Wicked Jan 16th 2007

Ok buddy, try to explain this to me. I could come here and try to be the other one who for more than a year thought about the role many time. But I did learn my lesson, I stood up and promise myself not to beg for the little bit of love at such high price I would have to pay for it. So I cross the country because when I talked to my Milton that night, I could not go another year not seem this incredible group of people.

Now this person came out of the blue and started hitting on me. I guess it was pride that made me agree to meet with this person. They were all going nuts for the look. I guess that was a bad start and reason why I end up going through what I went through.

I had a incredible time. Dinner and conversation were estimulating and enjoyable. But I could not possible call this person later tonight like I was asked. It is not the fact of playing the other one and when I made the commet with Denver. We were in agreement that at least in the case honesty and being true to oneself and others was at least observe. But being the other one when the one is young Mexican boy who is actually live on the building next to me, he is probably in this country looking for a better life and does not have his paper and he is working as waiter in SOBE and learning English.

He wants to come a visit this other person in L.A. but does not have the fund yet to afford the trip. I remember that night that my babe took me to Twilo for the first time because of my birthday. He approached me so happy to letting me know that he was my new neighbor. Now days he just say hello when we run into each other which made me ask this person if in any ways he learned of the physical atraction that encourage planning on meeting me tonight and not tell me all this until it was too late.

I see this kids and see some one innocent who want to have an illution. In my case, I might be looking for entratainment or some to conduct an estimulating conversation over dinner. It is not fair for me to measure myself up with this boy. Nor I would allow my ego to get on the way.

This other person not only can recall the last time I was being observed smoking in the balcony of my place in SOBE that weekend in which I was not only sick, but with a client that was using the possiblity of a law suite to force me to keep on flying to the Bay Area and on top of all run into my brother the next morning in MIA as I was going through security. He started to talk to me like 3 years since he last decided not to talk to me again did not remind me all that time that my family was the first one to teach me to beg for the little love someone might be willing to give me.

Then again buddy - this is me talking to you and asking you to help me keep the path that I have decided to travel since I first started to have fe in our relationship.

The Universe - Jan 16th 2007

Anger, Romulo, is a fabulous reminder that there are still a few things being misunderstood.
In all cases.
The Universe

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Same for impatience, despair, broken hearts, and wearing high-waters, Romulo.

Good that you are bringing this topic buddy. I can tell you that I have been in situation in which anyone else would have shown sign of anger. I remember that in one situation I was asked if I was still angry. I remember my answers as it was yesterday. I said that I have a lot of things in my mind. That I needed to go back home and work on me. I was not angry. I was hurt but most important I was admiting my responsibility. It takes two to tango. Relationships is how we relate to onether. We do no live in the world of absolute like you do. We live in the world of the relative. Time and space is in relationship with something we can relate to. So if someone had a problem with me, it would be naive even hypocrite to think that I have nothing to do with it.

So I look at the whole thing like a lesson I need to learn. Because in the relative world of time and space, I am responsible for my half of any relationship. I do not get angry. I get quiet. Maybe because I am hurt. But the main reason is because I am analyzing and going over the events so I can learn my lesson.

I know there is not the perfect relationship out there. But I do not get in relationship to abuse or make people angry with me or wanted to fight with me. I want my crossing through someone life to be a positive experience. the last thing in my mind is to cause pain or disconfort to any one.

This is me trying to help myslef and help someone who is actually crying infront of me. Thanks buddy.

The Zohar - Jan 15th 2007

Look in the Mirror

The Zohar says the best years of Jacob's life were those spent living in exile in Egypt for 17 years.
The name of Egypt in Hebrew is mitzrayim. It also means narrow or problem. The Zohar is teaching us that Jacob was most alive when he was facing his problems and his garbage head on.

Our tendency is to want to get rid of problems, to solve them on the spot. But as Jacob is teaching us, our garbage is also our blessing. Pain and struggle lead us to seek more, to give more, and to reveal more. In fact, this is how most people take their first step onto the spiritual path.

The Zohar is not saying wallow in depression and feel sorry for yourself. That comes when we don't face our problems. But it is teaching us that when we confront our deepest fears and negative beliefs and behaviors, we uncover the spark of Light hiding beneath the harsh exterior of the circumstance. Kabbalists refer to it as revealing the concealed.

The longer we look at ourselves in the mirror, the faster our ugliness becomes beautiful.

It reminds me of a story my mother (and teacher) Karen Berg tells. It is of a man sitting in a field enjoying the sun when suddenly he is bitten on the hand by a lizard. As his hand starts to throb with pain, he walks to a nearby river and sticks his hand in to soak it. While sitting there, he notices a man drowning. He dives in, grabs hold of the man, and pulls him to shore.
"Thank you. You saved my life!" the man exclaims. "You should thank the lizard that bit my hand," the bitten man replied.
Many times chaos/challenges occur, and we should see them as opportunities to express the Light. So when we help others and they thank us, we can think, "Don't thank me. Thank the Light that I was allowed to reveal."

A problem is only a problem because we think it is. It's all how we look at it. This week we can see the blessing our pain is presenting us. We only need the courage to look.
All the best,
Yehuda

Buddy, I can relate to this. I remember going to bed right after we all hug and wish each other a happy New Year, that I was thinking why do things like this happens to me. I was not feeling sorry for myself but I was thinking in the last year and how I dragged people that I love into my drama. I took a resolution not to allow drama like this come again into my life. But I read this message from you and I remember this dear friend who left me a message on Friday in which he told me that it was not the best week of his life last week,

I remember leaving a message in his cell phone trying to encourage him to keep going and to look at every thing that come his way as a blessing. I know it is pretentious of me to compare his problems to mine. But what do we gain by feeling misarable instead of take responsibility for our life and feel more inpowered to change things around in our life.

Buddy, this is me thanking you for the good and the bad. I guess there is a lot of people out there not willing to keep going with me since I bring more misery than happiness. Love has always been a driving force for me. I apoligized to every one that I brought more misery than pleasure. It was not my intetions. It was love what I always wanted to give. Then again, I have noticed a problem with perception when it comes to me and me interactive with others. I promised to work on this and other of my short comings. Then again, I always tell people that I am a work in progress. Feed back is welcome, I do accept even the one that is given with resement and anger. Because it takes 2 to tango and the sooner I take my reponsibility the faster I will able to change things around or improove for the better.

Seven Deadly Sins

I have to admit - Your home State is beautiful and I have never seem so much money and fashion on diplay - Now I know why they call it the play ground of the rich and famous -I think the name it is appropiate for this event - They still asking me what are my reasons to be here - I have to admit that I went against Dr advice and only few know of it - I could not resits not to see them this year.

Only a few people can stand to be with me for long period of time and this group is one of them.

The Universe - Jan 15th, 2007

It's no accident, Romulo, that when you look closely into the eyes of another, the very first thing you see, is yourself.
That when you hold their hand, you can feel your own warmth.
And that when you give of yourself, you give to yourself.
Because, quite simply, both you, and they, are me.
Let's get it started, un-huh - The Universe

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Freaky, Romulo? Maybe. An accident? No.

Buddy, I remember the many times I have seem myself in someon's eyes. I can tell the the other way around has happened a few time.

Yes, I have also heard that we are all part of you. What I do not understand is why we are so different at times. I guess we are still learning from one another.

Thaks buddy

Wicked Jan 12th 2007

To act as if you already know everything is to deny yourself
all the good things that are yet to be imagined and
discovered. Mystery gives life a depth and richness that you
would not want to be without.

It is true that I became a better counsultant when I was able to put in practice your message above from the motivational today. Actually, I was able to turn a negative situation in a positive opportunity when I discover that if I concentrate more in the lesson that was offered to me and th eopportunity for grow, the situation was more a welcome opportunity in my life.

