The Universe - Jan 9th 2007

Every life is heroic, Romulo.
And yours has certainly been no exception.
With deep gratitude from the bleachers - The Universe

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And just wait, Romulo, until you partners that will work with meas partners!

Some how I had the feeling you will come here. I have my doubts since you never come here but this time I was certain that you will follow me here. I am glad you are here. Here is where I talk to him. Here is were I do my self examination and write how I feel about things. I used to do it via email until it was clear up to me that people should not have to endure what goes through my head those lonely nights I am by myself in some hotel room some where in this country. I do not blame any one for it. It is what I love doing and being myself sometimes from Sunday night to Thursday night is a by product of doing what I love doing for a living. Therefore, I do not blame any one. But lost of thoughts come to my mind. I then I put them down in here so I can talk to my buddy, The Universe, God, My Soul.

Yes Boston feels like a second home. I remember when I first worked there back in 2000. I remember I was going through my break up. Boston was just any other city where I travel to work. Then Malcolm shown me how beautiful the city is. Then my friendship with somone since the beginning challenged me but at the same time feed my never ending quest for knowledge invited me to visit and I get to me his wonderful friends, among them Rich, and had the most wonderful time together. Now every chance I get I go to that city. People might say I go mainly for Rich but I go also for Eddie as well as to enjoy such beautiful city that always seems to be wlecoming with open arms whenever I go there.

I remember a few months ago, I wanted to share that with you two and my invitation was taken the wrong way. I was told them that I got that first reaction because I put down one of you by saying you work in sales. I remember the first time that happens there was not way I could make you see that I was not try nor was my intetion to put down any one. I remember then saying that I love you to much to do such things. Eventhought, none would listen to me so then when I wanted to invite the two person I love so much to show the beautiful city that has become a second home I was taken the wrong way.

Mexico still home for me. I know my way aroun that city better than in Miami. Funny how I became to know that city better than any Chilango. It was when I took that assigment in that city. There is not point in me showing you why I did and how i did not meet your expectations since the night you needed me the most I fail you. I was falling sleep every where since getting used to the altitute and lack of oxigine took time. But I remember talking to my guy who skis so well and always welcome me with open arms. I told him how proud I was of my girlfriend. But to be honest, I gained more from that experience that you gain from my presents there. The city became my city. It was the first act on my part that was done base of love without any concerns that since my last international assignment in Australia, I promise myself never to venture outside the borders of my country. I also saw there one morning how the power of God works. I do not know understand why people say is a mystery since it was so clear the path he/she wanted me to follow.

I glad I got you here. because It was with what you wrote here that I saw what my wrong doing of putting you up there was doing to you. Now I can see why litlle by little as I was loosing one memeber of my real family I was putting on you more expectations by calling you my family. Until it came the time that you were the only one I came to every time I needed advice or someone to listen to me and my drama. When I said that I was your cross that you were baring, I was not joking. I was putting you up there even higher with each year that passes. I guess propostionaly the resement for me putting such expectations on you was building. That would be the only explanation for that first reaction to my invitation to Boston. I do not look down on any one that works on sales or maketing since those are the skills I am lacking for my business to be successful. I admire and recognize always intelect and great ideas. I became a better consultant when I acknowledge I do not know every thing nor I feel embarrase to say so.

I have to admit. That I push so much to be part of your family that I became the family member that every family wants to hide or feels not that proud of it. It is like they say in Spanish, after the third day of a house guess visiting; it smells worst that old fish. I was smelling like that since day one I got there. At the beginning I took comments and remarks like we were joking among ourselve. Then they started to bother me which means a bad feeling was traveling with them. Then when you first got so defensive because I was telling you to use the safe remove feature to answer to me the way you answered. Follow by what you said, about the appliance which I know you are one of the most inteligent woman I know do you realy think it was me who broke it. You two had a lot of resement built up. I am just glad that despit feeling so bad for all that was happening. I never hurt back or was misrespectful to you in your own home. I just needed to be left alone.

I was not jocking about the lesson. Beleive me, I have been in that situation so many time with friends and family. Therefore, it is a lesson that I have ot learned despit that I have been there so many time. But this time is different, this time involve you for who I care too much so this is it. This is the last time the Universe is asking me to learn not to put such expectations on people and treat them like Gods. I can go on and explain to you the roots of this but I have said it so many time that now it is hard for people to believe. But I tell you one thing, I got your email this morning following the one send by the blog with your comment. Early last night, my little borther sent me an email letter me know that he is dying to talk to me and that he is with his father, la barragana and her 2 sons some where in some mountain near Atlanta. My little borther hates to be in the same place with la barragana and her 2 song. I guess because they talk in a sarcastic way about him and always putting him down. They used to do the same thing with me. Antonio Rios listens to all the coments but does not do anything other than in a passive aggrresive way force you to be in that space if you want to share time with him. Come to think of it that was one of the main reason of my big fight with him 10 years ago. I suggested then for him to find a space where only him and Miguel Antonio can meet. He went crazy, insult me and told me that whoever wants to be with him has to meet him where he always would be (with his barragana) That he is old and he has not much left so I should respect his wishes and let him live his last years in peace. This is from a man who always lived his life the way he wanted without any concerns who he was taking within. He is well aware that Miguel Antonio does not enjoy to be in that space with him. I told him that is not love or any consideration from him. What do you think? My little brother still when because he wants to spend time with his father, he knows he does not have that many years left.

I glad you met me here.

The Universe - Jan 8th 2007

This is just your friendly, annual reminder, Romulo, that things can change so very, very fast.
Passport up to date? Shot card? Bank deposit slips in your possession at all times?
You're gonna love 2007- The Universe

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And who is going to watch your business, Romulo, when you have to fly to the Oscars?

Buddy, I can not help myself and smile when I read usch a nice message. I do believe 2007 would be a great year. So many things happened in 2006 and the cruel reminder that there is a lesson I have not yet learned which I have to learn at all cost this time around.

But thanks for this message, I still feel lost in my home town and the desire to stay longger in Boston. But I need to start working in my own stuff. First thing in the agenda is to visit Dr. I think I will not spend the next few days in a hospital but have to take more antibiotics. I thank for that.

Wicked Jan 6th 2007 - The Extra Mile

"The Extra Mile"

One of our teachers related a story to me recently about a student of hers who is using all the tools of Kabbalah but is still experiencing major chaos.

This student is facing the reality that her company is downsizing in the coming months and she might lose her job. Her question to the teacher was, basically, "What gives?"

It's a really good question, and one I know all Kabbalah students face at some point in their journey. Especially in the month of Capricorn. It's a time when we start to doubt that what we are doing is working. Basically, it's a time when the you-know-what really starts to stink.

And my answer is: breathe it in.

The tests are coming now because the Light wants us to work harder at finding it. The more we sweat and squirm, the greater the revelation will be.

Keep using the tools and getting comfortable in the uncomfortable zone. You never know how close you are to penetrating the darkness and tapping into the Light. And as experience shows us, the day we give up is usually the day the answers are ready to reveal themselves.

I know this isn't easy when you're receiving bad news from the doctor or overwhelmed with other difficult issues in your life. But this is all part of the game we signed up for in the endless world.

The strategy to this game is to accept the junk, really accept it and even be grateful for it. The faster you do, the quicker you'll reach the Lighter side.

This week, take stock of where your life is at right now. Know that the difficulties are there for a beneficial reason. Remember that the only mile that counts is the extra mile. Oh, and about that student who's stuck between a rock and a hard place: I told her that in her darkest moment, if she can find a way to give, and to give big, she can expect her life to change in unimaginable ways.

I look forward to hearing about her miracles, and yours as well.

All the best,
Yehuda

Funny, how I get this message from my friend in a time in which I feel defeated and lost in my own home town.

I came back from Europe defeated. This dear friend in Boston picked me up in airport and stayed with me all nigght keeping me company in my hotel room. That was an act of pure love which is a major characteristic of him.

Then feeling hungry and with the desire to see the city that feels like a second home to me, I went out of my room the next day. It was just a short visit to the financial center of Boston. But I stopped in a place to buy something for this other person that I have not words to describe our relationship. I can only say that each time we are together I feel like none has made me feel before. Even one touch and I can feel this sesantion all over my buddy. It is amazing how just with one touch I can feel such sensation all over my buddy. But I bought this present without any expectation of getting together on this visit to Boston.

