whenever you feel like that, a victim of the circustnace, remember I am the slave riding with you as you enter trimphant into the city after wining a battle. I will be wispering in your ear, you are a mortal, when at all times, I will be thoughing at you my best energy to let you know that you are a God who can create anything you want to in your own reality - IWALY.

IWAL please remember that

In the beginning, especially, the price of giving great love, Romulo, is risking that it won't be returned.
Until you understand, of course, that great love is always returned.
With interest, The Universe
Actually, nothing you might ever give, Romulo, isn't one day returned, and far more.

To think that wen you sent me this note - I was so depressed - Thinking that my love had not value or appreciation.

You were right buddy - Great love is always returned -

Please remember IWAL and thanks for all you have given me - You will be in my thoughts and heart

Of course there's an easier way to get things done, Romulo!

let me do them.
If you know what I mean

Yes I know what you mean buddy. I remember that time in Texas. The year was 1993. I could not handel the situation. I was going through a lot back them. Then I remember a motivational tell me to let things that are too big for me to handle to a greater power that can do it all.

It was the first time you show the misterious way in which you work. It was the first time you prove me that the motivational was right.

So here we go. You know I can not handel this. That is been a year for me trying in my own way how to cope with this. So I want you to take care of it for me because do not know what else to do.

Thanks buddy - I know you will take care of it for me.

Until you understand, of course, that great love is always returned

Wow - Buddy, this is it. This is the answer to all the thoughts that has been crossing my mind since last Wed.

I do not mind giving. I found pleasure and a good feeling overall when I do that. I am not very good in the receiving end. But I was hopping for help, consideration, empathy, etc.

But now I see it. The price of giving great love, that risk that we are all victim which it is not getting love in return is one that I am always willing to take with out any resetment. Because I am giving it. It comes from me. That makes me feel incredible.

But know I can be more at peace why I did not get any help, consideration or empathy to my situation and my humble request. Only great love would do such thing. Only great love will give such things.

I knew that the little bit of love based on condictions it was given at a price to high for me. I cost that I can not dare to endure any more in my life. So I hope my friend Emma one day understand that if I fly sole at least I am free of such condictions that has been in my life since childhood.

Thanks buddy, hard to stop tears from coming down - this is a great message - thanks

Especially, when who you want to be, Romulo, is happy, and hugable

You know buddy - Your message this morning could not be more appropriate - There are times that I notice I am not might be this hugable guy - I was told it was my intesity - The people that hold dear seems to be able to handle me in those situation - This are people for who I have incredble respect and admiration because I can honestly say they are successful in every aspect of life.

Now I notice that some can not even talk to me in the phone because of such intensity - I hold nothing against them - I realize I am not a gold coin for every one to love me - But I will be making the same mistake I made years ago in my first relationship if I allow those kind of person to bring down to their level - They are intitle to where ever they want to be and feel confortable at it. My choice is the outside my confort zone always seeking the challenge like the people I admire and are able to be in my presences.

Thanks buddy - this helps

Sure you said, "Wow!", Romulo?

Ok Buddy, I can tell you have been paying attention to what is going on in my life as well as the things that interest me the most now days.

Asking is my way of avoid drama by making assumptions. I acknowledge the fact that we are all different. If I am to asume people will react and behave one way, it is like me assuming they are all like me which is a mistake. None is as crazy, complex and intense as me. Well let me correct that, I have not met yet any one like that.

It is true I am learning a lot about me through everyone I become in contact with. I am learning new things that I would love to make them part of my reality. But the true will always will be the one people give me by their answers to my question than by me assuming.

I will always be asking you buddy. If you respond which you always do, it is your way of saying to me this is what I have experience but you are free to have your own experience. I will always be grateful to you for it.

You really have some interesting friends on this side, Romulo

Bussy, I know I have good friends in that side - starting with you. But what you said in todays message is very true. I have an analogie that I always tell the mother of my little brother. When things do not seem to work for you, meaning you are going through a lot of hardship, I tell her that is when I know that the good stuf coming my way is just around the conner.