I had a friend that once told me that he has never met someone so hungry for knowledge before metting me a few days ago. Knowledge is not a mean for control or gain a competitive advantage any more. Because I discover what is the worth of a good ideas if you are not able to share it and put it to good use.

I remember who this other friend and I used to dicuss strategies and ideas from work and our field of work. I went to her for every major challenge that Iwas going to face for her advice. Now I wonder what happen that we do not do that any more or when I offer a piece of information I find resitances . If I was able to see the value of your message and try to put it in practice in all aspects of my life. Why someone that I have in the highest of places gets so defensive when I suggets and idea like using the safe remove feature of Windows to remove external storage.

The Universe - Jan 12th 2007

Whoa! You mean we forgot to tell you about your 7th Supernatural power, Romulo?
Easy. You know what everyone else is thinking.
You really do. The Universe
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Well, actually, Romulo, everyone else knows what you're thinking, too. But maybe no one's told them yet.

You know buddy, I believe in what you are saying in this message. My comment that some how I had the feeling that she was going to come and look for me was taken like I I was acting out of malice. But all along was like I knew she was going to look for me here. Just like she felt the need to learn more how I was feeling. Even on the way to the airport, she asked me if I was mad. But being mad was far from what I was feeling then. Just like now, being mad is the last thing I could feel at this moment.

I hope she understand why I have to stay here for a while. I want to learn and I want to grow from the experience. It would do them some good if they finally get a chance to be more self center since I was a project that was putting to much expectations and presure on them. Now more than ever I acknowledge the damage I caused.

The Universe - Jan 11, 2007

Do you know what people who amass wealth, friends, and laughter have in common with those who don't?
Very often, Romulo, both look around at their lives and say, "Yeah, this is who I am. It must have been meant to be."
Must be a trick of the light.
The Universe

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Rarely, Romulo, do they notice that their thoughts preceded their condition, because nothing is meant to be.

Buddy, I have to confense that reading your message leave me kind of the same place. In so many situation that I have been, when I look around and said this is who I am, I get a response of not being accepted some how.

It seems that I always come short whe is time to give a positive perseption of my presences. I always tell people that I learn more about myself through the yes of people who interact with me. I have been told that I am good taking critizim or feed back. Of course I will always take it like that specially if it is comming from a friend. Friends only want good things for you. This is how I always try to carry things from my end.

I rather stay here for a while. I am taking responsibility of the perception problem as well as to learn the lesson once and for all. I came home accepting responsibility but with many doubts in term of behaviour on the other side. I still have a few but at least now I acknowledge that it causes more harm to put so much expectations and so high up friends. I still remember the words of that good friend when he told me he did not want any of his friends to see him like a God. That he wanted a friend to be his eaqual. The way he communicated the message was so clear as well as the analogy used. It was very easy to accept it.

I can only said that right now I see that as the final sign that the lesson must be learned this time around. I hope you can and visit me here. Like I said here is where I talk to my buddy and do self analysis on events and situation that I go through which I always see them as a learning experience.

Outside from here I can not meet you just yet. Because I feel like the message I tried to communicate that night when I said for someone to seem me as a vain person only in stead of as a contradiction that I am, that person has known me only at superficial level and felt to look at signs that are so clear and easy to spot. That goes as well for that international project. I grew so much as person and spiritual being from that experience that just to think that the only thing I went through was the aftermath of that assigment is in significant compare to many things that contributed to such an amazing learning experience and I owned all to you.

As I was never angry, not even in the last 2 weeks. I am looking for my lesson and learning what I did wrong. I am observing and reading. I keep things to reading them in the near future because I know I will find things I miss the first time around because of emotions. Why feel hurt when you see the lesson another human being is learning and the contribution to his life this leasson is making. The situation turns to a positive experience.

Remember it helps more the other person if one does not hold anything back. So like I tell all the people I keep close to my heart: do not be a affraid to express how you are feeling or how you see yourself in relation to me. Because I use all this to learn and grow; therefore, I will always look at things from a positive angle.

I have in the side a video and some audio file. I have been falling sleep with the audio file just like I did the second time I was told I had what I have now. I have been selfcenter because I want to grow from this. I have to keep going to people to unload my drama. Beleive it or not, there was a time in my life in which I dependent only on myself to do that. I grew so much then.

So please do not take bad that I want to be selfcenter. This is a lesson that keeps coming to me because I do not finish learning it. If you want to know how I am doing, come and visit here. and write your thoughts. Because one thing I can asure you, you will be listen to. This is where I talk to him. This is a good place to be for now.

The Universe - Jan 10, 2007

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Learn to love
+++++++++++++++++++

Learn to love the challenges, and you will grow stronger.
Learn to love putting forth effort, and you'll find yourself
becoming more capable and effective.

Learn to love making a positive contribution, and your life
will grow richer. Learn to love being around people who are
different than you, and you'll gain many valuable new
perspectives.

Learn to love discovering what you do not know, and your
knowledge will greatly expand. Learn to love truly
listening, and your wisdom will increase.

Learn to love giving, and your life will be blessed. Learn
to love being thankful, and you'll know real abundance.

Learn to love the ordinary moments, and you'll find each day
filled with warm golden treasures. Learn to love simply
being, and you'll rise to a whole new level of awareness.

Learn to love something about each day, and your days will
bring rich fulfillment. Learn to love, and you'll know how
to live.

Ralph Marston

Buddy, I think your message through the motivational is more powerful than the one from your email.

I do agree with what you said in your email. But the things you wrote about in motivational are things that I started implementing a few years back and I can honestly say that my life has turn for the better since I started this jurney.

I call it jurney because I also agree with th quote for today:

'The world of knowledge takes a crazy turn When teachers themselves are taught to learn.'
Bertolt Brecht - Doq895:10

It would be fullish of me to pretend that I have master all the good points that you mention in motivationa. Believe me, my friend who met me here a few days back would have a strong opinion with the one regarding listing. I wish she meets me here again. I beleive I have done a great deal of damage to her by putting her in a pedastal and force her to become first my father, my sister, my brother and my Mon. No wonder she has so much resement. The expectations are too much and her good spirit to always be there for a friend in need has contribute for me to abuse a beautiful relationship that a sherist so much.

I will not answer you last email. Because I can see clearly all the damage has done to you in it. I know you love me. I also know that you know I love you and sherist your present in my life as well as the people you have brought into it which have became my people. But it is not fair that I take from you, your chance to enjoy your life with the wonderful human being that you have chosen to be your partner and let you worry so much about me. Any one can tell you that if I put you high up there is because I consider you one of the smarest person I have ever met in my life who I started to come for advice and through the time force her to be my whole family.

If someone I have listened to in the last 10 years, that person would be you. Meet me her for a while. Read my thoughts and what I think the Universe is telling me. But do not try to make any sense of it from my point of view. But think what he or she is telling in stead that might applied to you. My two guys has both sent me email as soon as they were able to connect to check on me. See now I have 2 brothers who I would try as much as possible not to become a cross for them to bare. So please easy on the load that I have put in your shoulders and be more self center than to worry more for this cross. You are a beautiful soul and you should put yourself first and your happiness. I know your love is there which has kept me going through all this years. My love has grown stronger reason why I want you to meet me here for a while.

The Universe - Jan 9th 2007

Every life is heroic, Romulo.
And yours has certainly been no exception.
With deep gratitude from the bleachers - The Universe

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And just wait, Romulo, until you partners that will work with meas partners!

Some how I had the feeling you will come here. I have my doubts since you never come here but this time I was certain that you will follow me here. I am glad you are here. Here is where I talk to him. Here is were I do my self examination and write how I feel about things. I used to do it via email until it was clear up to me that people should not have to endure what goes through my head those lonely nights I am by myself in some hotel room some where in this country. I do not blame any one for it. It is what I love doing and being myself sometimes from Sunday night to Thursday night is a by product of doing what I love doing for a living. Therefore, I do not blame any one. But lost of thoughts come to my mind. I then I put them down in here so I can talk to my buddy, The Universe, God, My Soul.