To my surprise, the door bell of my hotel room rang at 3:00 AM. When I open the door I heard the comment "I thought you would be awake, sorry for being so late" for which I paid not too much attention and started kissing this person with the passion that always overcome me when we are together. Just like the last time I was in town, we slept together after what I call an experience that keeps getting better and better each time we see each other.

It was hard to leave Boston this time. I think part is because I do not know when would be the next time I would come back again. I did not say this to this person but I felt uncofortable not sayinh anything about it. Now, I am back home and I am feeling just like this note from my friend. I have to admit that a major part of me feeling this way is what I think I am feeling for this person but I am not sure of my feelings any more. I am not sure about a lot of things any more. Europe was an eye opening experience that reminded me of a lesson I have not yet finished learning in my life. Funny how that call from my little borther while I was in Boston refirm me the roots of this problem in me. I hope my experience would help him realize that the same thing is happening to him. That some how we both need to put a end to this believe in which we were brought up that love is given always to us under condiction in which we always have to sacrify ourselves. That should end up with us and not let it continue any more.

It was hard to leave Boston. I still do not know how to define my relationship with this person who is the main reason for me to visit the city so often. I do not if I want to. I just know that when we are together I feel like none has ever made me feel before.

So this is to you buddy, I want the light to come to me and eliminate all the darkness where I feel I have lost myself since my return from Europe. I want home to feel like my home. I like to be with this person once again in the near future. I would try to endure this feeling of lost and go the extra mile if you deliver the light once again.

The Universe - Jan 5th, 2007

The more you trust folks, Romulo, the less they let you down.
Sounds like an oxymoron, but it's true.
The Universe

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Oh yeah, Romulo? Believe me, had you not been as trusting as you already are, there's no telling what some of those rascals would have been up to by now.

Believe me buddy when I tell you that I always conduct business as well as my personal relationship base on trust. It is difficult for me to go back and trust someone after finding proof that they are not to be trust any more. Nevertheless, that does not discourage me for not keep given my trust when I engage in a new relationship.

It was good to talked to my little brother last night. I was able to see things more clear. Too bad that I think he is letting his father to abuse him in a passive aggresive way. I see now much clearly that Being brought up thinking that love is conditional, it is the root of all the problems I have decided to fix this year.

Thanks buddy, I keep on trusting but hard to give my trust again when someone abuses me. To tell you the truth, I do not know how to deal with that situation. Some help from you is appreciated.

The Universe - Jan 4th 2007

If a bird who could fly, only wished for flight as it sat on a limb, before long it would be unable to fly.
Fly, Romulo, fly!
The Universe
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Same goes for anyone wishing anything, Romulo, if all they do is wish.

Buddy, that is a great advie and good analogy. I will be back in SOBE tomorrow Friday. My resolutin this year is to make those changes I have in my mind to do with regard career and personal life. I will definetly define gravity buddy. If any one ask, just tell them that they can see me up in the sky. I am tired to be after the little love people are willing to give with such high prize for me to pay. I like your motivational as well. I will always try to fight negativiness with a positive attitude, reason why I kept quiet and respected I was not in my home.

Thanks buddy.

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The Universe - Jan 3, 2007

The litmus test that will reveal whether or not those in your company are truly enlightened, Romulo, is whether or not they treat everyone else as if they, too, were enlightened.
Best to assume they are, if you get my drift.
All bow, The Universe

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I love being so smart, Romulo, don't you?

Buddy, I accept your remark about being smart. I think every one is. I also believe I became a better person and consultant the moment relaize that I do not know every thing.

Do I need to test if the people with whom I hang out are enlightened or not? My only answer to that is that I try to share every thing that comes my way with every one. All the material I find that is helping me to continue my jurney I share it with every one. I also share my interpretation with every one and aks for them. Nevertheless, I try to keep in mind that the way I see the world is different from the way everyone else sees it. Yes I can be guilty at time of trying to impose my value but then again I try to learn from the experience and try not to do it again.

Now I heard in on of the material that made it my way that is an act of love to tell the person who victimize us of what they have done. I do agree with that statement and I encourage everyone else to do it. I try at all time to take the feed back a friend is giving me. My reasons for it is that a friend wants good for you so in a way they are helping me be a better person.

Now my only quest is to make my crossing through someone's life path a positive experience. But your note comes on a day in which I feel like you are truely speaking to me. So here we go with what I have decided to do. I have decided not to engage in any conversation with regards to the events. I avoided it last night and this morning. Yes I still believe is an act of love to tell people exactly what they have done and how I feel. My only answer is that our target is so big that none is going to miss it. Yes some people would take longer to get there andother will do it faster. Now I am responsible being time for it. But I will not engaged in conversations that for the sake of helping someone would make things worst. The way I am thinking if I am to be blame for a storm that blew a piece of equipment up, I guess my feed back will not be heard. I rather work on me and learn my lesson once and for all so that this does not repeact again.

I am coming home with tha purpose. To work on this issue I have. I asked my Mother on an xmas eve morning that I can not be in the same space with her because in the best way piossible I have asked her to avoid making comments or act in any way that could make this friend that was staying over because he needed a place to stay to feel like I felt when once in my life I needed the same favor. You can remember at that time I felt like I needed to pay forward for finding someone who extended such kiness. I have to admit that I was treated most of the time like I was picked up from the streets and was clear that I was not to forget that even when I started paying my share of rent. But I have to admit that I am gratefull because at the very least I had a roof over my head. Yes a lot of people could not understand why I did what I did with my mother. Maybe because they have not gone through the experience like I did back in Houston. I could not let another human beaing go through the same thing.

But like I did back then that I learned my lesson about picking up every one who needed a place to stay because I needed to pay forward for that favor regardless of how I was treated. I need to learn that friend should not be put in a pedestal. A good friend a little over a year ago told me that he does not want a friend to do that to him. Yes I have been guilty of doing that over and over. I remember a year ago discussing that with friends and finding out that I do that in a way for people to accept me. Funny, I have told people who accuses me of come up vain that only someone who knows me superficially can do that. Because how can one explains me having to do such thing for people to accept me. If it was because I think I put people in a pedestal in order to be accepted. Like just being me is not good enough for that.

For the second time in my life I felt like Houston. I remember that friend in Houston I had him in a pedestal. I remember running into his sister last year in DC and how sweet she was with me and how I was glad to see her. She felt the same way I felt while she was living with her brother and one time told that in an way she felt guilty later and call me th efollowing day to apologize. All through the conversation I was putting her brother in a pedestal reason why she could not hold it any more and let every thing out. Now I have to learn my lesson so that it does not repeat again. That was what I mean when I was on my way to the airport today. That is why I said I need to go home and work on putting my life back together and made the changes necessarry so that I growth from this. I know they will on time learn their lesson to. Because our target is so big that we are not going to miss it. For me to do an act of love in this case will not do any good to them. If they still think I have the power to creat a thunderstorm which can casue an appliance that I have never used to die. Would they listen to how I felt I was treated?

Vuddy this is me answering you and acknowledge your message. I thank you for it and ask of you to help me grow from this experience and put behind me the need to fight for conditional love. You helped me back in Oct, I know you will come through again.

Jan 02, 2007 - The Universe

Of course, Romulo, you probably could have done something else entirely with your life, something easier or more common, and have been even more successful than you are today. But then, you wouldn't become as successful as you are about to be.
Remember, you wanted it all? The Universe

Or, Romulo, were you just referring to the Cadbury Fruit & Nut Bar we were sharing? Either way, you are so on the right track.

Buddy, it is true that I wanted it all. It is also true that my concept of being successful has changed from when I was was a young consultant in my early 30's traveling around the world. Now days, one can say I am successfull because I care more for making a positive event my crossing path with another soul than keeping a high balance in my bank account. I care more for the people I have in my life that I accept me the way I am and always willing to help me become I bettter person.

Before I stared my last trip of 2006, I made the decision of maybe going back to be a satffed consultant for some firm. I figure that it is not fair for so many good people that I have the fortune to have in my life through so many of my missfortunes or better yet lessons in this life time. This came to my mind when I realized that one of the things that brings value to what I do for a living is to share my knowledge but when clients are not appreciative of it and take the opportunity I am giving them. It is difficult to wake up on Monday Mornings to take a flight some where. Nevertheless, the way you are ending your message, gives me hope to keep on going. Remember, I want clients that wants to implement Analytics the right way and discover its wonders as a team of people sicking knowledge and good wills to share knowledge.