Now, you gave me an idea. The relazation that I came into this weekend of being too intense therefore, this person in particular would never be interested in me even if there were not tides like the one in the present. And my sadness to the silent and not even a little bit of confort on saying that some how I meant something. That I was not this sexy guy good enough for a quicky in an afternoon in DC but a complex intesen being that would require a lot of effort to just be around him. The no confort and silent was understood. Loving someone else with that much passion would do that to a person. reason why answer to my note today about flight back was innocent maybe some guilt involve - who knows I have never was able to predict things or know what was going on in this person mind. But then again, I took an oath not to let assumption in my life any more, reason why I am so outspoken.

Not looking for any one in particular. Maybe while I was sort of involve in this for the last 2 years I was desparated for someone to show up so I could let this obsesion to go away. Now I am back to my old being. Finding singlehood a natural state in my life has always been the way I saw things. When the one that can handel complexity and intensity shows up welcome - I just do not want the other type to keep showing up, it is too much energy waisted, too much pain. But I guess I need to learn lesson - reason why they are showing up. But I did a major break through last week beside discovering that I was pushing on an impossible. I made one that it was not meant for me to stay away.

Looks aren't every thing. For a person like me who keep being judged as vain, I do not let looks to cloud my judgement on this matters.

Wow, Romulo, everything's been so working in your favor lately, huh?

Buddy, I know you know this but the effects to be without a client are going to be felt until the second week of Nov.

No complains here, I accept the outcome cause this is the path I have chosen for me. I need to thank you for this client. I asked you for another Whirlpool and you brought an improove version of the old one. This reafirm to me that I should have no dispair. That you were with me at all times.

Now, if you help me figure out and fix that other part of my life. Then I would be sayinng whoooooo.

It hurts either way. Loosing or winning are one and the same in this paradox. Just help me a give me the courage to walk away and let them be. I think that is best for all.

Thanks for this client - you were there all this time

Romulo, you've changed absolutely everything

Buddy, if I have changed, it is because it cames from within me to do it. I hope you like the changed me because I loving it more and more with the passing of the days.

Time and space my be something that I might not have a completly grasp of it. But I like the fact that I am inventing many things at each time in each space that my reality takes me.

The day did not started good. But I was able to turn it around. The whole process took lots of energy and I was tired by the time I got to my room and order something to eat. I was all day thinking that I have not shown sign to any one of my where abouts or how I was doing. I know you know who I had in mind in specifc. It was nice to know my hola note was answer in way that show me this person had me in mind all day as well. Knowing that it would be only because of a extremely busy day this person asked me how was going with client.

Some how the fact that I seem history repeating itself when it comes to client and the whole numbers of events that occured today, brings confort that I will be able to repeat history and build a trust account with this client like I did with Whirlpool. I have asked you many time in the last months for another Whirlpool to show up. You did as you said you will always do obey my desires.

I also was very happy that another trust account is also going to a healthy balance. I will do what ever is in my power to keep that account going deeper and deeper in the positive level. Past events which I called them mistakes then but were necessary for me to learn more about myself, to accept me and accept others. So I will probably see more of those moments come out. The one that give me the impression that I am superficial entity crossing one's path. In almost 2 weeks there is a trip schedule to NYC for which I am happy for both party and wish them save jurney. I might sound content which I am but only one person could tell I wish things were different. This is a good example of time and space buddy. For another time and space, my content would translate to infinite happiness. But remember this, for this definition of time and space, I am content with not regrets and not negative feeling toward any one. My love is extended to all now. Please remember that as well as the happines that the note brought to me knowing that trust account is going positive.