Yes Boston feels like a second home. I remember when I first worked there back in 2000. I remember I was going through my break up. Boston was just any other city where I travel to work. Then Malcolm shown me how beautiful the city is. Then my friendship with somone since the beginning challenged me but at the same time feed my never ending quest for knowledge invited me to visit and I get to me his wonderful friends, among them Rich, and had the most wonderful time together. Now every chance I get I go to that city. People might say I go mainly for Rich but I go also for Eddie as well as to enjoy such beautiful city that always seems to be wlecoming with open arms whenever I go there.

I remember a few months ago, I wanted to share that with you two and my invitation was taken the wrong way. I was told them that I got that first reaction because I put down one of you by saying you work in sales. I remember the first time that happens there was not way I could make you see that I was not try nor was my intetion to put down any one. I remember then saying that I love you to much to do such things. Eventhought, none would listen to me so then when I wanted to invite the two person I love so much to show the beautiful city that has become a second home I was taken the wrong way.

Mexico still home for me. I know my way aroun that city better than in Miami. Funny how I became to know that city better than any Chilango. It was when I took that assigment in that city. There is not point in me showing you why I did and how i did not meet your expectations since the night you needed me the most I fail you. I was falling sleep every where since getting used to the altitute and lack of oxigine took time. But I remember talking to my guy who skis so well and always welcome me with open arms. I told him how proud I was of my girlfriend. But to be honest, I gained more from that experience that you gain from my presents there. The city became my city. It was the first act on my part that was done base of love without any concerns that since my last international assignment in Australia, I promise myself never to venture outside the borders of my country. I also saw there one morning how the power of God works. I do not know understand why people say is a mystery since it was so clear the path he/she wanted me to follow.

I glad I got you here. because It was with what you wrote here that I saw what my wrong doing of putting you up there was doing to you. Now I can see why litlle by little as I was loosing one memeber of my real family I was putting on you more expectations by calling you my family. Until it came the time that you were the only one I came to every time I needed advice or someone to listen to me and my drama. When I said that I was your cross that you were baring, I was not joking. I was putting you up there even higher with each year that passes. I guess propostionaly the resement for me putting such expectations on you was building. That would be the only explanation for that first reaction to my invitation to Boston. I do not look down on any one that works on sales or maketing since those are the skills I am lacking for my business to be successful. I admire and recognize always intelect and great ideas. I became a better consultant when I acknowledge I do not know every thing nor I feel embarrase to say so.

I have to admit. That I push so much to be part of your family that I became the family member that every family wants to hide or feels not that proud of it. It is like they say in Spanish, after the third day of a house guess visiting; it smells worst that old fish. I was smelling like that since day one I got there. At the beginning I took comments and remarks like we were joking among ourselve. Then they started to bother me which means a bad feeling was traveling with them. Then when you first got so defensive because I was telling you to use the safe remove feature to answer to me the way you answered. Follow by what you said, about the appliance which I know you are one of the most inteligent woman I know do you realy think it was me who broke it. You two had a lot of resement built up. I am just glad that despit feeling so bad for all that was happening. I never hurt back or was misrespectful to you in your own home. I just needed to be left alone.

I was not jocking about the lesson. Beleive me, I have been in that situation so many time with friends and family. Therefore, it is a lesson that I have ot learned despit that I have been there so many time. But this time is different, this time involve you for who I care too much so this is it. This is the last time the Universe is asking me to learn not to put such expectations on people and treat them like Gods. I can go on and explain to you the roots of this but I have said it so many time that now it is hard for people to believe. But I tell you one thing, I got your email this morning following the one send by the blog with your comment. Early last night, my little borther sent me an email letter me know that he is dying to talk to me and that he is with his father, la barragana and her 2 sons some where in some mountain near Atlanta. My little borther hates to be in the same place with la barragana and her 2 song. I guess because they talk in a sarcastic way about him and always putting him down. They used to do the same thing with me. Antonio Rios listens to all the coments but does not do anything other than in a passive aggrresive way force you to be in that space if you want to share time with him. Come to think of it that was one of the main reason of my big fight with him 10 years ago. I suggested then for him to find a space where only him and Miguel Antonio can meet. He went crazy, insult me and told me that whoever wants to be with him has to meet him where he always would be (with his barragana) That he is old and he has not much left so I should respect his wishes and let him live his last years in peace. This is from a man who always lived his life the way he wanted without any concerns who he was taking within. He is well aware that Miguel Antonio does not enjoy to be in that space with him. I told him that is not love or any consideration from him. What do you think? My little brother still when because he wants to spend time with his father, he knows he does not have that many years left.

I glad you met me here.

The Universe - Jan 8th 2007

This is just your friendly, annual reminder, Romulo, that things can change so very, very fast.
Passport up to date? Shot card? Bank deposit slips in your possession at all times?
You're gonna love 2007- The Universe

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And who is going to watch your business, Romulo, when you have to fly to the Oscars?

Buddy, I can not help myself and smile when I read usch a nice message. I do believe 2007 would be a great year. So many things happened in 2006 and the cruel reminder that there is a lesson I have not yet learned which I have to learn at all cost this time around.

But thanks for this message, I still feel lost in my home town and the desire to stay longger in Boston. But I need to start working in my own stuff. First thing in the agenda is to visit Dr. I think I will not spend the next few days in a hospital but have to take more antibiotics. I thank for that.

Wicked Jan 6th 2007 - The Extra Mile

"The Extra Mile"

One of our teachers related a story to me recently about a student of hers who is using all the tools of Kabbalah but is still experiencing major chaos.

This student is facing the reality that her company is downsizing in the coming months and she might lose her job. Her question to the teacher was, basically, "What gives?"

It's a really good question, and one I know all Kabbalah students face at some point in their journey. Especially in the month of Capricorn. It's a time when we start to doubt that what we are doing is working. Basically, it's a time when the you-know-what really starts to stink.

And my answer is: breathe it in.

The tests are coming now because the Light wants us to work harder at finding it. The more we sweat and squirm, the greater the revelation will be.

Keep using the tools and getting comfortable in the uncomfortable zone. You never know how close you are to penetrating the darkness and tapping into the Light. And as experience shows us, the day we give up is usually the day the answers are ready to reveal themselves.

I know this isn't easy when you're receiving bad news from the doctor or overwhelmed with other difficult issues in your life. But this is all part of the game we signed up for in the endless world.

The strategy to this game is to accept the junk, really accept it and even be grateful for it. The faster you do, the quicker you'll reach the Lighter side.

This week, take stock of where your life is at right now. Know that the difficulties are there for a beneficial reason. Remember that the only mile that counts is the extra mile. Oh, and about that student who's stuck between a rock and a hard place: I told her that in her darkest moment, if she can find a way to give, and to give big, she can expect her life to change in unimaginable ways.

I look forward to hearing about her miracles, and yours as well.

All the best,
Yehuda

Funny, how I get this message from my friend in a time in which I feel defeated and lost in my own home town.

I came back from Europe defeated. This dear friend in Boston picked me up in airport and stayed with me all nigght keeping me company in my hotel room. That was an act of pure love which is a major characteristic of him.

Then feeling hungry and with the desire to see the city that feels like a second home to me, I went out of my room the next day. It was just a short visit to the financial center of Boston. But I stopped in a place to buy something for this other person that I have not words to describe our relationship. I can only say that each time we are together I feel like none has made me feel before. Even one touch and I can feel this sesantion all over my buddy. It is amazing how just with one touch I can feel such sensation all over my buddy. But I bought this present without any expectation of getting together on this visit to Boston.

