Wednesday, August 09, 2006

the illusions in your life - good, bad and ugly - thrive on attention

Buddy, I know what you are trying to say but at time is not simple to achieve it. For instance, I think I might be getting the cellutis again. My friend Emilio try to persuate me I was not while having breakfast with me. But yesterday, I could notice the redness and sourness in the area. This morning as I was getting up, I was telling myself that it was all an illusion which was getting stronger the day before because I was given too much attention.

To be honest, at this time I can not afford to get t his. I feel like too many bad things in a row are happening to me. Then I think about the things I have through before and tell myself I strong enough to go through anything that might come my way. Then I think of that important lesson in Arizona. The Universe always try to remain in harmony by keeping the balance on what we percieve as good or bad. Then I say to myself, a lot of good things might be just around the corner on their way to come to me then.

I do miss my friend Mark. It is hard to look for someone to replace him, not in my heart but in his duties around my apt. I feel at times someone can give me a hug and tell me things will be ok. Emma is a good friend that keeps my spirit high but I need to let her enjoy her time off in Mexico. I made a promise to go and visit the Virgin on that Sat when she departs for Spain and I stay by myself in Mexico. Most likely Gaby will be busy in th emorning so I can do like that last time I stay un the Marriott in that beautiful day in which I saw Mexico city so beautiful and I went to pay my respects and that promise I made a year before when I remember that I was working in the country for a month and I did not go once to see her. That was the time you show me the way you work. You always find the perfect solution for things. Therefores, I will not give too much thoughs of what might be happening and remember that morning when you show me you wonders in Mexico City.

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