The reason eternity is so hard for most to grasp

Buddy, you bring a good point. I was just tell me my friend Emma that I learned from my trip to Europe not only true acceptance a love that infenitely unconditional. But also that I was affraid and thought I was not able to do something that was kind of second nature to me. Flying between Europe and American was a common thing as me going and coming from any client in the USA. Yes I have learned that I am affraid of flying. But I think is not being affraid of something any more. It is in not really know any more what is like. Therefore, I procastine on the unknown that will be coming bigger and more frighting as I keep avoiding to learn again what it was like.

Maybe because we have experience time as we know it so far and space as we have found it so far. That the big unknown that we knew and it was second nature to us when we were Gods that one day or space decided to have a human experince. Then we do not see what is out there in front of us. I told her try as much as you can to do it once again. Then you will discover what was second nature to you and crave for it at all times was abandon by you or forgoten for a while. But once you do that first step in experience it again, you will know how much you were missing it.

Romulo... I'm still here

Buddy, believe me, I know you are still here with me. Emma yesterday made a comment which is very true and I was 100% in agreement with her. It says in Spanish Dios aprieta pero no haorca. The fact that you sent this message today is very important and relavent to Emma's comments and how my situation was or still is at some degree.

I do claim responsibility for everything because it was my doing and none else. The moment I claim responsibility that is the moment that I am inpowering myself to take action and change things around. I would denie that a part of me wanted to go throuh the whole thing. It is when you think you do not have anything in the world when you discover the wonderful life that is all around you. Old friend and newone show me how much they do care for me. How much value they bring into my life. I might not be the same consultant in terms of my bank account to that consultant I was 10 years ago but I am a richer consultant now. Look all I got which did not take money nor power to get.

Thanks buddy - for being here.

is appreciating that age is so very meaningless

Buddy, I used to head celabrating my birthday because I could not deal with so much attention. Problem back then is that I used to think love was given on conditional bases. Now I understand why this last birthday was so special. Nor only because I spent it with the two most incredible people on Earth. Also because I got so many notes in which friends wrote beautiful messages telling me how much they appreciate me being in their life.

I can remembre that a few days before my birthday someone almost made me cry with a beautiful statement. It was the fact that this person was letting me know how much he likes this Romulo than the one I used to be 10 years ago, which he never got to meet. But I was moved by that nice comment.

But the truth is that this new Romulo does not look for recognition nor approval. This Romulo thinks and believe on giving love at all times. Regardless, if I get love in return. I just feel I need to overflow the Universe with as much love as I can give.

Now I understand why this birthday was so special and incredible. Now I know why I did not feel unconfortable with all the attentions and emails. I used to hate to think I was getting a year older. My vanity could not handle that. Now I get more compliments than before when I was a lot younger and less grey hair. I think my inner bauty is startung to develop. I thank you for it.

Yeah, Romulo, like a fish takes to water.

Buddy, you are so funny. I have heard the same phrase but in Spanish. This is the first time I hear it in English.

Do I want fame and all that money? Funny ten years ago I wanted all that to proof people that were given me a little bit of love that I worth it. Now days, I can see the trace of that old Romulo. Friend Emma was abel to see that. She says that my competitive nature push me to do such thing, to try to become the center of atention, to make someone see that I worth a little love when that person has been in love for the past eight years with someone else.

Now days, I just want to do what makes me happy and what brings value to others. I have discovered that is my true nature. Yesterday, while talking to Emma, the thought that Romulo of 6 years ago was coming back scared me. Glad my friend was able to tell me that not, I was not that one any more.

Now I would not mind the fame and the money as long as I do the things that makes me happy and brings value to others. Fame and money would the result from what I love doing and the value I bring but will not be he objective that push me to do those things. I guess that is what I need to have clear. They are bias product of doing what I love.

Thanks buddy - now I feel much better - if I can only fix that other part of me that is so competitive and persues things even when it is wrong to do so. Then I can say I have become the person that I dreamed to become some day.

the most powerful power tool ever

Buddy, It is true what you are saying - But it is also true that to reprogram ourselves to use this powerful tool effectively is not easy. Neverthless, thanks for the encouraging words. I will try harder each time.