To my surprise, the door bell of my hotel room rang at 3:00 AM. When I open the door I heard the comment "I thought you would be awake, sorry for being so late" for which I paid not too much attention and started kissing this person with the passion that always overcome me when we are together. Just like the last time I was in town, we slept together after what I call an experience that keeps getting better and better each time we see each other.

It was hard to leave Boston this time. I think part is because I do not know when would be the next time I would come back again. I did not say this to this person but I felt uncofortable not sayinh anything about it. Now, I am back home and I am feeling just like this note from my friend. I have to admit that a major part of me feeling this way is what I think I am feeling for this person but I am not sure of my feelings any more. I am not sure about a lot of things any more. Europe was an eye opening experience that reminded me of a lesson I have not yet finished learning in my life. Funny how that call from my little borther while I was in Boston refirm me the roots of this problem in me. I hope my experience would help him realize that the same thing is happening to him. That some how we both need to put a end to this believe in which we were brought up that love is given always to us under condiction in which we always have to sacrify ourselves. That should end up with us and not let it continue any more.

It was hard to leave Boston. I still do not know how to define my relationship with this person who is the main reason for me to visit the city so often. I do not if I want to. I just know that when we are together I feel like none has ever made me feel before.

So this is to you buddy, I want the light to come to me and eliminate all the darkness where I feel I have lost myself since my return from Europe. I want home to feel like my home. I like to be with this person once again in the near future. I would try to endure this feeling of lost and go the extra mile if you deliver the light once again.

The Universe - Jan 5th, 2007

The more you trust folks, Romulo, the less they let you down.
Sounds like an oxymoron, but it's true.
The Universe

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Oh yeah, Romulo? Believe me, had you not been as trusting as you already are, there's no telling what some of those rascals would have been up to by now.

Believe me buddy when I tell you that I always conduct business as well as my personal relationship base on trust. It is difficult for me to go back and trust someone after finding proof that they are not to be trust any more. Nevertheless, that does not discourage me for not keep given my trust when I engage in a new relationship.

It was good to talked to my little brother last night. I was able to see things more clear. Too bad that I think he is letting his father to abuse him in a passive aggresive way. I see now much clearly that Being brought up thinking that love is conditional, it is the root of all the problems I have decided to fix this year.

Thanks buddy, I keep on trusting but hard to give my trust again when someone abuses me. To tell you the truth, I do not know how to deal with that situation. Some help from you is appreciated.

The Universe - Jan 4th 2007

If a bird who could fly, only wished for flight as it sat on a limb, before long it would be unable to fly.
Fly, Romulo, fly!
The Universe
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Same goes for anyone wishing anything, Romulo, if all they do is wish.

Buddy, that is a great advie and good analogy. I will be back in SOBE tomorrow Friday. My resolutin this year is to make those changes I have in my mind to do with regard career and personal life. I will definetly define gravity buddy. If any one ask, just tell them that they can see me up in the sky. I am tired to be after the little love people are willing to give with such high prize for me to pay. I like your motivational as well. I will always try to fight negativiness with a positive attitude, reason why I kept quiet and respected I was not in my home.

Thanks buddy.

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The Universe - Jan 3, 2007

The litmus test that will reveal whether or not those in your company are truly enlightened, Romulo, is whether or not they treat everyone else as if they, too, were enlightened.
Best to assume they are, if you get my drift.
All bow, The Universe

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I love being so smart, Romulo, don't you?

Buddy, I accept your remark about being smart. I think every one is. I also believe I became a better person and consultant the moment relaize that I do not know every thing.

Do I need to test if the people with whom I hang out are enlightened or not? My only answer to that is that I try to share every thing that comes my way with every one. All the material I find that is helping me to continue my jurney I share it with every one. I also share my interpretation with every one and aks for them. Nevertheless, I try to keep in mind that the way I see the world is different from the way everyone else sees it. Yes I can be guilty at time of trying to impose my value but then again I try to learn from the experience and try not to do it again.

Now I heard in on of the material that made it my way that is an act of love to tell the person who victimize us of what they have done. I do agree with that statement and I encourage everyone else to do it. I try at all time to take the feed back a friend is giving me. My reasons for it is that a friend wants good for you so in a way they are helping me be a better person.

Now my only quest is to make my crossing through someone's life path a positive experience. But your note comes on a day in which I feel like you are truely speaking to me. So here we go with what I have decided to do. I have decided not to engage in any conversation with regards to the events. I avoided it last night and this morning. Yes I still believe is an act of love to tell people exactly what they have done and how I feel. My only answer is that our target is so big that none is going to miss it. Yes some people would take longer to get there andother will do it faster. Now I am responsible being time for it. But I will not engaged in conversations that for the sake of helping someone would make things worst. The way I am thinking if I am to be blame for a storm that blew a piece of equipment up, I guess my feed back will not be heard. I rather work on me and learn my lesson once and for all so that this does not repeact again.

I am coming home with tha purpose. To work on this issue I have. I asked my Mother on an xmas eve morning that I can not be in the same space with her because in the best way piossible I have asked her to avoid making comments or act in any way that could make this friend that was staying over because he needed a place to stay to feel like I felt when once in my life I needed the same favor. You can remember at that time I felt like I needed to pay forward for finding someone who extended such kiness. I have to admit that I was treated most of the time like I was picked up from the streets and was clear that I was not to forget that even when I started paying my share of rent. But I have to admit that I am gratefull because at the very least I had a roof over my head. Yes a lot of people could not understand why I did what I did with my mother. Maybe because they have not gone through the experience like I did back in Houston. I could not let another human beaing go through the same thing.

But like I did back then that I learned my lesson about picking up every one who needed a place to stay because I needed to pay forward for that favor regardless of how I was treated. I need to learn that friend should not be put in a pedestal. A good friend a little over a year ago told me that he does not want a friend to do that to him. Yes I have been guilty of doing that over and over. I remember a year ago discussing that with friends and finding out that I do that in a way for people to accept me. Funny, I have told people who accuses me of come up vain that only someone who knows me superficially can do that. Because how can one explains me having to do such thing for people to accept me. If it was because I think I put people in a pedestal in order to be accepted. Like just being me is not good enough for that.

For the second time in my life I felt like Houston. I remember that friend in Houston I had him in a pedestal. I remember running into his sister last year in DC and how sweet she was with me and how I was glad to see her. She felt the same way I felt while she was living with her brother and one time told that in an way she felt guilty later and call me th efollowing day to apologize. All through the conversation I was putting her brother in a pedestal reason why she could not hold it any more and let every thing out. Now I have to learn my lesson so that it does not repeat again. That was what I mean when I was on my way to the airport today. That is why I said I need to go home and work on putting my life back together and made the changes necessarry so that I growth from this. I know they will on time learn their lesson to. Because our target is so big that we are not going to miss it. For me to do an act of love in this case will not do any good to them. If they still think I have the power to creat a thunderstorm which can casue an appliance that I have never used to die. Would they listen to how I felt I was treated?

Vuddy this is me answering you and acknowledge your message. I thank you for it and ask of you to help me grow from this experience and put behind me the need to fight for conditional love. You helped me back in Oct, I know you will come through again.

Jan 02, 2007 - The Universe

Of course, Romulo, you probably could have done something else entirely with your life, something easier or more common, and have been even more successful than you are today. But then, you wouldn't become as successful as you are about to be.
Remember, you wanted it all? The Universe

Or, Romulo, were you just referring to the Cadbury Fruit & Nut Bar we were sharing? Either way, you are so on the right track.

Buddy, it is true that I wanted it all. It is also true that my concept of being successful has changed from when I was was a young consultant in my early 30's traveling around the world. Now days, one can say I am successfull because I care more for making a positive event my crossing path with another soul than keeping a high balance in my bank account. I care more for the people I have in my life that I accept me the way I am and always willing to help me become I bettter person.