Jan 1, 2006 - The Universe

If you could read all the minds that I read, Romulo, hear all the prayers that I hear, and beat all the hearts that I beat, I wonder if you'd even believe how often you're thought of, talked about, and fallen in love with...
2007 is payback time.

Sorry, Romulo, can't tell you everything I heard, without getting into wicked trouble from the proofreaders.

Buddy, I have to admit that is not so easy for me to believe in what you are saying. Then again, I do not have your powers to see in every one's heart. I know 2007 will be payback time since last night as my people were celabrating the new years and I was in bed because I got sick again, I though of all the things I have endure lately. I was kind of down but not feeling like a victim.

Yes I have people who love me and I thankful to you for putting them in my path. I felt bad because of getting sick and sort of ruin their time. But then again this is a group of extraordinary souls that you have put in my path. Here is the picture of my people and thank you again.

Universe Dec 22nd 2006

Haven't all the years you've spent being Santa Claus, Romulo, been more fun than all the years you spent waiting for Santa Claus?
And not just for the joy you've helped place on your favorite faces, but for your ability to act instead of wait. Acting makes the suspense bearable. It gives you a starring role. Time passes more quickly. And best of all, it makes possible the dance of life as you network and mingle with other dancers.
It's the same for your dreams, Romulo. Act, don't wait.
Happy Hallelujah, Santa Claus! The Universe

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Just caring about one of our favorite faces, Romulo.

Buddy, you are right. You know how much I care for my friends in Boston. But when my Carioca friend and I could not make it on time for my flight yesterday. I was not hurt or upset as if I would miss my flight tomorrow to Barcelona. They place a face on me as I given them all my love. It feels like coming home. Thanks buddy.

Universe Dec 21st 2006

The one thing all famous authors, world class athletes, business tycoons, singers, actors, and celebrated achievers in any field have in common, Romulo, is that they all began their journeys when they were none of these things.
Yet still, they began their journeys.
You are so poised for greatness, The Universe

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One day, they're going to name something big after you, Romulo! Like a statue, a college... or a hurricane.

Buddy, they already name something big after me. Did you forget about ROME? Nevertheless, I do get yor message. I am just having problem now accepting why people are such cheaters inthe field where I am working. I am trying everything to take things differently. But I can not believe why people can be like this.

Well, I am about sto start my jurney to Spain again. No point in making myself go crazy this time or any other time. I love been with my family and that is what they are

Universe Dec 20th 2006

No one is ever at the mercy of their past, Romulo, anymore than they're at the mercy of old family photo albums.
Just "take more pictures" - The Universe
Romulo, for your special little friends, under the age of 2...
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Actually, Romulo, if you can live in the same world that keeps photos of you in platforms, polyester, and culottes, the sky is truly the limit.

You right buddy, how can we be. We have the power to create so I choose from now on to do that in stead of telling every one I am a victim of the circustances.

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR Tuesday, December 19, 2006

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Be the person
+++++++++++++++++++
If you are chasing something, the very fact that you must chase it means that it is moving away from you. Rather than chasing something directly, consider attracting it into your life.
Be the person who would have what you wish to have. Be the person who can live the life you wish to live.
When you chase after anything, whether it is a relationship, money, a job or anything else, it can be quite frustrating.
Because you are focusing on something external to yourself, over which you have very little control.
Instead, focus on what you can control, on what you can build and grow and improve in yourself. That is the quickest and most reliable way to bring results.
Whatever it is that you desire, give it a warm and welcoming place to exist within you. The good things in life will flow into places where they are appreciated and put to good use.
Imagine your most treasured dream in every detail, and then set about to be the person who can truly experience it. Your dream will fill the home that you build for it.


Yes there was a peculiar way in which you delivered your first message. Now on this one, you had me. Thanks buddy

Universe Dec 19 2006

You wondering "how," Romulo, would be as silly as me wondering "why."
I don't, and neither should you.
I mean, let's not be that silly - The Universe

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You can have whatever you want, Romulo, if you let me deliver it however I want. Yeah, big "IF."

Ok buddy - I can tell you are giving the lesson this morning with a different twist. Still, I found it very positive. I learn not to long ago no to worry about how am I going to cross the river until I get to it. If I worry or start thinking on the how, that would be me limiting the greatest power there is. Why would I do that which in terms will limit me as well.

back at you buddy, thanks for the message.

the events and people of your life can be changed with your thoughts

As far as I can tell, Romulo, worrying, about anything at all, is a pretty good indicator that one has begun thinking that their joy and prosperity will somehow hinge on pending physical events, other people, or angry green Martians.
Can you imagine?!
Phone home, The Universe
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First, Romulo, joy and prosperity are created within. Second, the events and people of your life can be changed with your thoughts. And third, Martians have long dwelled upon your planet, and while there were a few among them considering a coup, even they are now so enthralled by "The Secret," you have absolutely nothing to fear.

I do not feel fear at all. You know better than any body else tha in the last 12 months, I hav ebeen able to feel rich when I have not a dime in my pocket. I feel I have been bless with my closest friend. They are the ones that have endure these difficult times with me. Some of them, have actually lived through them with me. I am rich witout limits.

Now you know who has been in my mind since last weekend. We all know that we were not meant for each other. That he is not supposed to be one of those close friends in my life. That all we have to learn from each other has been done, reason why he has been able to move on. Now, I want you to help me get over this obssession I had since I was a child of trying to win the affection of someone who can only give me conditional love. I do not need to proof any thing any more. I do not need to try to compete for the little love someone can offer me. I know is within me, but I need you to help me untap to this like I was able to do with real family and my career.

Thanks buddy, you message was straight to the point and clear in every sense. I just asking you to make me grow pass begging for little love someone wan provide me.

why does it feel like xmas?

Be led by joy, Romulo. It's the whole point.
The Universe
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Remember, Romulo, before this entire adventure began, you once asked me to remind you of this? You asked that I time it right before the floodgates opened, so that you could stay grounded. You were studying at the prestigious Time~Space University... in the Ph.D program... on a Hula-Hoop scholarship... "Go Illuminators!!"

OK buddy, you are right. I do not feel grounded. I have not been feeling grounded for a while. I know my life has never been a walk in the park. I have not regrets about that. Nice to see an email from my friend Emma trying to lift my spirit and remind me that we all have xmas inside of us. But it does not feel like xmas. It doe not fell like joy is in th air and only goodness comes out of people.

I have been thinking a lot about him lately. I think the reason is because we were so close for a day or two and none of us did any thing to try to see one another. It is better this way but I can not help thinking of him.

Also I am making my mind about getting a real job. I can not keep going as independ if I keep running into company that are not honest or client' s team members that do not appreciate me giving them all my knowledge.

I do want to feel like xmas. Even on the worst of my time before, I have never had a feeling like I am felling now. Like xmas was stolen from me. I know when I am on my way to Boston. I will feel xmas. When I am on my way to Europe, I will feel like xmas.

Yes, Romulo, you're the essense, image and painter all at once.

It's kind of like there once existed this image, or better, an intangible undefined essence that yearned to be an image, to be defined, so it first created the ether.
And then, from the ether it created a painter who would paint this image onto a canvass.
And as the masterpiece was created -before paint had even dried - the eyes of the image stared inquisitively out into the world and at the painter who had painted it, and asked: Who am I? How did I get here? And you, dear painter, where did you come from?
And the painter answered not, Romulo, too busy with her easels, colors, brushes and plans, to even know she had been addressed...
The Universe

Yes, Romulo, you're the essense, image and painter all at once.

Buddy, I could feel the tears about to come down from my eyes. This is a very beautiful message. I thank you for this and giving it to me in a moment when I needed you to do it. You work in misterious way but you know when and how. I have to give you credit for that.

Thinking seriously to stop being an independent consultant. Not only because of all the cheating I have been subject to it by so call partners but clients do not have any consideration or appreciation for me getting out of my way. I would remain like I proimised myself, always speak the truth and and conduct business in the most honest way possible. A firm is after me. It is privately owned with headquarters in Denver of all cities. But that is not an issue any more. They are offering 150 plus bonus - Money is not every thing but clients tend to take advantage of my generosity.

