Thursday, August 17, 2006

Wow - you were not kidding with your note yesterday

But I show you my appreciation and how grateful then as I am having those feelings right now. First the day started by enjoy the small simple things in life. I have only being in a Wal-Mart only once before, but going with my carioca friend and putting our MP3 ons was just incredible. Then I started to get all those calls about open positions. I could not handle cell, email and lan line all going on at the same time.

Then that wonderful news from my dear friend who has been reading all this time found out that I was going to his city and that I will pay my respect to la jefecita, that he asked me to ask for his unborn child and wife. I am asking now like I will ask when I am in front of her again on Sat. Please let her have the beauty of her Mon, the brains and soul of his father. As well as, I am anxious to recieve the pictures he would say he would send me and telling me that mother and child are doing great.

Then my carioca friend was moved by this that he thanked me for allowing him to be my friend when is I who is forever grateful.

As night fell, I drove to FLL to reconnect with a dear friend that I have not seemed in almost a year. I was hunger for the piece and positive energy that always come my way when I am in his presents. Then driving down wanted to stop at Carioca friend and give him a movie he lend me plus an incredible library I came accross that I want to share with him.

Now it is late and I am tired. But I was moved by emails from my Babe in SOBE. He had done such an incredible job in going over not one but two of my websites in order to help me improve them. I can tell that love had motivated this dear friend to go this far for me.

To be honest, I am not concerned about Emma and Denver. My dear Emma is being the Virgo that she is, that she is trying to make everything perfect for El Tio and my visit to Mexico. When she does not have to do a thing, because you know pretty well that what got me so positive and happy is my going there and being around her and the beautiful people she has brought into my life.

With Denver, I know he has a good heart. I know trying to learn about me by just reading my notes, specially with my accent, is not going to give him the clear picture of who I am. He has to let go of the fear because he knows pretty well that he is made out of love. I know he would get it and know he will know that I mean not harm. becasue through these years he has come to learn another reality through interacting with my craziness and made changes in his life that reflect so. Like they say in conversations with God, we are all going to the same place and the target is so big that does not matter if I take the East and he taske the west. I just ask for him to be kind and take my note with not harm like he learn to take the one in which I was attacking him. Because this one is not different than those other. It is as full of love like the other one.

Thanks for the day - wow

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