Before I stared my last trip of 2006, I made the decision of maybe going back to be a satffed consultant for some firm. I figure that it is not fair for so many good people that I have the fortune to have in my life through so many of my missfortunes or better yet lessons in this life time. This came to my mind when I realized that one of the things that brings value to what I do for a living is to share my knowledge but when clients are not appreciative of it and take the opportunity I am giving them. It is difficult to wake up on Monday Mornings to take a flight some where. Nevertheless, the way you are ending your message, gives me hope to keep on going. Remember, I want clients that wants to implement Analytics the right way and discover its wonders as a team of people sicking knowledge and good wills to share knowledge.

Jan 1, 2006 - The Universe

If you could read all the minds that I read, Romulo, hear all the prayers that I hear, and beat all the hearts that I beat, I wonder if you'd even believe how often you're thought of, talked about, and fallen in love with...
2007 is payback time.

Sorry, Romulo, can't tell you everything I heard, without getting into wicked trouble from the proofreaders.

Buddy, I have to admit that is not so easy for me to believe in what you are saying. Then again, I do not have your powers to see in every one's heart. I know 2007 will be payback time since last night as my people were celabrating the new years and I was in bed because I got sick again, I though of all the things I have endure lately. I was kind of down but not feeling like a victim.

Yes I have people who love me and I thankful to you for putting them in my path. I felt bad because of getting sick and sort of ruin their time. But then again this is a group of extraordinary souls that you have put in my path. Here is the picture of my people and thank you again.

Universe Dec 22nd 2006

Haven't all the years you've spent being Santa Claus, Romulo, been more fun than all the years you spent waiting for Santa Claus?
And not just for the joy you've helped place on your favorite faces, but for your ability to act instead of wait. Acting makes the suspense bearable. It gives you a starring role. Time passes more quickly. And best of all, it makes possible the dance of life as you network and mingle with other dancers.
It's the same for your dreams, Romulo. Act, don't wait.
Happy Hallelujah, Santa Claus! The Universe

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Just caring about one of our favorite faces, Romulo.

Buddy, you are right. You know how much I care for my friends in Boston. But when my Carioca friend and I could not make it on time for my flight yesterday. I was not hurt or upset as if I would miss my flight tomorrow to Barcelona. They place a face on me as I given them all my love. It feels like coming home. Thanks buddy.

Universe Dec 21st 2006

The one thing all famous authors, world class athletes, business tycoons, singers, actors, and celebrated achievers in any field have in common, Romulo, is that they all began their journeys when they were none of these things.
Yet still, they began their journeys.
You are so poised for greatness, The Universe

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One day, they're going to name something big after you, Romulo! Like a statue, a college... or a hurricane.

Buddy, they already name something big after me. Did you forget about ROME? Nevertheless, I do get yor message. I am just having problem now accepting why people are such cheaters inthe field where I am working. I am trying everything to take things differently. But I can not believe why people can be like this.

Well, I am about sto start my jurney to Spain again. No point in making myself go crazy this time or any other time. I love been with my family and that is what they are

Universe Dec 20th 2006

No one is ever at the mercy of their past, Romulo, anymore than they're at the mercy of old family photo albums.
Just "take more pictures" - The Universe
Romulo, for your special little friends, under the age of 2...
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Actually, Romulo, if you can live in the same world that keeps photos of you in platforms, polyester, and culottes, the sky is truly the limit.

You right buddy, how can we be. We have the power to create so I choose from now on to do that in stead of telling every one I am a victim of the circustances.

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR Tuesday, December 19, 2006

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Be the person
+++++++++++++++++++
If you are chasing something, the very fact that you must chase it means that it is moving away from you. Rather than chasing something directly, consider attracting it into your life.
Be the person who would have what you wish to have. Be the person who can live the life you wish to live.
When you chase after anything, whether it is a relationship, money, a job or anything else, it can be quite frustrating.
Because you are focusing on something external to yourself, over which you have very little control.
Instead, focus on what you can control, on what you can build and grow and improve in yourself. That is the quickest and most reliable way to bring results.
Whatever it is that you desire, give it a warm and welcoming place to exist within you. The good things in life will flow into places where they are appreciated and put to good use.
Imagine your most treasured dream in every detail, and then set about to be the person who can truly experience it. Your dream will fill the home that you build for it.


Yes there was a peculiar way in which you delivered your first message. Now on this one, you had me. Thanks buddy

Universe Dec 19 2006

You wondering "how," Romulo, would be as silly as me wondering "why."
I don't, and neither should you.
I mean, let's not be that silly - The Universe

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You can have whatever you want, Romulo, if you let me deliver it however I want. Yeah, big "IF."

Ok buddy - I can tell you are giving the lesson this morning with a different twist. Still, I found it very positive. I learn not to long ago no to worry about how am I going to cross the river until I get to it. If I worry or start thinking on the how, that would be me limiting the greatest power there is. Why would I do that which in terms will limit me as well.

back at you buddy, thanks for the message.

the events and people of your life can be changed with your thoughts

As far as I can tell, Romulo, worrying, about anything at all, is a pretty good indicator that one has begun thinking that their joy and prosperity will somehow hinge on pending physical events, other people, or angry green Martians.
Can you imagine?!
Phone home, The Universe
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First, Romulo, joy and prosperity are created within. Second, the events and people of your life can be changed with your thoughts. And third, Martians have long dwelled upon your planet, and while there were a few among them considering a coup, even they are now so enthralled by "The Secret," you have absolutely nothing to fear.

I do not feel fear at all. You know better than any body else tha in the last 12 months, I hav ebeen able to feel rich when I have not a dime in my pocket. I feel I have been bless with my closest friend. They are the ones that have endure these difficult times with me. Some of them, have actually lived through them with me. I am rich witout limits.

Now you know who has been in my mind since last weekend. We all know that we were not meant for each other. That he is not supposed to be one of those close friends in my life. That all we have to learn from each other has been done, reason why he has been able to move on. Now, I want you to help me get over this obssession I had since I was a child of trying to win the affection of someone who can only give me conditional love. I do not need to proof any thing any more. I do not need to try to compete for the little love someone can offer me. I know is within me, but I need you to help me untap to this like I was able to do with real family and my career.

Thanks buddy, you message was straight to the point and clear in every sense. I just asking you to make me grow pass begging for little love someone wan provide me.

why does it feel like xmas?

Be led by joy, Romulo. It's the whole point.
The Universe
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Remember, Romulo, before this entire adventure began, you once asked me to remind you of this? You asked that I time it right before the floodgates opened, so that you could stay grounded. You were studying at the prestigious Time~Space University... in the Ph.D program... on a Hula-Hoop scholarship... "Go Illuminators!!"

OK buddy, you are right. I do not feel grounded. I have not been feeling grounded for a while. I know my life has never been a walk in the park. I have not regrets about that. Nice to see an email from my friend Emma trying to lift my spirit and remind me that we all have xmas inside of us. But it does not feel like xmas. It doe not fell like joy is in th air and only goodness comes out of people.

I have been thinking a lot about him lately. I think the reason is because we were so close for a day or two and none of us did any thing to try to see one another. It is better this way but I can not help thinking of him.

Also I am making my mind about getting a real job. I can not keep going as independ if I keep running into company that are not honest or client' s team members that do not appreciate me giving them all my knowledge.

I do want to feel like xmas. Even on the worst of my time before, I have never had a feeling like I am felling now. Like xmas was stolen from me. I know when I am on my way to Boston. I will feel xmas. When I am on my way to Europe, I will feel like xmas.

Yes, Romulo, you're the essense, image and painter all at once.