It does not feel like xmas. I think all that happened during Thanks Giving stoled my xmas away from me. My only goal now is to make my trip next week to see Eddie in Boston and then cross the Atlantic Ocean to be with my people for xmas and new year. I know It will feel like xmas then. Thanks buddy - you touched my heart with your note today.

Reminder #3 - Romulo, you are as good at this as anyone has ever been. Plus, you rock.

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Reminder #1 - When dreaming, know that anything can happen. In that magical state, the only price to be paid is with imagination. Having "it all" costs the same as having nothing at all.
Reminder #2 - You're now dreaming.
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Reminder #3 - Romulo, you are as good at this as anyone has ever been. Plus, you rock.

Buddy, I like to think of myself like this quote I hear in this movie which I have always found facinated and very much describes the kind of person I am. I might not be as good looking as Ethen Hawk. But I can related to the character he plays in that movie.

"I am as good as everyone else and better than most" But I like your note. Thanks buddy.

Always have, Romulo, always will. (We've seen your footprints.)

Sometimes it may help to remember, Romulo, that here, everyone believes in you.
Are we cool, or what?
The Universe

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Always have, Romulo, always will. (We've seen your footprints.)

Ok buddy, you know the right things to say. I am not upset but I was scare thinking that I had to end up in the hospital again. No only that, I lost everything in my computer and for being to busy traveling accross country every week, I forgot to do my regular back up. I am not upset nor I am worried either. But now, I have to ask Emma to send me again that list of things she wanted me to look for it in the States and bring with me to Europe. Actually, I am dying to speak to her. So in that note I thank you for all buddy. Glad you are here by my side.

They went looking for you awhile back, Romulo.

They went looking for you awhile back, Romulo. They heard rumors you were headed out on your own. That you had returned to the jungles of time and space. That you wanted to prove once and for all that dreams do come true, thoughts become things, and that all is exactly as it should be. That the size of a dream has no bearing on its ability to come true. That abundance, health and harmony are one's default settings, and their attainment comes effortlessly when you invite them into your life with demonstrated expectation.
They wanted to tell you they already knew this.
Oh heck, The Universe
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Bet you can find them in your life right now, Romulo. Probably listening to hip-hop.


Yes buddy that is me who decided to through this experience with you on my side. Now I want you to keep me off from beign hospitalize this time. It feels like that time in Michigan. So I ask you to delivery me from that.

That is our deal - I ask and you give it to me

Often, Romulo, simply showing up is enough.
Because the friends, abundance and health you now dream of possessing, have long been in place.
Because the coincidences, surprises, and serendipities that will transform your life, already lie in wait for your passing.
And because little else could speak louder of your belief in success, than physically putting yourself in a position to receive.
It's fun to stay at the YMCA - The Universe
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Not to mention, Romulo, we can hardly wait to see that look of shock and delight on your little human face.

Buddy, there is not question in my mind about this. I have always being gratefull to you for all that I have now and the abundance of all the good things in life that is available to me at all time.

Can't fool me

Of all the planets, of all the countries, of all the people, Romulo, that you could have chosen to inhabit, call home, or become, that you chose as you did, could only mean one thing: Being Romulo Rios, here and now, is what you most wanted, when making such decisions from the absolute zenith of your divine magnificence.
Yeah, you knew exactly what you were doing.
Can't fool me - The Universe
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And now, Romulo, you're the envy of the ball.

of course I can not fool you. Like I can not fool Emma or Eddie even if I wanted to. Yes Eddie was right. He always through them back at me the way that I am expecting him too. Like for instance this resource that keeps chellenging me in stupid things because he does not realize that he is out side his confer zone. So he rather focus on stupid things to proof he has not make a mistake when it is by making mistake and at knowledge them that you learne. Well, I hope he gets it after what we did today. Yes, you were right when you told me this is a time for leaning. I can not keep putting myself at risk just because I wanted to transfer knowledge. Like I told the guy if you do not want to listen and learn what I have to offer, at least let the other guy to do it which he is happy to. Thanks body for this one - Yes I decided all this. I love the challenge.

I just have one thing tosay buddy - you are so right on this one - thanks

Romulo, can you believe it's already December? That it's Friday, again? That as you read these very words, somewhere in the world there are waves crashing, eagles soaring, lilacs blooming, and friends laughing so hard tears are streaming down their faces? That your life has been changing so swiftly? That you're absolutely gorgeous, inside and out? That you're new business came so quickly? That others who now want to partners that will work with meas partners, emulate how you did it? That peace, love, and happiness are flourishing around the world? Yeah, Romulo, I thought you would.
The Universe
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Haven't things always changed fast, Romulo?

Things that make you go, "Hmmmmm.....

They asked for a sign, Romulo, evidence that I stir within their souls, that I conspire tirelessly on their behalf, and that all is exactly as it should be.
Do you think they mean besides simply being alive at all?
Things that make you go, "Hmmmmm..... " The Universe
There could be no better time, in the history of the world, to understand how powerful you are, how far you can reach, and how much you deserve.
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I guess if you stare at anything long enough, Romulo, without thinking, it starts looking like "chicken."


Buddy, I love your last comment - What would that person who will be in FTL before leaving for cruise and after come back from it, do? Should I be ready to pretend some higher power is running show here in case we run into each other. I think so. He was not confortable talking to me on the phone why would he call to say he is in town. The chances for us to run into each other are minimum. Even if I decide to go out since Edde still in town, we do not go to same dance club. Eddie and I love tribal music. Any ways, it is not important. Thanks for message buddy.

I know now more than ever that The Wicked would be mourned

Thanks buddy - Now I know that you are really talking seriously to me anout this subject.

'In preparing for battle I have always found that plans are useless, but planning is indispensable.'
Dwight D. Eisenhower - Columbia Dict. of Quot. pg 688


THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
When things go wrong
+++++++++++++++++++
When things go wrong, stop and ask yourself a question. Do you want to make circumstances worse, or do you wish to make things better?
Getting angry and resentful will take a bad situation and make it even more difficult. Focusing solely on who is to blame and seeking some form of retribution will not solve the problem.
Instead, step back from what's going on, and make every effort to look objectively, with an open mind, at all the factors involved. Take a few moments to calmly put everything into perspective.
When things go wrong, you will always find an abundance of opportunities for making a positive difference. Difficult situations, as undesirable as they may be, often carry with them valuable possibilities that cannot be found anywhere else.
Look for a way to respond that will end up putting you in a stronger position than you were before the setback occurred.
See the situation as an opportunity, and that's what it will become.
When things go wrong, you have the chance to step forward and create real, meaningful, and much-needed value. The momentum you build in doing so will continue to carry you quickly ahead.
Ralph Marston

Should have shared that one a long time ago, huh, Romulo?

Did you know that if you choose to be joyful enough, Romulo, it's physically impossible to get angry, fret, stew, or worry?
And that if you choose it often enough, it's physically impossible to be broke, sick, lonely, or confused.
Oh yeah.
Some things really are impossible - The Universe

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Should have shared that one a long time ago, huh, Romulo?

Buddy, I thank you for this advice. It is my believe that is never too late. Yes I would put this in practice. At times is hard, I know that from experience last week. Neverthless, it never enter my mind to think I either deserve this or why life is unfair with me. I am responsible for attracting those things. But for the situation in which I found myself, I have hope and think things are not bad in my life. Atually, I have thoughts in which I thank you for sending my way the people I have now around me and can count as friends. Even the people I do not that well or just meet, they seem to be having a good experience by meeting me. So this is me thank you for being with me now and forever. That I will put this into practice. That I will asking you to send my way all the good things which are in aboundance in the Universe. I will always like now thank you in advance for it.

Emma, you were right. It is not good to put friend up there as Gods when they are acting on their good nature which seems to be the only way you and Eddie experience life. I thank you all for bein you. Like my dear old friend who I thought about a lot in last week Mark used to say to me, what I like about you Romulo is that you are real. I think the same things about you guys.