Buddy - I am going to through the ball at your court

Which one do you think I below? of the many groups of people that you mention in your note today, I know I below to one. Now I have noticed you been a little over the negative side. Now my question is why or is it me the one that seems your comments that way. I love the email you sent me yesterday. It made me feel good. But just mentioning the other groups an dthe fact that some miss on the opportunity or choose not to gor for i, sounds negative on my end. Hubs, I think I told you what group a belong to. But I learned to accept people that see things different than me. So cheer up, I am in London after a wonderful time with the 2 people that I love th emost.

This is me buddy - Telling you that I am on your side ;-)

Do you have any idea of how much each one of them loves you?

Come buddy, you are on my side. Have you noticed the ecards and email I got yesterday. The messages of hope and love my people gave me. Plus you know how wonderful coming to visit my friend Emma and her husband who I call out of love El Tio has been.

In moments when things do not seem to go my way. In times of trial and difficulty is when I see the lights around me. It is when I notice how rich I am, how proud I am of the life that I have been living. This time around has been more poverful than any of the one I have gone through before. This time I around I was with my family in Mexico and Spain. They protected me and the made me feel safe so I can recharge for the battle.

Now do you remember our deal. It is September 14th. I have not heard or received an email from my buddy in DC. I want hos doughter to be as beautiful as her Mom, with the noble heart of his fathers and the intelligence of both of them. I want the mother to be alright and as beautiful and sweet as the night of her wedding. Remember that buddy, that is me asking for my dear friend.

To my Jefecita, I know you heard me in Mexico and I know you are with them now. Please, I implore you for the well being of mother and daughter. This is a good friend and a beautiful soul. I know that you and him selected me to take that message to Mexico city. You knew I could have never passed taking such a noble job. I told him that you like flowers and whe he and his wife go to you to introduce you their daugther; they will remember to bring you flower.

This is me asking you and know that you have heard me. Please let everything be alright. Thanks

Hey, once you're "rich," Romulo, what will you do? If you get my drift

Buddy, I already know that I am rich. Just look at the people you have put in my path. None can be this rich. So with this note I say thank you. I have got to get ready. Emma has a all day plan for the day my family claims I was born.

Thanks buddy.

If you say so, Romulo. If you say so.

Buddy, I can not help but think that you are telling me this in order to let me know how much the power of my thoughts have in the Universe. I also notice that people usually answer this way when they know they do not want to continue the argument.

Please do not give up on me. I like to have you around and the though of you given up is not one that I will be able to take or accept. You are being appreciated buddy. Keep up with me, things are looking up and now is when you need to take the credit for you constant support.

Always your friend

Wicked....

Romulo, I'm literally counting the days 'till our new business is ready! Whoohoo!

Buddy, This is what I like about you - You tell it like it is - Without feel any regrets or thinking anynone can take for a vaine person.

This weekend was one of the best I have had in a long time. Emma and El Tio were telling me that they were kind of nervous with my visist and the Poland, never seem to remember his name, since we some how did not click the day of their wedding. But I was sad when they came to say good bye last. Specially, Elizabeth who I got to dance that wonderful night we went to that dance club by the sea.

Now where El Tio and Emma took me to lunch today was just incredible. It was high end, high class area that I some how missed last time I was here. We had a wonderful time just the three of us. I can not help but love this people with all I got.

I am thinking very seriously in taking my business here. Nor only I have been with people I love but I seem to be very popular here. El Tio told me the nick name he gave me because of the number of people crusing me every where we go but then again they got me drunk during lunch. This time we started with Cerveza and then Sangria that was out of this world.

Thanks buddy, thanks for everything and thanks for given me this people.