It's kind of like there once existed this image, or better, an intangible undefined essence that yearned to be an image, to be defined, so it first created the ether.
And then, from the ether it created a painter who would paint this image onto a canvass.
And as the masterpiece was created -before paint had even dried - the eyes of the image stared inquisitively out into the world and at the painter who had painted it, and asked: Who am I? How did I get here? And you, dear painter, where did you come from?
And the painter answered not, Romulo, too busy with her easels, colors, brushes and plans, to even know she had been addressed...
The Universe

Yes, Romulo, you're the essense, image and painter all at once.

Buddy, I could feel the tears about to come down from my eyes. This is a very beautiful message. I thank you for this and giving it to me in a moment when I needed you to do it. You work in misterious way but you know when and how. I have to give you credit for that.

Thinking seriously to stop being an independent consultant. Not only because of all the cheating I have been subject to it by so call partners but clients do not have any consideration or appreciation for me getting out of my way. I would remain like I proimised myself, always speak the truth and and conduct business in the most honest way possible. A firm is after me. It is privately owned with headquarters in Denver of all cities. But that is not an issue any more. They are offering 150 plus bonus - Money is not every thing but clients tend to take advantage of my generosity.

It does not feel like xmas. I think all that happened during Thanks Giving stoled my xmas away from me. My only goal now is to make my trip next week to see Eddie in Boston and then cross the Atlantic Ocean to be with my people for xmas and new year. I know It will feel like xmas then. Thanks buddy - you touched my heart with your note today.

Reminder #3 - Romulo, you are as good at this as anyone has ever been. Plus, you rock.

Manifesting Reminders for Masters
Reminder #1 - When dreaming, know that anything can happen. In that magical state, the only price to be paid is with imagination. Having "it all" costs the same as having nothing at all.
Reminder #2 - You're now dreaming.
Dreaming of you, Romulo - The Universe
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Reminder #3 - Romulo, you are as good at this as anyone has ever been. Plus, you rock.

Buddy, I like to think of myself like this quote I hear in this movie which I have always found facinated and very much describes the kind of person I am. I might not be as good looking as Ethen Hawk. But I can related to the character he plays in that movie.

"I am as good as everyone else and better than most" But I like your note. Thanks buddy.

Always have, Romulo, always will. (We've seen your footprints.)

Sometimes it may help to remember, Romulo, that here, everyone believes in you.
Are we cool, or what?
The Universe

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Always have, Romulo, always will. (We've seen your footprints.)

Ok buddy, you know the right things to say. I am not upset but I was scare thinking that I had to end up in the hospital again. No only that, I lost everything in my computer and for being to busy traveling accross country every week, I forgot to do my regular back up. I am not upset nor I am worried either. But now, I have to ask Emma to send me again that list of things she wanted me to look for it in the States and bring with me to Europe. Actually, I am dying to speak to her. So in that note I thank you for all buddy. Glad you are here by my side.

They went looking for you awhile back, Romulo.

They went looking for you awhile back, Romulo. They heard rumors you were headed out on your own. That you had returned to the jungles of time and space. That you wanted to prove once and for all that dreams do come true, thoughts become things, and that all is exactly as it should be. That the size of a dream has no bearing on its ability to come true. That abundance, health and harmony are one's default settings, and their attainment comes effortlessly when you invite them into your life with demonstrated expectation.
They wanted to tell you they already knew this.
Oh heck, The Universe
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Bet you can find them in your life right now, Romulo. Probably listening to hip-hop.


Yes buddy that is me who decided to through this experience with you on my side. Now I want you to keep me off from beign hospitalize this time. It feels like that time in Michigan. So I ask you to delivery me from that.

That is our deal - I ask and you give it to me

Often, Romulo, simply showing up is enough.
Because the friends, abundance and health you now dream of possessing, have long been in place.
Because the coincidences, surprises, and serendipities that will transform your life, already lie in wait for your passing.
And because little else could speak louder of your belief in success, than physically putting yourself in a position to receive.
It's fun to stay at the YMCA - The Universe
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Not to mention, Romulo, we can hardly wait to see that look of shock and delight on your little human face.

Buddy, there is not question in my mind about this. I have always being gratefull to you for all that I have now and the abundance of all the good things in life that is available to me at all time.

Can't fool me

Of all the planets, of all the countries, of all the people, Romulo, that you could have chosen to inhabit, call home, or become, that you chose as you did, could only mean one thing: Being Romulo Rios, here and now, is what you most wanted, when making such decisions from the absolute zenith of your divine magnificence.
Yeah, you knew exactly what you were doing.
Can't fool me - The Universe
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And now, Romulo, you're the envy of the ball.

of course I can not fool you. Like I can not fool Emma or Eddie even if I wanted to. Yes Eddie was right. He always through them back at me the way that I am expecting him too. Like for instance this resource that keeps chellenging me in stupid things because he does not realize that he is out side his confer zone. So he rather focus on stupid things to proof he has not make a mistake when it is by making mistake and at knowledge them that you learne. Well, I hope he gets it after what we did today. Yes, you were right when you told me this is a time for leaning. I can not keep putting myself at risk just because I wanted to transfer knowledge. Like I told the guy if you do not want to listen and learn what I have to offer, at least let the other guy to do it which he is happy to. Thanks body for this one - Yes I decided all this. I love the challenge.

I just have one thing tosay buddy - you are so right on this one - thanks

Romulo, can you believe it's already December? That it's Friday, again? That as you read these very words, somewhere in the world there are waves crashing, eagles soaring, lilacs blooming, and friends laughing so hard tears are streaming down their faces? That your life has been changing so swiftly? That you're absolutely gorgeous, inside and out? That you're new business came so quickly? That others who now want to partners that will work with meas partners, emulate how you did it? That peace, love, and happiness are flourishing around the world? Yeah, Romulo, I thought you would.
The Universe
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Haven't things always changed fast, Romulo?

Things that make you go, "Hmmmmm.....

They asked for a sign, Romulo, evidence that I stir within their souls, that I conspire tirelessly on their behalf, and that all is exactly as it should be.
Do you think they mean besides simply being alive at all?
Things that make you go, "Hmmmmm..... " The Universe
There could be no better time, in the history of the world, to understand how powerful you are, how far you can reach, and how much you deserve.
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I guess if you stare at anything long enough, Romulo, without thinking, it starts looking like "chicken."


Buddy, I love your last comment - What would that person who will be in FTL before leaving for cruise and after come back from it, do? Should I be ready to pretend some higher power is running show here in case we run into each other. I think so. He was not confortable talking to me on the phone why would he call to say he is in town. The chances for us to run into each other are minimum. Even if I decide to go out since Edde still in town, we do not go to same dance club. Eddie and I love tribal music. Any ways, it is not important. Thanks for message buddy.

I know now more than ever that The Wicked would be mourned

Thanks buddy - Now I know that you are really talking seriously to me anout this subject.

'In preparing for battle I have always found that plans are useless, but planning is indispensable.'
Dwight D. Eisenhower - Columbia Dict. of Quot. pg 688


THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
When things go wrong
+++++++++++++++++++
When things go wrong, stop and ask yourself a question. Do you want to make circumstances worse, or do you wish to make things better?
Getting angry and resentful will take a bad situation and make it even more difficult. Focusing solely on who is to blame and seeking some form of retribution will not solve the problem.
Instead, step back from what's going on, and make every effort to look objectively, with an open mind, at all the factors involved. Take a few moments to calmly put everything into perspective.
When things go wrong, you will always find an abundance of opportunities for making a positive difference. Difficult situations, as undesirable as they may be, often carry with them valuable possibilities that cannot be found anywhere else.
Look for a way to respond that will end up putting you in a stronger position than you were before the setback occurred.
See the situation as an opportunity, and that's what it will become.
When things go wrong, you have the chance to step forward and create real, meaningful, and much-needed value. The momentum you build in doing so will continue to carry you quickly ahead.
Ralph Marston

Should have shared that one a long time ago, huh, Romulo?