Buddy, please give my best to my old friend. That there is not a dy that passes without him crossing mny thoughts. That I am gratefull to you and him for us crossing path. That I am ok and happy to be here. That I look forward for the next time we see each other. Amen.

you are righ buddy

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Friday, November 24, 2006
Before
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Before you struggle to get what you don't really want, stop.
And consider what an exquisite miracle you already are.
Before you spend time complaining that things are not going your way, think for a moment. And see that everything that is, can be put to positive purpose.
Before you waste your life worrying that you might lose it all, gently and lovingly calm your thoughts. Realize that what truly has value can never be taken away.
Before you blame others for all of your troubles, take a step back. And understand that the way to control your own destiny is to take full responsibility for your life.
Before you allow fear to hold you prisoner, remember this.
You can learn from the fear, you can use it to more fully prepare, and you can then move confidently ahead.
Before you allow any person, thought, feeling, event or situation to get you down, take a deep breath and consider.
This moment is still unfolding, and you can choose right now to make life better than it has ever been.
Ralph Marston

I like your anser. Yes more than ever I know you are on my side on this. Now lets work togeher in making all this to work. I know we can do it. For this I will make use of the abundance, success and richness that you have provide me.

Thinking that money will somehow make one happy, Romulo, isn't thinking at all

Thinking that money will somehow make one happy, Romulo, isn't thinking at all.
Hey, sorry, you know better. But you might not believe how many people think that just because they don't have much of it now, its lack is at the root of their own challenges. Which is never the case.
E-w-w-w-h... The Universe
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Don't get me wrong, Romulo, I'm all about the "Bling-Bling." But the lack of abundance in one's life is not a cause, but an effect, of other thoughts on the subjects of life, work, and happiness.

Buddy, it was never about the money and you know that perfectly. Tell me what I am doing wrong. Tell me what I am doing to attract the people I am attracting into my life wether is for business or personal matter. All I am after is to keep the balance and harmony in Universe. All I want is to bring value to my clients and have lasting experiences with my friend in which we all can grow from it. You know for a fact that I am not seating here just thinking I want to be a millionare. All I am after is to build things and have the benefit to know that what I did benefit my clients. Despit of all, I feel successful. I feel I am the best in what I do. I feel my friends are good people that at times go through so much with me but at the end they are with me despit all because some how I bring value into their lifes which is what I really after.

Our deal is I would ask and you provide all I ask to me. I am not making use of that power to waist your resources. I feel even now when I have nothing that there is plenty of abudance in my life. I am gratefull to you for all the good you have given me and is coming my way. Now I am asking to give to me the success I am entitle to for seeking the highest purpose of my this life time. I am asking you to help me achieve my highest purpose through my work and personal relationships. I am not wishing any more. I am commanding you to delivery to me the success in my professional and personal like as a result of a job well done in which I am seeking to bring value to my client as well as to every one I come into to contact with. I asking you to let the abundance of happines and richness of life has to offer to rich me and me to make good use of it to keep persuing my commitment to reach you and in the process help other to achieve their highest purpose. Thi is my command to you. You have a commitment to me. Now lets make all work for the good of every one.

You know, kind of a 'thank you,' in advance.

Actually, you don't have to tell me what you want, Romulo. I already know.
You don't even have to tell me why you want it. That you do, is enough.
And please don't ask how I'm going to do it. There's always a way.
But I certainly wouldn't mind the occasional, "Yeeeeee-haaaaaaa, hallelujah, amen brothers and sisters!" You know, kind of a 'thank you,' in advance.
Thank you, The Universe

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Little else fires up the old turbines of manifestation like gratitude given in advance, Romulo.


Buddy, you know that even on my darkest hours. I have always thanked you for having you on my side, experiencing time and space together and finding our way back.

I can not help that in the last few days my friend Mark has come to mind. Please let him know that his being missed and that I will always be fratefull to you and him for having cross path.

Happy thanksgiving buddy - thanks for sending Eddie my way - I could not have made it with out him in the last few days. Emma can be at peace that he is here and we were invited to dinner at my neightboors.

The rocket needs fuel, Romulo, and you deserve a standing ovation. I know.

Judging yourself for what you haven't yet accomplished, Romulo, is kind of like taking rocket fuel from the rocket so that it might fly higher.
I said, "kind of."
Tallyho, The Universe
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The rocket needs fuel, Romulo, and you deserve a standing ovation. I know.

Buddy, I can agree on that - But have you thought of what I told you yesterday - I am counting on you

Of course, Romulo, when it comes to end results, like love and joy, health and harmony, and "embarrassing" wealth, there need be no uncertainty.

By embracing uncertainty with regard to the hows of dream manifestation, Romulo, and allowing it, not fearing it, you actually increase my options for blowing your dear, sweet mind.
Yeah, this is good. Really good.
The Universe
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Of course, Romulo, when it comes to end results, like love and joy, health and harmony, and "embarrassing" wealth, there need be no uncertainty.

Ok buddy, I will need you to help me on this one. I did embrasse uncertainty going into this project with current partner. I endure the long commute from my beloved SOBE and went through the difficult situation that only few know so far and just a few minutes ago I told my business manager for which she just felt sorry for me. But I did it without thinking o poor me, look at the things I have to gio through. I doing my commute with not regret and happy to be making a contribution to this client. You know me - I love being in a high pace environement and solving problem is what brings most reward to me.

I just like to know what am I doing to attract this kind of people for business as well as for romantic purposes. I will try to fix what am I doing wrong. I just do not think if I am coming from a place where I am always after win/win situations for me andmy clients/partners why I I attract thes other one that that are so negative. When it comes to romance, I think I am learning and getting better to recognize when the cloth do not fit me but still make me invisible to this people. please....

Romulo, thought is your key to the Universe

You know, "things" haven't always been as they now are, Romulo.
Once upon a time, they were all just "thoughts." Mine.
Today, of course, they're yours.
Aren't we the movers and shakers? The Universe

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Romulo, thought is your key to the Universe. And there are no doors it can't unlock. None, nadda, zippo...

Buddy, yes we are - At the beginning it was just you wanted to experience what being in a place where time and space is relative was all about it. So I got here to remember how to get to you, my source, by remembering the agreement we bound to follow in this adventure. I ask and you are supposed to give it to me. Just remember that this is the place where all is relative and you are in our home where all is absolute. I might wonder at time in my thought but I will do my best to keep them focus.

To end this notes, buddy - Remember there was a time in my life where I thought there we doors every door and they were all lock to. So this is to that group of exceptional souls that I would always have them in my heart and thoughts. Thanks for the significan contribution you made in my life. I love you all and I remember you always with a smile in my face.

Now you are making my tears come down, buddy. But I am happy - Thanks.

Yet such is the case, Romulo, in time and space, where the harvest must follow the seasons.

Little did they know, Romulo, how much they had done, how many they had reached, nor the power of their love.
Until, of course, it was all returned, many, many times over.
I.O.U. The Universe

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Yet such is the case, Romulo, in time and space, where the harvest must follow the seasons.

Buddy - I can tell you speaking with regard the love that is all around me - I have never put that in question - I see my closest friend in SOBE, Sitges, Boston, Mexico and Texas given me all their love when we know I am not a walk in the park - But in reality is hard not to love this people - Just by speaking to them on the phone or seem them for a little while it makes a great differences in my life - No that I have such an exiting one one - I spent practically all weekend sleeping - Therefore, I do not get why people think I am complex and intense - Then again I could not sleep in the flight bak home because of this wird guy sitting next to meet who keep pinching my arms and legs then tell me that all was in my immagination - Yea like I want some ugly guy to pinchy me as I am falling sleep for me to make that one up.

But it was good to talk to Emma, Jose, see my carioca and chat with Eddie. Can wait for next weekend - thanks buddy - You know it is always good to hear from you...

And, neither, Romulo, is there any such thing as "lost time." - Grand Mom was right

The answer is no, Romulo. Absolutely not.
The question, of course, was "Are mistakes in time and space possible?"
The Universe

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And, neither, Romulo, is there any such thing as "lost time."

Buddy, I have to be honest - You brought a smile in my face when I read your note. I do agree with you there are not mistake nor lost time - How there could be since we gain so much from every experience we live. The only we way we can know any thing in time and space is relative to something else. Therefore, the learning never stop. So I do get up every day from bed even though at times I feel like staying in. Because I know I will learn something new each day.