Get back in the saddle and ride on, as fast as you can

No kidding - Wow - My friend Emma was right - Coming to Europe through London is the worst - For a little time, I could remember thos days when I used to land and go through terminal 2 - My driver would be waiting for me to have a cigarret with me. He used to like me. We could talk just about any thing. There was this brief moment that I could recall those days. But the mess that I encounter. I have to enter the country when I was not supposed to then they allow only one carry on. You know how much of a nerd I am now days. I travel with all sort of gagets.

But buddy, you can always count on me to get in that saddle as soon as you can say it. I think it was cute how you end your note.

So for every one - It seems I survive this crossing. I will keep on making it each time. The old Romulo of years ago who worked in London is not coming back but the one that was able to do the crossing and venture around the world still within me.

making those whacky finger horns over your head in your photos.

You are so funny. But yes I am aware of my friend in the unseen world. I also know that what I get to see if the tip fo th eiceberg.

Now, I hope you read this one. Making the long trip to Europe is not easy for me now days. I have became more scare of flying in my old age. But I am ready as I could be. Full of crazy thoughts that goes through my mind but the one I have not being able to get at all off, is you. Yes I am guilty that since we last chatted on Monday evening I launched a direct attack on you. But why can we call this an attack. I just express how I feel about someone that I met a feew weeks ago that I am looking forward to meet again and get to know that person better. You and I have know each other for so long. At the 3 quarters of the way I can tell you were always making me believe from the distance and through this media that something can develop from this. The number of fights we have had about this subject are endless. I do not want to fight any more. I do acknowledge this thing that someone connects me to you and won't allow me to venture far. But for my sake and your sake, I made a commitment this last time to really become a friend. To respect your relationship of 8 years which even to this days I admire and think it is a beautiful one because of the way you act when you are with him. I can give my love and friendship without any conditions or expectations. But it is obvious that by keeping it this casual you are either showing me that I am a threat to your relationship or you do not really see me as friend. There has been time in the last couple of month that I really needed a true friend. One that can pick up the phone and give a message of hope and care. I got emails or chats through the other media.

Thoughts cross my mind when I remember one time you went to Dallas and you mention knowing me. Was that done to making jelouse and make him appreciate you more or was I really view like the potential friend I could become and one day being introduce to him.

To tell you the truth I do not know what to think of the whole thing. Was I really being offered a friendship or am I threat to your commitment and relationship with Dallas. I could not be seem like a friend because friend offer in any way they can confort or just the attention to be heard. So I must be consider like as a threat then. Which brings to mind the thought that we my run into each other again and you probably want to pull another DC on me. Is that all I am good for it. That is the part that makes me the most sad. Nor only the thing that scares me the most since I have been offered a gig in Southern California and your constant trip to OC means for me to hide and not being able to really sit down like good friends over coffee without you trying to go beyound of what good friends are supposed to do in such occasions.

It hurts me to attack you. It hurst me that when I am over analyzing a situation with regards to Boston. I get my friend not being supportived or discourage me by saying I was being taking as a casual hook up. I made a promise to honor your and honor your feelings as I am here honoring mine. This is how I feel betray by someone that offered me a friendship and at the moement when I could not handel fleakiness that is what I have been offered. The years knowing you and big part of those years being fed the idea of an illusion that was not meant to be. Then agreen to friendship that has terms and it is not free to express the true love between friends.

Sorry, I could not help on thinking about all this. Trips like the one I am about to take has that effect on me. But I will cross the Atlantic one more time alone for the sixth year when before I used to do with someone that was not even good company to help carry the lugage or do a simple transaction on foreigner ATM. But I am sorry if I hurt you with my attacks. I was hurt for the conditions imposed to a friendship in which I was given my love with out condition even hopping some day I can be introduced to Dallas.

For you buddy, I am sorry I went this route. I had this burning inside all night long as the time to make that crossing that you know gets me this way come closer. But I do appreciate you being on my side kepping me going like good friend always do to each other.

ase don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about

Funny how you said this, call me crazy but I think what you are saying to me is true. All things in my life might not be working or are the way I wish them to be. But I can hear the trumpets and hrons that you are talking in your email.