Did you know that if you choose to be joyful enough, Romulo, it's physically impossible to get angry, fret, stew, or worry?
And that if you choose it often enough, it's physically impossible to be broke, sick, lonely, or confused.
Oh yeah.
Some things really are impossible - The Universe

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Should have shared that one a long time ago, huh, Romulo?

Buddy, I thank you for this advice. It is my believe that is never too late. Yes I would put this in practice. At times is hard, I know that from experience last week. Neverthless, it never enter my mind to think I either deserve this or why life is unfair with me. I am responsible for attracting those things. But for the situation in which I found myself, I have hope and think things are not bad in my life. Atually, I have thoughts in which I thank you for sending my way the people I have now around me and can count as friends. Even the people I do not that well or just meet, they seem to be having a good experience by meeting me. So this is me thank you for being with me now and forever. That I will put this into practice. That I will asking you to send my way all the good things which are in aboundance in the Universe. I will always like now thank you in advance for it.

Emma, you were right. It is not good to put friend up there as Gods when they are acting on their good nature which seems to be the only way you and Eddie experience life. I thank you all for bein you. Like my dear old friend who I thought about a lot in last week Mark used to say to me, what I like about you Romulo is that you are real. I think the same things about you guys.

Buddy, please give my best to my old friend. That there is not a dy that passes without him crossing mny thoughts. That I am gratefull to you and him for us crossing path. That I am ok and happy to be here. That I look forward for the next time we see each other. Amen.

you are righ buddy

THE DAILY MOTIVATOR
Friday, November 24, 2006
Before
+++++++++++++++++++
Before you struggle to get what you don't really want, stop.
And consider what an exquisite miracle you already are.
Before you spend time complaining that things are not going your way, think for a moment. And see that everything that is, can be put to positive purpose.
Before you waste your life worrying that you might lose it all, gently and lovingly calm your thoughts. Realize that what truly has value can never be taken away.
Before you blame others for all of your troubles, take a step back. And understand that the way to control your own destiny is to take full responsibility for your life.
Before you allow fear to hold you prisoner, remember this.
You can learn from the fear, you can use it to more fully prepare, and you can then move confidently ahead.
Before you allow any person, thought, feeling, event or situation to get you down, take a deep breath and consider.
This moment is still unfolding, and you can choose right now to make life better than it has ever been.
Ralph Marston

I like your anser. Yes more than ever I know you are on my side on this. Now lets work togeher in making all this to work. I know we can do it. For this I will make use of the abundance, success and richness that you have provide me.

Thinking that money will somehow make one happy, Romulo, isn't thinking at all

Thinking that money will somehow make one happy, Romulo, isn't thinking at all.
Hey, sorry, you know better. But you might not believe how many people think that just because they don't have much of it now, its lack is at the root of their own challenges. Which is never the case.
E-w-w-w-h... The Universe
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Don't get me wrong, Romulo, I'm all about the "Bling-Bling." But the lack of abundance in one's life is not a cause, but an effect, of other thoughts on the subjects of life, work, and happiness.

Buddy, it was never about the money and you know that perfectly. Tell me what I am doing wrong. Tell me what I am doing to attract the people I am attracting into my life wether is for business or personal matter. All I am after is to keep the balance and harmony in Universe. All I want is to bring value to my clients and have lasting experiences with my friend in which we all can grow from it. You know for a fact that I am not seating here just thinking I want to be a millionare. All I am after is to build things and have the benefit to know that what I did benefit my clients. Despit of all, I feel successful. I feel I am the best in what I do. I feel my friends are good people that at times go through so much with me but at the end they are with me despit all because some how I bring value into their lifes which is what I really after.

Our deal is I would ask and you provide all I ask to me. I am not making use of that power to waist your resources. I feel even now when I have nothing that there is plenty of abudance in my life. I am gratefull to you for all the good you have given me and is coming my way. Now I am asking to give to me the success I am entitle to for seeking the highest purpose of my this life time. I am asking you to help me achieve my highest purpose through my work and personal relationships. I am not wishing any more. I am commanding you to delivery to me the success in my professional and personal like as a result of a job well done in which I am seeking to bring value to my client as well as to every one I come into to contact with. I asking you to let the abundance of happines and richness of life has to offer to rich me and me to make good use of it to keep persuing my commitment to reach you and in the process help other to achieve their highest purpose. Thi is my command to you. You have a commitment to me. Now lets make all work for the good of every one.

You know, kind of a 'thank you,' in advance.

Actually, you don't have to tell me what you want, Romulo. I already know.
You don't even have to tell me why you want it. That you do, is enough.
And please don't ask how I'm going to do it. There's always a way.
But I certainly wouldn't mind the occasional, "Yeeeeee-haaaaaaa, hallelujah, amen brothers and sisters!" You know, kind of a 'thank you,' in advance.
Thank you, The Universe

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Little else fires up the old turbines of manifestation like gratitude given in advance, Romulo.


Buddy, you know that even on my darkest hours. I have always thanked you for having you on my side, experiencing time and space together and finding our way back.

I can not help that in the last few days my friend Mark has come to mind. Please let him know that his being missed and that I will always be fratefull to you and him for having cross path.

Happy thanksgiving buddy - thanks for sending Eddie my way - I could not have made it with out him in the last few days. Emma can be at peace that he is here and we were invited to dinner at my neightboors.

The rocket needs fuel, Romulo, and you deserve a standing ovation. I know.

Judging yourself for what you haven't yet accomplished, Romulo, is kind of like taking rocket fuel from the rocket so that it might fly higher.
I said, "kind of."
Tallyho, The Universe
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The rocket needs fuel, Romulo, and you deserve a standing ovation. I know.

Buddy, I can agree on that - But have you thought of what I told you yesterday - I am counting on you

Of course, Romulo, when it comes to end results, like love and joy, health and harmony, and "embarrassing" wealth, there need be no uncertainty.

By embracing uncertainty with regard to the hows of dream manifestation, Romulo, and allowing it, not fearing it, you actually increase my options for blowing your dear, sweet mind.
Yeah, this is good. Really good.
The Universe
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Of course, Romulo, when it comes to end results, like love and joy, health and harmony, and "embarrassing" wealth, there need be no uncertainty.

Ok buddy, I will need you to help me on this one. I did embrasse uncertainty going into this project with current partner. I endure the long commute from my beloved SOBE and went through the difficult situation that only few know so far and just a few minutes ago I told my business manager for which she just felt sorry for me. But I did it without thinking o poor me, look at the things I have to gio through. I doing my commute with not regret and happy to be making a contribution to this client. You know me - I love being in a high pace environement and solving problem is what brings most reward to me.

I just like to know what am I doing to attract this kind of people for business as well as for romantic purposes. I will try to fix what am I doing wrong. I just do not think if I am coming from a place where I am always after win/win situations for me andmy clients/partners why I I attract thes other one that that are so negative. When it comes to romance, I think I am learning and getting better to recognize when the cloth do not fit me but still make me invisible to this people. please....

Romulo, thought is your key to the Universe

You know, "things" haven't always been as they now are, Romulo.
Once upon a time, they were all just "thoughts." Mine.
Today, of course, they're yours.
Aren't we the movers and shakers? The Universe

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Romulo, thought is your key to the Universe. And there are no doors it can't unlock. None, nadda, zippo...

Buddy, yes we are - At the beginning it was just you wanted to experience what being in a place where time and space is relative was all about it. So I got here to remember how to get to you, my source, by remembering the agreement we bound to follow in this adventure. I ask and you are supposed to give it to me. Just remember that this is the place where all is relative and you are in our home where all is absolute. I might wonder at time in my thought but I will do my best to keep them focus.