Now question is 'is he reading wicked and the Universe? if he is he will know why I am associating getting up from bed and learning each day" - Buddy, Give my best to Grandmon, tell her I would always remember those words.

Yeah, I said "add to," as well, but I was in a hurry...

There's someone here, very wise and very caring, Romulo, who's not yet lived in time and space, who has a question for all those who have:
"Does that fact that each earthly life is so incredibly brief, add to or detract from, its sublime magnificence?"
Yeah, I said "add to," as well, but I was in a hurry...
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Cowabunga, Romulo!

Buddy, you did not need to say more ;-)

you have total control over

If you hold it clearly enough in mind; if you physically anticipate it, steadily, day by day, Romulo, there are no earthly hands, nor heavenly for that matter, that can halt its subsequent manifestation into your life.
Just be really, really sure you want it.
The Universe
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In one word, Romulo, "EXPECTATION" is the sole difference between "have" and "have not." And this, you have total control over.

Buddy, you are telling me something that brings back a big lesson in my life. I went to Boston, this last time telling Emma and Eddie that I was going with not expectations. Then that Friday night my dear friend Eddie made me realize that I was saying one thing when in reality there was at some level expectations on my part of meeting with this special person in town. My dear friend Eddie was a great support for me that weekend. It is hard not to love him when that is what he gives to me and every one I seem around him.

Good that I had expectation them. Because meeting this person was even better than the first time we met. This time we had more time to talk and get to know one another. I am looking forward to my next 2 trips to Boston. Nor only because I get one more chance to be with a good friend like Eddie but get to be with new person that some how is starting to make a presents in my life.

Thanks buddy - I like your message a lot.

If you had only seen the audition line, Romulo, you'd know exactly what I'm talking about.

You know, Romulo, you've been blessed with a great number of gifts. Your insights, good taste, and savoir-faire. Friends who adore you, elements that support you, and spiritual laws that serve you. Yet, in my book at least, what really takes the cake, Romulo, is that you get to be you.
I pulled a few strings.
The Universe

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If you had only seen the audition line, Romulo, you'd know exactly what I'm talking about.


Buddy, your note today made me smile. Just the way you are telling me you have pulled a few strings for me. I know you are in my side giving me all that I desire. I am gratefull for the friends you hav given me. Yes I can tell that they adore me. The way my carioca took care of me on Friday. How wonderful was to hear Emma voice on Sunday when she called as soon as she got back from Madrid. They are the most precious gifts that you have given me so far.

But I will be honest to tell that the part that makes me smile the most is the fact that being me is not always easy or at the very least is not easy to have someone like me in one's life. That is why I think that your gift to me when it comes to my friends is extraordinary. Only extraordinary people can cope with the complexity and intesity of this latin boy. Thanks for every thing

Then they're going to ask, "Hey, Romulo, best buddy ol' pal, mind if I borrow your business?"

It's going to be bigger than you thought, you're going to be happier than you imagined, and your friends are all going to be like, "No-o-o-o way! That's so cool! How did you do it?"
Because, Romulo, all earthly manifestations appear larger in 'real' life than they do in one's mind. Way.
You are still visualizing . . . right?
The Universe

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Then they're going to ask, "Hey, Romulo, best buddy ol' pal, mind if I borrow your business?"


Buddy, yes I have viualized several times where I want my career to go. I know I will be very busy with this new partnership. But that would keep this brain of mind off trouble. Things have not been easy but that is why I have more love for what I have accomplished so far. I thank you and my closest friend for being there with me all this time. They have gone through all the things I have gone through. I could not ask for better people in my life. Thanks buddy.

Same for anything else you might fake

Sometimes, Romulo, the more joy you fake, the more joy you make.
Same for anything else you might fake.
Smiling upon you with infinite affection - The Universe

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I mean life changes you want to manifest, Romulo!

Buddy, this is where I gree with you that faking things is a good thing. Now I will try to fake that I feel 100 percent healthy today so I can make my trip back home. I had a hard time getting up this morning because of being under the weather. Client told me I do not ook good. I can feel fever warming up my budy and every part of my body hurts. So I will put this in practice to see if I can make th elong trip home and sleep on my own bed for once.

Thanks buddy - you have my infinite affection too.

Well, Romulo, as normal as anyone can be who possesses superpowers

Do you know what it sometimes means, Romulo, when you feel a bit bummed out and aren't sure why? When you catch yourself looking back over your shoulder and wondering? When you feel doubt, sense uncertainty, and experience fear? When you sometimes wonder what's taking so long?
It means you're normal.
Yeeeeeeee-haaaaaaaaaaaaaa! The Universe

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Well, Romulo, as normal as anyone can be who possesses superpowers, commands legions, and rearranges physical circumstances simply with thought.

Buddy, you know how to bring me up. So after all this time, I am normal. I thought the comments about me being intense and complex made me anusual to the majority of people out there. Well it is a good think that someone finds me perfect in Boston. Actually this person likes my complexity and welcome my intesity - Well travel person who do not seem to have a problem with me traveling so much. When it comes to intesity, well I think that person is equally responsible for how intense things get between us when we meet face to face. Talkig about intesity, I have never experiencce so much intense while being intimate with someone. I get the connection goes beyound the physical since we both agree that it was even better than the first time.

Kind of unde the weather now, I can feel the fever and my throat hurts. I just want to meke home and relax. See my people who seem to miss me and I miss then too. Glad that we agree on Boston before I leave for xmas skip trip in Spain and back again when I return from Spain. Now I just want to make it home buddy.

Some how after Boston last weekend, I can enter my home town this Friday like a Roman general, but the fact is that I feel like a God with all the powers you describe my thoughts have but at the same time the intesity of that encounter got me in touch with my mortality. Wow never before has it been this intense.

Think, think, and let go

Shiver me timbers, Romulo!!!
Holy Hannah! For just a moment there, I thought that time was real, that space was deep, and that manipulating circumstances and messing with the "hows" was the way to manifest life changes!!
Talk about insanity! . . . Chaos! . . . Doom!
Whatever you do, Romulo, on this spookiest day of the year and beyond, don't let it happen to you.
Think, think, and let go - The Universe
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Must have been the "apple" punch... Oh, hey, Romulo, nice costume!

Well buddy, I knwo that you can read my mind. Yes I had my moments in which I have let thins like that happen to me. I was just exchanging ideas on that same topic with Emma and Eddie. Some how I feel I learn my lesson. But I hate to say it in that way like I learned all the lesson with respect of this apsect of my life which is not true. I fell that the best way to experees the whole thing is as follows: I am closer today fo where I want to go or be than a year ago. How about that buddy. I can live with that definition and keep welcoming other opportunities to grow.

Hope Emma and Eddie would read this. Thanks for the custome, I am dress as a normal person today disgusing my complexity and intensity. Then again, I wear that custome all year long. That is why I call normal what people see om me as unnormal. It might be because a good number of people out there are what one would consider normal. Then again, I am as good as any one else and better than most. Tick or Trick buddy.

There will always be more reasons than you can even think of

Romulo, you will be happy to know that I have personally authorized the release of enough joy into the atmosphere of your shiny little planet for every man, woman and child, to last for eternity.
Yep. Did it just after it cooled from its molten mass phase.
Make hay - The Universe

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There will always be more reasons than you can even think of, Romulo, to be happier than sad. (Yeah, as if yet another Monday wasn't enough.)

Buddy, you know what my life has been in the last 4 months. Neverthless, all this time I have found many reason to be happy and gratefull for all I have. The people that are in my life. The one that takes me the way I am with all my false and short coming, with my complexity and intensity; gave me all the reason to be happy like I feel right now. The people you have put in my path make all worth it. I thank you with all my heart.


I have never seem Boston so beautiful and what we make there was poetry. I can wait to go again in December. Thanks for all buddy, I do not know how to thank you enough

Like that one, Romulo? Or dislike?

Having preferences doesn't mean you're judgmental, Romulo; whether they're likes or dislikes.
They just ensure that as the winds of divinity are blown through your heart, the melody is unlike any other.
So have them, Romulo. Have them BIG time.
The Universe

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Buddy - I am well know for being outspoken with regard to my oreferences. They are mine. I will never would try to impose them at someone nor betray them for any reason. I have been in situation in which people would approach me and betray their preferences just because of my looks. I have never support such thing. Some how I do not look at those situations as a compliment any more.