It is amazing what you have been teaching me this time around. I take fool responsibility that is me who ask for this and enduce this on myself. At the end of the day, I am enjoying this. The experiences are helping me to build my character. I am also seem in the darkness all the light that I have around me. I thank you for it. This is from the bottom of my heart.

No. We're talking bigger than snappy, new Ringtones, Romulo. Way

Buddy, I do believe in your words. I feel like I needed to go through what I am going through. I learning so much about me and the people around me that I feel I could not learn any other way.

I know my time in the sun is just around the conner. But I needed this like I am often looking back at those time in which I tested myself anf found that I learned so much and recognize the abundance that is available for all of us.

I would not change any thing if you ask me. The email that Boston sent me with regards my plans to come for a visit is a proof of that. I can tell now that my crossing path and that wonderful night we spend together had more meaning that just two persons crossing path and never see each other again. I have been appreciated and I have been desired. It has been long since the last time someone made me feel that way.

With this buddy, I am telling you how much I appreciate all that you have given me and how grateful I am that you are continuing given me all I ask for.

Life reflects back 060901

This is a good message buddy, thanks. Now you are giving me a push to keep going. I was just discussing this with my Carioca friend 2 nights ago. He is such a beautiful soul that he truely worries and care for me. I do not know what I have done to deserve this but from deep within my heart I thank you for all that you have given me. For the pleasent surprise visit of a dear friend yesterday. For the Carioca and all that is around me because in moments as dark as this one, I can always see the light that is always around me.

Think about me, Romulo... xo

Buddy, if there is someone who is always in my thoughts, that would be you. I can not help but think that your answer sounded insecure. The way you said "At least that's what I think"

To be honest, I care less what people think of me now days. I have been thinking lately like I usually do when I find myself in the same situation I am in right now. That there are two ways of look at my decision to go independent. If one look at my bank account back when I was in Siebel, that person might say - are you crazy!!! - But doing what I love without having to lie or keeping the truth from client, being honest with myself and the world out there, it is a amazing experience. No having that judge on top of me all the time, feels like paradise.

This is me telling you that I am ok - that I still wish another Whirpool eager to learn and uncovering the secrets of these wonderful application with me, is all I want - plus that person in Boston ;-)

Always thinking of you buddy

Wicked

Kind of makes you want to go out more, huh, Romulo?

You are right buddy. I think I have been a estranger to the world outside. So after speaking with my good friend Emma, I have decided to keep plans to go to Europe a week from today. I just hope I can make the long jurney, London, Zurich and Barcelona in one try.

I will leave London open. Who know maybe by then I get back that adventure spirit I used to have and finnaly spend 2 day in a city thatI love and I have not visit since 1998.

So thanks for the note and thanks for the wonderful day in SOBE

Whatever you decide

Buddy, your message in your note sounded to business like, you are trying to get a message to me that I know. I can not help but being hard on myself for allowing things to get to me. Then again being hard on myself, is me working against myself. Therefore, I just going to acknowledge that I have been giving it my best and keep moving in the direction that I have chosen for myself.

Now, I can tell you that you were more effective with the motivational of today. I remember how in the past I was always looking for outside factors to determine my happyness. Now days I can be in hell but still being able to laugh and share good moments with my friends. A few minutes, the thought that I induced this on me came to my mind. Yes I accept responsibility because I could have avoided it. Yes thoughts of what happens last xmas and how happy I was with so little made me realize how much I had probably was the reason why I did not stop what is happening now. Just like last xmas, I am realizing how much I have. How important I have become to the people that I have made a differences in their life. I have also realize how others can still hurt even thought I am not in my best to defend myself nor in any conditions to roll up with the punshes they are giving me.

I am not going to question that nor I will judge what is good and what is evil. Happines to me is this, to have so little but still feel I have so much. I thank you for it.