There will always be people, Romulo, who think you're a target, who wish you'd be satisfied, or who want you to control you.

Buddy, I guess you read my email in which I wrote comments for which Denver can feel that I am attcaking him. I also reply to one of his email in which I am telling him something that I heard which is when the student is ready the teacher will appear.

If I would have to go with the emotions that his comments and the way that at time he behave toward me, I have to be honest that they are not plesent. According to all I have been reading, listening and watching, this is a signal that the energy he is projecting is not good. I think this is the reason why I have try unsuccessfully to stay away. Because in reality, I do not want to attract that kind of energy. But some how I can not keep my distance. I call this my learning experience which I have given a lot of thoughts since I wrote those comments in the email about NYC. If I am able to focus on give all the positive to this matter regardless of the emotions that this person enduce on me with that kind of behaviour and comments, I can honestly say that I am walking in the path in which I want to take my life.

But at time it is hard for me not to believe that this person is abusing with this kind of behaviour. I have noticed as well that this most of the time happens when someone enters my life. That was one of the reason why I did not say any thing before about what happened in Boston. But I do remember a conversation in which I was told that nothing would make that person happy than to hear that I have found someone who I can care about it.

I still think that this person allow fear to drive his life. You closing thought said that a good sign that this person choose to be near. That is another statement that I have my doubts. Since I have been the one coming back and accept this person's terms for a friendship which limits contact through email only. If I am consider a friend, I would think as I friend he would allow all channel to be open. Therefore, minimize the miss understing that seems to get us in trouble. I said fear drive him because of that. Because he fears considering me a friend when he does not see me as such. I do not think I am being consider a friend that one can introduce to this person people in Texas.

But buddy, at the end I am keeping my word of given all my love uncondictional. I would be firm if I notice abuse and do what you would want me to do which is to inform of the abuse and this time keep my distance forever like I have done with my family and other people that were once part of my life. I acknowledge the fact that you are bring it the subject as a good sign and I hope this person believe ince and for all that you are talking to him. Maybe is Grandmon pushing for this and you keeping me comming back so I do learn my lesson.