I lik that one - Everything coming from you buddy has been to my liking - even the hardest lessons in life, I learned to like them because of the teaching behind.

Cann't wait to be in Boston. I have been waiting for this again since July. My partner so it was along time. I guess good things are worth waiting for.

That was a good message - thanks

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>Apologize to an old soul, Romulo, and your gesture will be honored.
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>Apologize to a young soul and matters may become extremely complicated.
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>Happily, Romulo, hanging around afterwards is purely optional.
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As I read this message and look at the things that has happaned to me since my last trip home. I just have one thing to say to you buddy. Thanks.

News of this new gig in Boston was a sign for me to do just what you suggested in message. There was not need for apologies. I will not assume what was going though this person mind back then when I was asking for an answer about trip to Boston. I know what wwas going through mind. It was not a confortable feeling since i was asking for answers that none of us had back then.

The optional part of hanging around aftewards, that was you blessing Eddie's visit and me contacting this person directly about my incoming trip to Boston and us meeting again. Because that is how I feel, like hanging around so I get to know this person better. It is also a chance for this person to know that inside this exterior that you gave me which seems to get a lot of attention but not enough for any buddy to stick around for longer since the interior is too complex and itense. Everyone deserve a chance to find by themsleve if this cloths fit them or do not fit them which is one of the biggest lesson I learned in the past few weeks and I thank you for the chance to learn it.

So stick with me buddy - we will go places together

We went Cha-Cha in Twilo on Sat Oct 20, 2006 - feet hurt big time now - incredible tribal music

Yes buddy - you deserve my gratitute

Excusez-moi, Romulo, but celestial protocol usually involves either a nod, a wink, or at the very least an acknowledging sideways glance while peering over your sunglasses, whenever a life-changing miracle is performed on one's behalf.
And I'm quite sure you know exactly what I'm talking about.
Oh, you're welcome.
Anytime. Anytime at all.
The Universe
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They never cease, huh, Romulo? Especially not for you.

Yes buddy - It seems like it was a miracle the way things unfold yesterday morning. Ever since, I put in profile that I was going to be in Boston next weekend, which is something I never do. I did not get a response what so ever about my visit. Then with the good fortune that my friend Eddie was visiting for the weekend. He made me realize that I should try once more to a first approach via email for me not to be living in an assumption.

I have never took personally not getting a response before. I was committed to be friendly to the end. But after more than a day that my message was read, I was contacted and this time I can notice a chance. Like this persona has been through a lot lately but none the less very happy with the news I was coming and told me what would be a good present. On my last note, I said I am glad you are ok that you are doing fine. Reply was in line with over all feeling how I found this person. But I can tell how happy the news was of me going there next week and possible for a few weekends after that.

I told my friend Eddie, that this communication has made my whole year a good year. This person has it all: soul, boddy and brains. This is the kind of people I want to attract. For this and for what you are about to give me, thanks with all my heart.

Now buddy - you got me with this one - thanks

Sometimes, what's really cool, Romulo, is giving perfuse thanks for the good fortunes that befall others - no matter who they are - because, invariably, your joy for them will yield the same good fortunes for you.
Shoe-wee! The Universe


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I know, Romulo, because I'm always thanking myself for you... and every day that goes by, seems even better than the one before it.

I do thank the good and the bad. To me all is an experience and lesson to be learn. I had a wonderful talk to my friend Eddie this morning when I arrived home. I love doing this with people I care so much. I learn so much about myself.

This is me buddy - thanking you for all I got.

Could I apply that to all aspects of my life?

Does a rich person have to spend all their money, Romulo, to feel rich?
No. That's silly. They don't even have to spend a cent, do they?
Oh, you so have it made. Tallyho, The Universe
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Because, Romulo, it's the feeling that comes first.

There you go buddy, great analogy to make things easy to understand. Now question is: Can I apply that to all aspect of my life? For instance, love and human relationships?

I do not need to be loved in order to feel love. But it hurts when one is being treated like a object for someone else desire.

Friend Emma was upset about what happened last week. I have to give her credit, that woman love me and care for me. I know the problem goes deeper reason why I aske for her help. To tell you the truth I do not know why I chatted yesterday with SFO. I even gave me my cell number. It was something in his approach yesterday that felt different. Then again this is a death end. I will test human nature when while coffee I will check how clear he likes things to be. Teh confesion that I was found attractive did not make me feel any special. I am starting to realize that now. But is the persuing of someone they found attractive even though is a impossible what makes me so curious.

I feel rich - I feel love - I feel wonderful - Going home via Seattle, being having thoughts of those weekks when I worked there. I do not feel bad nor feel happy. Some how I feel anxious.

Later buddy and thanks

You know how to bring a smile on me

Straight from the new "Master's Coloring Book for Advanced Souls" . . .
"There's really no such thing as 'them,' Romulo; there's only you."
I added the "Romulo" part.
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Fill in between the lines, Romulo, and just watch how everything changes.

Buddy, I was never good reading between the lines. I have decided to live my life free of assumptions. But you message definetly brought a smile on me. I guess I wanted an extra hour of sleep this morning. Maybe the transcontinental flight is kiiling. Maybe it is just this morning and it is nothing to be concern about. But your note as well as few things that happened this brings a smile to me.

Thanks buddy - feel pretty good here - I am doing incredible - I was wanted an extra hour of sleep but nothing serious - Once start snowing in Lake Tahoe - That will mean a weekend skiing and another one going home. That would reduce transcontinental by half. Tomorrows flight is going to be a challenge SFO - Seattle - MIA (I will take sleeping pills) good think Eddie is home in SOBE. I can not wait to see my good friend.

P.S. those thoughts that were going through my mind while getting dress this morning, please help me get ready off them. I just do nto want to attract that any more in my life.

interesting message - I was wrong to invite meeting in Boston

An old soul is always prepared to admit they might be wrong, Romulo, especially when they're not.
I think.
Older than the moon, The Universe
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Love you, Romulo

Buddy - I am not saying that I am onld soul. Actually, I found myself like a never ending project in which I learn new things each day.

In Spain, my people got crazy with invitation to Boston next Winter. I was just trying to get great minds together to get brainstorming ideas from them. But I will admit that the not sharing detail of our meeting got the this way. Then again, I want pure thoughts that have not judgement base on my thoughts. I think is best if I send book there and wait to see if Eddie and I can make the crossing of the Atalntic some thime next winter.

I love you too buddy - You got me with that.

OC is too close to LAX - Planning in making regukar stops in LA

Do you ever sometimes wonder, Romulo, if you shouldn't just come down to earth and settle for a bit less?
Excellent!!
Because that means you haven't.
Toodles, The Universe
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I have so much fantastic stuff in store for you, Romulo, I might have to make eternity last even longer to fit it all in . . .


Ok buddy what you are throughing at me is big - Yes the first part of your message has to do with one of the most difficult decision and learning experience I went through my life sofar and it happened last Thursday. I could not settle for less that what my heart wanted. I knew I could not force anyone to love me. So we said good bye.

You want to play with time and space - be my guess - I will ask you for things and you will do all to give them to me - I am happy with that arramgement so far - If you have to change time and space to accomplish that, so be it.

I realize I like the fact that the last flight for LA out of MIA leave at 8:10 PM - Which give me more time on Sundays at home. Also the first flight out of LAX to SFO gets me in office at 8:10 am. The direct flight is too popular - I kind of like the stop in lAX as well.

Now, you can see me but I cann't - You go a lot to OC - Like I said before you have probably moved on which why you needed to have control on the blocking. But you might get curious one day and want to see me in person. I was so curious about you that I went to DC. But then again we are 2 different persons. The only way you can really work on your relationship and have me as a friend too was by doing what Emma and El Tio do a lot of time, hook me up with a friend or someone you know. So I could be dating this person and leave you alone to work on your relationship and be a good friend at the same time. Problem with that, I believe me this is just the tip, I will not go on over analysing things, is that you do not know any one who can be compatible with me in what I think is the basic requirement for me to get to know someone. All of your friend that you have mentioned to me at one time or other are have the potential to become a good friend with me no more than that. That brings another question to mind how come you do not have any other type of friends when it comes to preferences in roles. But I will leave that until we meet again.

