when you act as if your greatest dreams have already come true

Buddy, how I can not be gratefull. I am going to see my people in Mexico who are like family to me. Just driving this morning, I realized the incredible relationhsip that I has built over the years with my friends. Just the act to stay in a work on multimedia technology and spend the time together, or simple going to Walmart and do some crazy shopping together, or havimg breakfast in David's Cafe and just be with each other.

Just this morning I realize how much I have changed. The lady in the cash register was laughing and jocking with me. Just last week the people from the carshop and the insurance company seem to enjoying my company.

I am bless. Because just tonight, I was going back in memory lane with my friend Emilio and talk about Mark. How lost I was those days; how unworthy of anything I felt then; then he just came into my life and unconditional show me that he care. He made me feel worthy. He was a beautiful soul. I have not come to terms with his departure since I have not look for someone to replace him and that it was how Emilio and I started to talk about him. He was telling me about this Brazilian woman that is book until end of days but he could get her for me.

None can replace that love I felt. I still remember when he told me "Romulo, you are a real person, that show real feelings; I like that in you" Mark you were brave, loving and kind. I will always carry you in my heart.

Thanks buddy and take care of my boy for me ok ;-)