To end this notes, buddy - Remember there was a time in my life where I thought there we doors every door and they were all lock to. So this is to that group of exceptional souls that I would always have them in my heart and thoughts. Thanks for the significan contribution you made in my life. I love you all and I remember you always with a smile in my face.

Now you are making my tears come down, buddy. But I am happy - Thanks.

Yet such is the case, Romulo, in time and space, where the harvest must follow the seasons.

Little did they know, Romulo, how much they had done, how many they had reached, nor the power of their love.
Until, of course, it was all returned, many, many times over.
I.O.U. The Universe

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Yet such is the case, Romulo, in time and space, where the harvest must follow the seasons.

Buddy - I can tell you speaking with regard the love that is all around me - I have never put that in question - I see my closest friend in SOBE, Sitges, Boston, Mexico and Texas given me all their love when we know I am not a walk in the park - But in reality is hard not to love this people - Just by speaking to them on the phone or seem them for a little while it makes a great differences in my life - No that I have such an exiting one one - I spent practically all weekend sleeping - Therefore, I do not get why people think I am complex and intense - Then again I could not sleep in the flight bak home because of this wird guy sitting next to meet who keep pinching my arms and legs then tell me that all was in my immagination - Yea like I want some ugly guy to pinchy me as I am falling sleep for me to make that one up.

But it was good to talk to Emma, Jose, see my carioca and chat with Eddie. Can wait for next weekend - thanks buddy - You know it is always good to hear from you...

And, neither, Romulo, is there any such thing as "lost time." - Grand Mom was right

The answer is no, Romulo. Absolutely not.
The question, of course, was "Are mistakes in time and space possible?"
The Universe

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And, neither, Romulo, is there any such thing as "lost time."

Buddy, I have to be honest - You brought a smile in my face when I read your note. I do agree with you there are not mistake nor lost time - How there could be since we gain so much from every experience we live. The only we way we can know any thing in time and space is relative to something else. Therefore, the learning never stop. So I do get up every day from bed even though at times I feel like staying in. Because I know I will learn something new each day.

Now question is 'is he reading wicked and the Universe? if he is he will know why I am associating getting up from bed and learning each day" - Buddy, Give my best to Grandmon, tell her I would always remember those words.

Yeah, I said "add to," as well, but I was in a hurry...

There's someone here, very wise and very caring, Romulo, who's not yet lived in time and space, who has a question for all those who have:
"Does that fact that each earthly life is so incredibly brief, add to or detract from, its sublime magnificence?"
Yeah, I said "add to," as well, but I was in a hurry...
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Cowabunga, Romulo!

Buddy, you did not need to say more ;-)

you have total control over

If you hold it clearly enough in mind; if you physically anticipate it, steadily, day by day, Romulo, there are no earthly hands, nor heavenly for that matter, that can halt its subsequent manifestation into your life.
Just be really, really sure you want it.
The Universe
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In one word, Romulo, "EXPECTATION" is the sole difference between "have" and "have not." And this, you have total control over.

Buddy, you are telling me something that brings back a big lesson in my life. I went to Boston, this last time telling Emma and Eddie that I was going with not expectations. Then that Friday night my dear friend Eddie made me realize that I was saying one thing when in reality there was at some level expectations on my part of meeting with this special person in town. My dear friend Eddie was a great support for me that weekend. It is hard not to love him when that is what he gives to me and every one I seem around him.

Good that I had expectation them. Because meeting this person was even better than the first time we met. This time we had more time to talk and get to know one another. I am looking forward to my next 2 trips to Boston. Nor only because I get one more chance to be with a good friend like Eddie but get to be with new person that some how is starting to make a presents in my life.

Thanks buddy - I like your message a lot.

If you had only seen the audition line, Romulo, you'd know exactly what I'm talking about.

You know, Romulo, you've been blessed with a great number of gifts. Your insights, good taste, and savoir-faire. Friends who adore you, elements that support you, and spiritual laws that serve you. Yet, in my book at least, what really takes the cake, Romulo, is that you get to be you.
I pulled a few strings.
The Universe

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If you had only seen the audition line, Romulo, you'd know exactly what I'm talking about.


Buddy, your note today made me smile. Just the way you are telling me you have pulled a few strings for me. I know you are in my side giving me all that I desire. I am gratefull for the friends you hav given me. Yes I can tell that they adore me. The way my carioca took care of me on Friday. How wonderful was to hear Emma voice on Sunday when she called as soon as she got back from Madrid. They are the most precious gifts that you have given me so far.

But I will be honest to tell that the part that makes me smile the most is the fact that being me is not always easy or at the very least is not easy to have someone like me in one's life. That is why I think that your gift to me when it comes to my friends is extraordinary. Only extraordinary people can cope with the complexity and intesity of this latin boy. Thanks for every thing

Then they're going to ask, "Hey, Romulo, best buddy ol' pal, mind if I borrow your business?"

It's going to be bigger than you thought, you're going to be happier than you imagined, and your friends are all going to be like, "No-o-o-o way! That's so cool! How did you do it?"
Because, Romulo, all earthly manifestations appear larger in 'real' life than they do in one's mind. Way.
You are still visualizing . . . right?
The Universe

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Then they're going to ask, "Hey, Romulo, best buddy ol' pal, mind if I borrow your business?"


Buddy, yes I have viualized several times where I want my career to go. I know I will be very busy with this new partnership. But that would keep this brain of mind off trouble. Things have not been easy but that is why I have more love for what I have accomplished so far. I thank you and my closest friend for being there with me all this time. They have gone through all the things I have gone through. I could not ask for better people in my life. Thanks buddy.

Same for anything else you might fake

Sometimes, Romulo, the more joy you fake, the more joy you make.
Same for anything else you might fake.
Smiling upon you with infinite affection - The Universe

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I mean life changes you want to manifest, Romulo!

Buddy, this is where I gree with you that faking things is a good thing. Now I will try to fake that I feel 100 percent healthy today so I can make my trip back home. I had a hard time getting up this morning because of being under the weather. Client told me I do not ook good. I can feel fever warming up my budy and every part of my body hurts. So I will put this in practice to see if I can make th elong trip home and sleep on my own bed for once.

Thanks buddy - you have my infinite affection too.

Well, Romulo, as normal as anyone can be who possesses superpowers

Do you know what it sometimes means, Romulo, when you feel a bit bummed out and aren't sure why? When you catch yourself looking back over your shoulder and wondering? When you feel doubt, sense uncertainty, and experience fear? When you sometimes wonder what's taking so long?
It means you're normal.
Yeeeeeeee-haaaaaaaaaaaaaa! The Universe

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Well, Romulo, as normal as anyone can be who possesses superpowers, commands legions, and rearranges physical circumstances simply with thought.

Buddy, you know how to bring me up. So after all this time, I am normal. I thought the comments about me being intense and complex made me anusual to the majority of people out there. Well it is a good think that someone finds me perfect in Boston. Actually this person likes my complexity and welcome my intesity - Well travel person who do not seem to have a problem with me traveling so much. When it comes to intesity, well I think that person is equally responsible for how intense things get between us when we meet face to face. Talkig about intesity, I have never experiencce so much intense while being intimate with someone. I get the connection goes beyound the physical since we both agree that it was even better than the first time.

Kind of unde the weather now, I can feel the fever and my throat hurts. I just want to meke home and relax. See my people who seem to miss me and I miss then too. Glad that we agree on Boston before I leave for xmas skip trip in Spain and back again when I return from Spain. Now I just want to make it home buddy.

Some how after Boston last weekend, I can enter my home town this Friday like a Roman general, but the fact is that I feel like a God with all the powers you describe my thoughts have but at the same time the intesity of that encounter got me in touch with my mortality. Wow never before has it been this intense.