IWAL

reading a wonderful book plust Out issue for Nov

AA gave my seat so I have to spend th enight in LA. I think the last time I stayed here was when I used to commute from Australia and Miami. Kevin and I would spend at least 2 day here with his friends. Wow that was in 1999.

I read in plane the November issue of Out Megazine. I want you to read it to. If one day we meet again, I would like to know what you thought about it. I think you will find a couple of articles very interesting.

I also starting reading a very interesting book. It is called "The Long Tail" Why the Future of Business Is Selling less of More by Chris Anderson. It is very interesting. I also recommend it.

Here I am chatting with you when you do not even come here any more see what craziness is coming out of my head. Thinking that after giving you up, I can handle giving up smoking.

Neverthless, for 3 years you managed to become some very important to me. Plus your santera might be working over time now. I have had you in my mind all this time. But I can tell is different. Thanks for what you did for me.

Some how I get this feeling that I will not see you in airport in Boston but I keep asking myself would be at least a little bit of curious to see me from a distance without me knowing so can see if in a year I has changed much. It comes to mind but some how I think you have moved on. It always seem so easy for you. But all I told you is true and thanks for awaken those feelings in me. Learned a big lesson I think next time would not hold on for so long or get obssesive to win someone heart or make them see that I am worth their love.

IWAL

I know you are out there - I found a great quote

I keep getting this message whenever I follow an email to my list:

----- The following addresses had permanent fatal errors ----- allamericangay@aol.com

Those email we exchanged last Thursday can give you an idea that this was very hard for me. I hope you realize that because that will tell you how difficult was to give you up.

While we were exchanging email and you blocking every of my account. I did not have time to mourn my lost. I had the client breathing down my nacke at all time with question and last minute meetings. That night, I rush to airport thinking I was late for my flight when I found out it was delayed for 1.30 minutes. So I decided for once to have a seat down dinner before the long jurney home and then connected to the internet. I good friend from SOBE saw me in AOL and started chatting with me as I was going through all the emails we exchanged that afternoon. Then, I have to tell my friend that food was here so I needed to disconnet. Food was in the table for some time by know. But the true reason for disconnecting was me starting to cry on the AA terminal in SFO.

It was good to cry. I felt so tired after it. It felts like a lot of energy went to just that crying. I remember sleeping on the way to LA as I remember waking up when pilot anouced we were going to land in my city. All through the night, when every a thought of you, I had a smile and wishes of happiness for you were only coming to my mind.

IWALY please remember that...

'Perfect freedom is reserved for the man who lives by his own work, and in that work does what he wants to do.' R. G. Collingwood

Remember what I told you once - IWALY

Have you considered, Romulo, that in all my years as the Universe, I've never once worried - not even a little - about anything?
Kind of hard when you don't believe in limits.
Be happy - The Universe


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Does wonders for the skin, Romulo.

Buddy - when you put it this way is kind of hard not to miss the point. I will remember this next time I let myself fall into that mind set.

Remember this as I want you to remember what I told you once - There is only one Universe and the only Gods are us who have the power to create our reality - Please remember this when you feel victim of the circustances. Whenever you feel like that, a victim of the circustnace, remember I am the slave riding with you as you enter trimphant into the city after wining a battle. I will be wispering in your ear, you are a mortal, when at all times, I will be thoughing at you my best energy to let you know that you are a God who can create anything you want to in your own reality - IWALY.

IWAL please remember that

In the beginning, especially, the price of giving great love, Romulo, is risking that it won't be returned.
Until you understand, of course, that great love is always returned.
With interest, The Universe
Actually, nothing you might ever give, Romulo, isn't one day returned, and far more.

To think that wen you sent me this note - I was so depressed - Thinking that my love had not value or appreciation.

You were right buddy - Great love is always returned -

Please remember IWAL and thanks for all you have given me - You will be in my thoughts and heart

Of course there's an easier way to get things done, Romulo!

let me do them.
If you know what I mean

Yes I know what you mean buddy. I remember that time in Texas. The year was 1993. I could not handel the situation. I was going through a lot back them. Then I remember a motivational tell me to let things that are too big for me to handle to a greater power that can do it all.

It was the first time you show the misterious way in which you work. It was the first time you prove me that the motivational was right.

So here we go. You know I can not handel this. That is been a year for me trying in my own way how to cope with this. So I want you to take care of it for me because do not know what else to do.

Thanks buddy - I know you will take care of it for me.

Until you understand, of course, that great love is always returned

Wow - Buddy, this is it. This is the answer to all the thoughts that has been crossing my mind since last Wed.

I do not mind giving. I found pleasure and a good feeling overall when I do that. I am not very good in the receiving end. But I was hopping for help, consideration, empathy, etc.

But now I see it. The price of giving great love, that risk that we are all victim which it is not getting love in return is one that I am always willing to take with out any resetment. Because I am giving it. It comes from me. That makes me feel incredible.

But know I can be more at peace why I did not get any help, consideration or empathy to my situation and my humble request. Only great love would do such thing. Only great love will give such things.

I knew that the little bit of love based on condictions it was given at a price to high for me. I cost that I can not dare to endure any more in my life. So I hope my friend Emma one day understand that if I fly sole at least I am free of such condictions that has been in my life since childhood.

Thanks buddy, hard to stop tears from coming down - this is a great message - thanks

Especially, when who you want to be, Romulo, is happy, and hugable

You know buddy - Your message this morning could not be more appropriate - There are times that I notice I am not might be this hugable guy - I was told it was my intesity - The people that hold dear seems to be able to handle me in those situation - This are people for who I have incredble respect and admiration because I can honestly say they are successful in every aspect of life.

Now I notice that some can not even talk to me in the phone because of such intensity - I hold nothing against them - I realize I am not a gold coin for every one to love me - But I will be making the same mistake I made years ago in my first relationship if I allow those kind of person to bring down to their level - They are intitle to where ever they want to be and feel confortable at it. My choice is the outside my confort zone always seeking the challenge like the people I admire and are able to be in my presences.

Thanks buddy - this helps

Sure you said, "Wow!", Romulo?

Ok Buddy, I can tell you have been paying attention to what is going on in my life as well as the things that interest me the most now days.

Asking is my way of avoid drama by making assumptions. I acknowledge the fact that we are all different. If I am to asume people will react and behave one way, it is like me assuming they are all like me which is a mistake. None is as crazy, complex and intense as me. Well let me correct that, I have not met yet any one like that.

It is true I am learning a lot about me through everyone I become in contact with. I am learning new things that I would love to make them part of my reality. But the true will always will be the one people give me by their answers to my question than by me assuming.

I will always be asking you buddy. If you respond which you always do, it is your way of saying to me this is what I have experience but you are free to have your own experience. I will always be grateful to you for it.

You really have some interesting friends on this side, Romulo

Bussy, I know I have good friends in that side - starting with you. But what you said in todays message is very true. I have an analogie that I always tell the mother of my little brother. When things do not seem to work for you, meaning you are going through a lot of hardship, I tell her that is when I know that the good stuf coming my way is just around the conner.

Now, you gave me an idea. The relazation that I came into this weekend of being too intense therefore, this person in particular would never be interested in me even if there were not tides like the one in the present. And my sadness to the silent and not even a little bit of confort on saying that some how I meant something. That I was not this sexy guy good enough for a quicky in an afternoon in DC but a complex intesen being that would require a lot of effort to just be around him. The no confort and silent was understood. Loving someone else with that much passion would do that to a person. reason why answer to my note today about flight back was innocent maybe some guilt involve - who knows I have never was able to predict things or know what was going on in this person mind. But then again, I took an oath not to let assumption in my life any more, reason why I am so outspoken.

Not looking for any one in particular. Maybe while I was sort of involve in this for the last 2 years I was desparated for someone to show up so I could let this obsesion to go away. Now I am back to my old being. Finding singlehood a natural state in my life has always been the way I saw things. When the one that can handel complexity and intensity shows up welcome - I just do not want the other type to keep showing up, it is too much energy waisted, too much pain. But I guess I need to learn lesson - reason why they are showing up. But I did a major break through last week beside discovering that I was pushing on an impossible. I made one that it was not meant for me to stay away.

Looks aren't every thing. For a person like me who keep being judged as vain, I do not let looks to cloud my judgement on this matters.